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Ana and I - a progress journal


Kaiko

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Hello there people of the internet. 

 

My name is Kaiko, and in this thread I (and perhaps "WE" in the future) will posts progress updates and related stuff about Ana and I. 

I initially made her back in February 2017 to be a semi-sentient servitor to protect me spiritually, but after recently needing her around more than ever decided to turn her in a full fletched Tulpa. This was 4 days (I think, time is a bit blurry for me) ago from the moment of this post. 

 

I can honestly say that I'm proud of the progress we've already made, and have come a lot further in this time than I had expected beforehand. 

I have always had a visual representation in my mind of what she looks like and thus seeing her wasn't very hard at all, we mainly focused on speech. Our first forms of communication consisted of long monologues from me and only nods and simple gestures from Ana. Later I could hear soft noises like "Un" and "Nya" in my head, that I was doubtful about at first, but am now pretty sure are hers. 

Though for the most part it's still very hard to tell her apart from my own thoughts. And often I do think I heard her but then moments later start second guessing myself. I hope to get over this feeling soon. 

 

Yesterday we practiced things like "the rain in Spain stays mainly in the plain" thingie, and boi does she hate that sentence now xD We also tried some taste testing, which appears to have been pretty successful. Ana seems to love coconut cookies, which is funny cause I've never really been a fan of coconut. 

 

Today we went for a walk and I had her repeat random words on signs and stuff after me, which she did way better than that Spanish weather exercise. Later today was also the first time she said her own words (that weren't parroting or simple responses like yes/no to a question)!

She asked me: "Are you okay?" Almost made me tear up. 

 

Anyway, Ana is a very sleepy person, and as of right now she is occupying my bed. 

Is it common for tulpas to need a lot of sleep? Do they grow out of it? /or is it one of her own personality traits? 

 

We tried to make her on rinmarugames as best as possible. Sooo, this is what she looks like:

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A tulpa needs as much sleep as you think it needs. As you continue to create Ana, whatever traits and characteristics you "perceive" or "imagine" her to have, she will have.

 

You most likely could begin writing down her characteristics and traits (a recommended exercise by the way) and change her from "loves sleep" to "never sleeps". I'm not sure how long it would take for Ana to change in this way, but I wager she would unless you have a very undisciplined sub-conscious.

 

I don't recommend you do this by the way. Let Ana be whatever you think she should be and if it is fine that she sleeps, then leave her be.

 

Good luck and I do recommend you make that document that outlines who she is. Keep up the imposition work.

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First off, thanks for the response. Will definitely try making that document. I suppose it's something that could be added onto later?

And the sleeping is not a problem, I was just curious if it was a common thing. She can have as much sleep as she needs of course.

 

 

 

This will only be a short update:

 

Today we made lots of progress. No particularly interesting milestones, but conversing just seems to go a little easier and better already.

We might want to start going into chat and have her talk with other people soon.

 

That's it. I said it would be short.

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