raymond13557 March 6, 2015 Share March 6, 2015 Recently while tulpamancing with ari, i been feeling on verge of deep sorrow and i often find my self silently... crying about something, recently i guess in my wonderland trinity, my favorite cat pokemon red.. faded from existence,to merge with ari, ari didnt understand why i was crying and i told her i was just alittle choked up about something amoungst the line that red is from what i thought is ...dead.. i know it's not true, i mean i never cried much.. and i just felt heart broken to know that snow, moogle ari and red are gone... from what i understood about tulpas and mancing them.. it was like when i had the nightmare about the coroprates and they where trying to kill the meat golems... i felt.. outraged and sad.. i still blame myself.. i don't care if it was a dream.. i was a creator.. so it's my responsibility right? do any of you lot ever experience this.. sudden sadness sometimes? i' still alittle misty eyed... but i'll get over it . Tulpa:Snow Mindscape: Artopia Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arduinoman12345 March 7, 2015 Share March 7, 2015 I can kinda relate to this. Early on before our relapse I thought about losing sunset late at night while watching tv, I felt a great sadness wash over me. I felt kinda bad at the time for even putting that thought in my mind Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Spartanelete March 7, 2015 Share March 7, 2015 I'm sorry about your loss. I'm not really understanding your question though. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
raymond13557 March 8, 2015 Author Share March 8, 2015 well it's really hard to explain.. i mean tulpas cant really die right? but.. i think my previous tulpas are gone.. i cant even seem to remember them now. I can kinda relate to this. Early on before our relapse I thought about losing sunset late at night while watching tv, I felt a great sadness wash over me. I felt kinda bad at the time for even putting that thought in my mind what does it to me is anything sad.. or if i hear certian songs.. i guess it just gets to me.. i cant listen to 'tailor and the mouse" without crying.. or getting really pissed off. and it's not me getting mad.. i think ari doesnt like the song or she hates sad music. Tulpa:Snow Mindscape: Artopia Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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