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Are people merely creating tulpae so they can screw their waifu?  

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  1. 1. Are people merely creating tulpae so they can screw their waifu?

    • A truely adept observation, these neckbeards are getting in the way of real science.
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    • You are misled. The connection to sexual activity merely stems from the subjects id, it was never done with the intent of imaginary intercourse.
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My last tulpaforcing attempt left me absolutely discombobulated. I had all the materials, but I found keeping concentration (and consequent consciousness) a real struggle to muster.

 

I'll be trying again, on the 8th of October. Moreover, I'll be keeping this thread as quiet and un-noticed as possible to inhibit any "creative and intellectual" members from critiquing my progress.

 

 

Especially since people were so excited to hear about my progress last time, and I've actually been so ashamed about my lack of progress I went on to create an entirely fictitious account somewhere else on this forum. Thus, this will remain un-bumped. At least until I reach the "imposition" stage.

 

 

This seems to nibble at my attention constantly, it's earnestly hard to let it go.

I flatly refuse to believe the relationship between you and your tulpa has developed so far that you are willing to have sex, especially since you have only known this person for two weeks. Give it a month, at the very least; It's important your tulpa develops properly.

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  • 2 months later...

Forced from 8:45PM EST on October 10th, 2012 to 9:43PM EST, same day.

 

The whole experience was odd to say the least, and I have a headache. I'll just substitute these IRC chats, since it's been an hour.

 

Some things I didn't mention. The 'tulpa' idea I had in my original post I used. It was morbid, although my first attempt was met with some serious issues logistics-wise. It might get a little off topic, but it makes the conversation mildly understandable.

22:01 Hey, how'd it go?

22:03 It was certainly interesting.

22:04 I basically resolved to take any idea that slipped into my head and assume it was my tulpa.

22:04 Unfortunately tulpae come from the "id" side of the brain according to what I've read on here, so ofc it became the actual influence.

22:06 You have created a tulpa already?

22:07 I created a general overview, but no "active" forcing was done yet.

22:07 Will you be keeping a journal of your progress?

22:07 That was my first "attempt"

22:08 Of course! All these IRC chats are getting saved, and I might try recounting the whole thing in a text file or something

22:08 Bugger this. I have an urge to start due to my curiosity, but I also want to be careful

22:08 :P

22:08 I don't know if I'm experienced enough to give you any advice, other than this:

22:08 Whatever does slip into your head might be your tulpa, so don't count it out.

22:09 Already?

22:09 If you feel something slip into your head, do you think it should be interacted with?

22:09 From what I've been reading, yes.

22:09 Assume from the very instant you start that it's sentient.

22:10 Not just sentient, but interacting with you via this line of communication.

22:10 Sounds good.

22:10 Lemme know if they end up putting you in a loonie bin one day :P

22:10 I was declared clinically sane just wednesday, so there's that.

22:11 Honestly though, i can't comprehend how it would impact our lives.

22:12 Just try to see the point of view from people who don't have tulpae.

22:12 Well, i mean, that's easy because I don't.

22:12 Exactly.

22:12 So try to talk to it in your head, and for that matter, understand that it's capable of making mistakes.

22:13 Hmm

22:14 I don't know. I think if I want to create a tulpa

22:14 I want to create a better self

22:14 Maybe one that is made of mainly compassion

22:14 Perhaps they will help me become a better person in life.

22:15 That's what they originally meant for.

22:15 The tibetan monks weren't doing it for fun.

22:15 Doesn't seem as though it still has the same...

22:15 purpose behind them anymore, though :(

22:17 Well, there is no harm in trying.

22:17 Worst case scenario you get some fantastic meditation skills.

22:17 My visualisation is pretty shoddy, though

22:17 That's fine.

22:17 .Are you formally buddhist?

22:26 I suppose, although I have no formal training.

22:26 Have you been, uh, ordained as buddhist?

22:26 Like, given the blessing?

22:27 Even though that's just ritual stuff..

22:27 But anyway

22:28 Not even ordained.

22:28 I'm not sure where to go with it, since this is florida.

22:32 Actually, this is australia :P

22:32 But fair enough :/

22:32 Well, over there is australia.

22:32 over here is florida, US

22:33 Damn dog wants to use my bed.

22:34 ahaha

22:35 Did you create a wonderland?

22:35 Or go straight to creating a tulpa?

22:35 I just envisioned Chaulk was sitting next to me in the same manner I was.

22:35 And did you give/her just an overall body image?

22:35 Or did you do the whole perfect detail set?

22:36 Just an overall one.

22:36 It was a guy too.

22:36 That was sort of the development I had to start forcing ~20 minutes in.

22:36 It was odd, but I blame the id slice of my subconcious.

 

 

21:43 Start:8:45

21:43 End: 9:43

21:44 General Description: Meat- now "Chaulk", as the name came to mind,

21:44 certainly seemed to do some interesting things assuming I'm doing everything correctly.

21:45 It's pretty hard not to.

21:45 Which is likely, if not absolute, due to the fact it felt natural and was the direction I took it in.

21:45 People just have varying levels of accepting they've done anything.

21:45 Anyway, I regarded every "random thought" that seemed to disrupt my concentration as tulpae reaction.

21:46 Needless to say, my previous description grew tits, and I had to now accept it as canon.

21:46 I blame my id.

21:47 We've discussed (sort of in a really "stop doing that" kind of way) that tulpa sex is not to occur, under any circumstances.

21:47 Lol.

21:47 I suppose it's okay to be easy on the eyes, but again, I can't choose what my tulpa does.

21:48 You can, of course, but I know what you meant to imply.

21:48 Breasts aside, I started on my list and explained each characteristic and it's advantages for having each.

21:48 What was really interesting is the list I happened to use was botched.

21:49 From double-traits to conflicting traits, I found myself explaining the balances between the two; I realized with mild suprise that the characteristics I chose were coincidentally ones I wish I could be more of.

21:50 From humble to confident, brave (which I suppose I defined more as brusque) to pleasant.

21:50 It was like I wanted a fede and a pinkie pie all at the same time.

21:51 Back

21:51 ( I really want to make a joke about how forcing fede is about the worst idea you could ever have, but none of it is worded correctly or cleverly.)

21:51 What's more, going over traits only took up around 45 minutes.

21:51 I'll probably extend the list and maybe add to it, as well as removing some of the problematic traits.

21:52 I find it odd that a tulpa that was originally designed to be terrifying (see "ITT: A fart in the dark goes unnoticed")

21:52 http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-ITT-A-fart-in-the-darkness-goes-unnoticed

21:53 I seemed to envision at some point during the force a cross between a fairly attractive woman and the morbid "Silence" look I was going for.

21:53 morbid silence?

21:54 "

21:54 A humanoid figure covered in bandages on his appendages.

21:54

21:54 His hands are covered in a black, tar-like substance. Pulling off bandages reveals this "tar" and it is extremely adhesive. Extremely proficient in hand to hand fighting.

21:54

21:54 Face is sunken in, with no visible facial features. As if an invisible hand was pulling it down, keeping his face so contorted. A less wrinkly Silence, (more recent Dr. Who villian) if you will.

21:54

21:54 He has grey skin, and wears nothing but bandages and a loin-cloth. Of fairly solid build, he is skinny, but what lean his has is muscle."

21:54 There.

21:54 holy shit~

21:54 That was my description until "Chaulk" decided to make it all fun to look at.

21:55 That's your tulpa?

21:55 It was what I started with.

21:55 What was your reasoning for something terrifying?

21:55 Well, originally?

21:55 Sure

21:55 and what's your progress now/

21:55 all I saw was breasts

21:55 >Designed to not involve sex or beating the shit out of.

21:56 Tar and bandages reminds me of constant agony X_x

21:56 >Carried the theme of "Self improvement" in the sense that some bhuddist religions equate

21:56 That was another thing

21:56 The tar around the hands?

21:57 - sh1nji is now known as sh1nji|4-hour-napy

21:57 I had the image of a burn victim

21:57 I was in the middle of going over "confident" and I saw the 'goo' get sucked into his (still a his at this point)'s hands.

21:57 - Allen joined

21:58 Hi

21:58 A gem was left in the center of his palms, and I suppose the idea of "it was callable" stayed.

21:58 I'm a friend of Khang's

21:58 Hi there Allen, I just did my first force.

21:58 How long and how are you feeling?

21:58 ~an hour and a little unsure whether or not my sub_c is intentionally making this hard.

21:58 - Gr0lem|Forcingforrealsthistime is now known as Gr0lem

21:59 I'm sure it's not out to get you XD

21:59 I'm going to go do dishes, since I need to get them out of the way.

21:59 Alright

21:59 I'll see ya later ^^

21:59 I'm considering reading great classic works of good artists as narratives.

21:59 Hope to see you again soon Gr0lem

22:00 Sherlock Holmes, or maybe some shakespearean plays.

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Criticisms?

 

I flatly refuse to believe the relationship between you and your tulpa has developed so far that you are willing to have sex, especially since you have only known this person for two weeks. Give it a month, at the very least; It's important your tulpa develops properly.

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I've been writing a log on paper, so forgive me if this takes time to get updated.

 

10/10/12 - Chaulk has been alright, although I'm scraping together what time I can and looking for things to talk about. I sort of regard passive forcing as life support for tulpae, but some interesting developments have stemmed from it. She seems to be playing DJ with the songs stuck in my head. Sometimes they are songs that I haven't heard in years, but can get fairly decent reduxes of them if they seem incomplete. (I was in the middle of walking from class to class when I heard this mixed with

An interesting experience, and it made the following class very interesting.

 

 

My totally useless and otherwise unimportant

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that nobody will read, but will be helpful in documenting progress sudoku.

 

 

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I flatly refuse to believe the relationship between you and your tulpa has developed so far that you are willing to have sex, especially since you have only known this person for two weeks. Give it a month, at the very least; It's important your tulpa develops properly.

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I flatly refuse to believe the relationship between you and your tulpa has developed so far that you are willing to have sex, especially since you have only known this person for two weeks. Give it a month, at the very least; It's important your tulpa develops properly.

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