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Hello, If you don't mind my asking, do you think you could answer a question of mine regarding the Tulpa process? If you can, I'd be ever so grateful. So, here is my question. I started my Tulpa last week, and it is my third time trying to create a Tulpa, but a completely new one. I skipped developing her personality, and I moved on straight to building her body. I have already created her wonderland, and I am about half way through visualizing her body, for the first time. Am I going to fast, and rushing the process? If so, could this result in defects of my Tulpa? Thank you for reading this, and it would be greatly appreciated if you could get back to me on this. Thanks.

I love Nova with all my heart.

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Moved to Questions and Answers.

"If this can be avoided, it should. If it can't, then it would be better if it could be. If it happened and you're thinking back to it, try and think back further. Try not to avoid it with your mind. If any of this is possible, it may be helpful. If not, it won't be."

 

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I don't think you're rushing things at all, unless you expect them to be a full-fledged tulpa already. And what people think are breakthroughs to them varies. For me personally, vocality (mind's voice and auditory imposition) and visualization with mind's eye is all I really care about for the time being. Things like imposition, and others like switching and possession is something I expect to master gradually over a long time, even though the last two we're pretty decent at now.

 

Think of it this way, any time you put in, no matter how militant or rushed it may seem, just know that seeing this for the long term will allow those efforts to build up over time. Keep going through the motions, and don't be afraid to take breaks if you feel things are getting out of control. It's okay if you "skipped" something, since there's really not anything procedural about this. Whatever the mind does varies to everyone, and you may not have to worry about specifics like personality and all that.

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Thank you. That really helps. Also, do you have any techniques to help my Tulpa become vocal? A close companion of mine gave me a couple of games and ideas, and said that a Tulpa will start talking when it is ready. I have been using her techniques, but I would like to use multiple different games and such to help Nova and broaden her vocabulary when she does learn to speak. Thanks.

I love Nova with all my heart.

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broaden her vocabulary when she does learn to speak. Thanks.

 

Read her a dictionary

 

A tulpa can practice speech on their own time in the wonderland, they don't necessarily have to practice with you. Trying to use so many tests and games so early on can be stressful for the tulpa. I'd recommend just narrating as much as possible and letting her grow at her own pace. She'll get there.

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Thank you. That really helps. Also, do you have any techniques to help my Tulpa become vocal? A close companion of mine gave me a couple of games and ideas, and said that a Tulpa will start talking when it is ready. I have been using her techniques, but I would like to use multiple different games and such to help Nova and broaden her vocabulary when she does learn to speak. Thanks.

 

I think the underlying desire is that you want to turn methods into something more fun, which is definitely something anyone would want to do. To be honest, when I was image streaming to help augment visualization, and other aspects for a few months, I just kept going at it, typing for hours on end, describing the virtual experiential realities in mind’s eye visualization, and fixated in narrating it to Eva and Ada.

 

I literally just typed what was on my mind, but it was only through doing gradual increments of 15 minutes, then 30 minutes, 1 hour, then over 3 hours. It was definitely a blast to do, and something I never got disappointed in. It made militant forcing and narration seem like a breeze because of all the potential in creativity that was there. I haven’t really done anything other than just that lately, it’s just something that comes by naturally.

 

Part of what will help suspend some of your doubt is to just embrace the self-fulfilling prophecy that in time your tulpa will become vocal. Then when the breakthroughs are apparent, you just go with the flow, and do whatever you want with your tulpa in your quotidian lifestyle. Seriously, any technique will suffice (that actually has a routine you can get into of course) if you just keep those underlying assurances intact.

 

That’s seriously how I embarked on this from the initial stages, and still do. There wasn’t a need for me to see things as symbolism, or a method of symbolism where I questioned its efficacy. It’s just something that comes by naturally. But it was only because I worked my ass off along with experiential learning with lucid dreaming, and other means of personal development as well.

 

If you can, for example, type 13-26 pages of narrating to your tulpa within a few hours of what goes on in your mind, and still want to have more time to do more, you’ll know you’re really having fun. Part of what helped me is being obsessed of knowing breakthroughs will happen, but not making the expectation my whole life to where doubt and discouraging thoughts may come in when nothing happens. It was also not blindly believing, and knowing seeing things in the long term made things easier to cope with.

 

I know how much you want to hear her voice, and it’s a freaking pleasure when something like that happens. But whatever you decide to do, just do it, and keep at it. Sometimes I feel people want their tulpa's vocality to come by in deus ex machina fashion, clinging onto the hope that someday things will happen without putting a lot of effort into it. Not saying you're doing you're best, but just make a routine out of things you like doing, get some personal time and space, and pour every freaking ounce of joy into it, and who knows what may happen?

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If you're wanting to type with a narrative voice, or a format of a narrative (e.g. experiential learning, past events, chronological stuff), sure, there's really nothing wrong with that. I guess that would fit with actually narrating (rather than what people would generalize as talking to, or with your tulpa in a non-narrative voice). Story or no story, it's all acceptable.

 

The idea behind narration, in my opinion, is to just acknowledge that you're referring to engaging with your tulpa in some way. Whether you read a Sunday's newspaper, or read a really long book, just keep that in mind, and you'll do fine. Try to imagine what it would feel like to have quality time with your tulpa while you're doing so, it's the thought that counts. It may feel like you're talking to yourself at times, but keep reinforcing the imagination, and it'll become natural.

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