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Ive been hesitating to make an account with the idea that if I had time to write out my lack of progress I had time to put in more effort, however maybe keeping track of things will help out.

I am the Anon that posted:

http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-So-what-do-you-do-when

Long story short I started Sunday March 25th, have forced for an hour most days with a very few days only going half an hour, skipped no days, and have no emotional or verbal responses yet.

 

I guess this week is number 13. Ive been trying to implement the advice in the above thread. No more wonderland or body, instead of 2 half hour sessions I do 4 between 15-20 minutes, trying to improve my narration, and have been trying to talk out loud as much as possible.

 

I would say the session this morning were pretty good, with at least decent pressure in my head, tonight was fairly poor, felt like shit when I got up, alot of trouble concentrating, very little and sporadic pressure.

 

And now Im late leaving for work so

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Wow, you've really put a lot of work into this. It's hard to keep it up when you're not getting results. I know it's hard but just keep working at it, a bit each day, that's all it is. I commend you for your efforts thus far, you defiantly seem more tenacious than I.

Good luck, and just keep working at it man.

"Your parents will never be magic talking horses"

-Anonymous

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If I were you, I'd be craving some encouragement. So keep at it, you can do it. Just keep the end result in mind, it's so very worth it.

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Thanks for the support.

Got 20 minutes and then 15 in this morning. Good focus, they seemed decent, but no responses and very little pressure.

Yesterdays narration was so-so. Without her body, talking to her instead of just myself has gotten more difficult.

I am awhile away from quitting, but it seems like instead of moving forward, we are barely managing to just to not lose ground

 

I hate to constantly bump this, so Im probably just going to try to modify this post as I go

 

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Tonight did 20 minutes, ate and then 15 more. Nothing to say about it really. :(

Should have time before work to narrate the newspapers comic page before work

 

@Raetin Yeah, I suppose, maybe in the morning a new post and in the evening I update that one. One a day isnt too bad but I doubt many of the posts will be much more than 2 or 3 sentences

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I hate to constantly bump this, so Im probably just going to try to modify this post as I go

 

If you look at other progress reports, that's how they go. Plus people will know your active when your posting in this thread.

I have 10 tulpas, but I'm only actively working on Reah, my first tulpa currently.

Progress Report

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2 15's this morning, shit narration yesterday

Yeah I dont see how thats even worth posting, much less bumping

 

To elaborate slightly I have been doing a mix of just talking, traits, trying to 'send energy', and sort of concentrating and trying to 'feel' her

 

I dont remember when I tried to start narrating full time. At first I didnt want to expose her to my work life, but at some point that became the main place for narration. I was never great at it, but no wonder things are progressing like this

 

 

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20 minutes and then 15 done tonight, everything seems pretty average

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One thirty minute session this morning, feel pretty decent about it and yesterdays narration.

Most Friday and Saturdays my forcing schedule is somewhat skewed. I still do an hour just not normally at the same time or in the same chunks. Most likely tonight will be one 30 minute session, probably several hours later than usual.

 

Not really sure what to post here aside from the number and length of sessions and my impression of how they went. These may devolve into one sentence posts

 

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2nd half hour done, poor

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I hate to bump my thread as well, especially since most of the time, no one gives a damn. I store all my shit in a personal log that I'll eventually just put up on the first post when my tulpa is considered "done."

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I'm not even going to write about Markus and Li in my thread. In fact, I'm likely not even going to notify anyone until they're done.

Orange juice helps with concentration headaches.

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