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Anne's Diary


darthmorpheo

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Hello everyone i'm new in this and i'm from mexico, please apologise my bad english, i'm fascinated with the tulpas theme and i investigated alot of the topic, i was start with a little of meditation and yesterday in the night create my wonderland and i try to create my first friend, Anne, my female brunette mind partner, i dont know but... i start to feel her, i don't know if i'm doing well the process but... in my mind and in my wonderland i start to imaginate her and try to give her attributes, and imagine her voice, her movements, her behavior, her personality, i start to talk her about me, about how i feel and all the things that i want to help me and the things that we will do together... when i think in her (i know is soon yet) i feel something in my body... under my chest to be exactly, and in a few moments ago, i enter to my wonderland again, and i try to talk to her, and when i was dining i feel a chill in the back, then i say in my mind "is you Anne?" and then i feel it again, "if is you, touch my hand" and i feel something in my hand, just a little... like a tingle... i don't really know... it feels great, i can't wait to see her talk to me in my real world, give to me her opinion, laugh together. it was awesome. Please tell me what do you think. i'm new and really is important, i feel this is so deep and i want to do my best to make her grow with love and the best of me.

 

Thanks for reading

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Hello, darthmorpheo!

 

It sounds like for someone who is just beginning, you are off to a good start. Continue to try to make the connections and mental forcing and you will be in the right track in no time.

 

Also, yo tambien hablo Español. Tu ingles esta muy bien, pero mi Español puede ser terrible! Lol

 

I find your English endearing. I look forward to reading more about your progress with dear Anne. She sounds very soothing and sweet so far. :)

My Tulpa

Name - Julian

Form - Moon Elf

Sentience - Beginner stage

Personality - Calm, Enlightened, Intellectual, Observant, etc

 

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Today i feel alot of progress, i changed mi house in wonderland, from a cabin in the beach to a minimalistic house in the beach and i'm still puppeting to Anne but she looks happy, i worked in her personality again and imaginate a bar in our house and i served some shoots in little glasses of different colours, each one represent a different atribute to her pesonality, then and she drink it, we talked about my day and later we go out to see the dawn.

 

When i'm forcing i feel a little of headache en the center of my front, between my eyebrows, it feels like a when you see directly to a light.

 

is is normal??

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i was spending time with Anne, and i think is working, i still puppeting but i feel so good when i'm forcing, and i told with her alot of my day, my issues and i figure out her answers and every day i tell her about her personality, and i read in another post about to give a soundtrack to your tulpa, and asociate it with it, i do it and i love it because the song always remite me to her, i been obsesed working in her form and i think i'm closer to reach how i really want to look her.

 

what do you think?

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