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Aqn's Progress Report


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So, I've only just recently stumbled upon the phenomenon known as tulpa, but I knew from the moment that I read about it that I wanted to try it to see if it worked. This is for very personal, and somewhat selfish, reason's. Anyway's, I've decided that my first tulpa will be a female human named May. From what I've come up with so far she is intelligent, though still fun-loving, even though she does have an angry side.

 

I've decided to use a somewhat unique technique, which involves switching the area of focus each day on a schedule. (If anyone has ever used this form, I'd appreciate advice.) For example, I'm planning on using Monday's to develop her personality, and Tuesday's to focus mainly on general forcing. I'm seriously hoping this method works well.

 

Anyway's, I'm about to do what may be the most important thing I've done in my life so far, forcing for the first time, ever. Wish me luck

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Thank you Sanctuary! :)

 

So far today, I've forced twice, for about 15-30 minutes each. Still no evidence of her being there, but I'm still very optimistic. I was wondering, at this stage, would it be a good idea to force while reading a book? Would it be helpful, or harmful, or neither? Thanks in advance.

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Oh, I know, I've probably spent about 5 hours on here just reading things, so I know it will take a while for any kind of progress. But thank you.

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Day 2

So, here's a complete recount of all that's happened today. I forced for about an hour in one of my classes, mainly just talking, but with a few times working on personality. I later told a couple of my closer friends about tulpa's. Surprisingly, three of the four people I told were quite accepting of it, and one has even expressed interest in creating a tulpa herself. Later on, at about 3 P.M, I forced again for a couple of hours (until 6 P.M.), and quite surprisingly I felt a small amount of pressure at around 5:30 until I ended the session. It may have been simple imagination, but I think it was my tulpa. Unfortunately, I forgot to ask any form of question at this point. Im about to go into another forcing session.

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Day 4

So today I believe I made a major breakthrough. Over these few days I have began to notice a ringing in my ears during and immediately after forcing sessions. These have gotten stronger and I finally decided that it may be my tulpa trying to communicate. I said that if it was her, make the buzzing only happen in one ear. She did so,, and I asked her to do the same thing to the other ear, and she did.I then said that if this was a reliable form of communication to move the buzzing to my righ ear and she, unfortunately, moved it to the left. Nonetheless, this is an amazing point in development, though I do feel like it's a little early to be having experiences like this. Do any of you know if it's just me creating these responses somehow? Or is it an actual response from her? Thank you in advance.

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I'd say that it's better to assume it's her than to go back and forth on whether or not you were making it up, which could just end up being detrimental to your progress. Note the achievement and continue to build on it, would be my advice.

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Thank you Gryphon.

 

Day 5:

I have determined that the buzzing is in no way reliable. While forcing, I asked May a couple of questions, and she replied yes to almost all of them, so to test it out I asked a couple of contradictory questions. She answered yes to a vast majority of them as well. So the buzzing isn't reliable. Other than that, nothing much happened, I was only able to force for a very short period of time, so not too much progress happened. But nonetheless, im happy with what I have discovered.

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