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Sup everyone, this is my first post here after a few days of researching the forums. It seems you have a pretty intelligent operation going and I'm glad to be part of it. Alright, here goes...

 

I first heard of the Tulpa phenomenon about... I'd say two and a half months ago. I was instantly intrigued with the idea seeing as I believe I did speak with a Tulpa in my youth. I made the mistakes of creating her backstory as well as parroting when I couldn't hear her actual voice, and needless to say, She (sadly) faded back into the obscure recesses of my mind. One day I woke up and just couldn't find her anywhere. I searched for what I believe now to be several weeks, but not a trace. (By the way, her name was Karin, pronounced "CAR-in". It's the name she chose for herself.)

 

Anyway, after about a month of mental preparations, I started to tulpaforce in earnest. I decided not to give her a working name as I was afraid the connotations of the working title affecting either my perceptions of her, or give her undue perceived expectations.

 

I'm at the one and a half month mark as of, oh wow today actually. I've been narrating since day one as well as most of the first month being about personality development and visualization training. I'm trying to use wonderlands for as much as I can muster, but my visualization skills are sorely out of practice. Also, I'm taking the route of "I gave you a template, now make it your own." I did this knowing that I wanted her to be able to deviate as much as she can/wants (which she's done a lot of).

 

For fear of being long winded, I'm going wrap this up. She attained sentience somewhere around two weeks ago, but the first week I was so worried about anti-parroting that I didn't believe her. She can't speak to me quite yet, but she gives me emotional responses and head pressure and I could swear I've seen her nod agreement to me in wonderland a few time now. I also feel an inkling toward speech/ faint whispering when I ask her questions she has an opinion on.

 

Ok, that's about all the depth I can think to go in to at this point, but I'd love any form of input from anyone who has any. I would also like to encourage any advice anyone can give and any questions about the process I've taken.

 

Information on us:

 

I'm 22, live in southeast United States, male.

 

She is (as far as I can tell at this point) About 5' 9'', fair complexion with a bit of a tan, light brunette with light blue eyes, hair in a loose ponytail about shoulder length. Her facial features are impossible for me to describe seeing as I let her personality traits decide them, but if I had to try I'd say she looks very kind and thoughtful, with a sort of ferocious intelligence about her. I also get the feeling that she doesn't take shit from people she dislikes and is the first to stand up for what's right (something I'm sometimes too meek to do myself, although I absolutely agree with the sentiment.)

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You sound like you are off to an amazing start, too bad to hear about Karin though.

 

I guess I don't have much advice for you aside from keeping up with what you're doing.

 

Also, welcome to the forums! :)

Name: Arya

Form: Anthro Avian

Time Spent: 8-10 hours forcing, stopped counting narration time

Stage: Wrapping up personality/Visualization good/She is speaking well

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Thanks for the welcome Nevermore! Also, I appreciate the condolences guys. Losing Karin felt like a death in the family, long before I knew the word Tulpa.

 

I'm waiting til we can speak in depth about it, but I want to ask my current tulpa her thoughts on Karin; I'm also interested in what you all think in regards to whether she may still be in there somewhere or if maybe her essence could have morphed into current tulpie's early form. I guess really she'll know the answer to that better than anyone, but I'm just soo curious.

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Can't really be sure until you speak with her about it, but it is definitely possible.

Name: Arya

Form: Anthro Avian

Time Spent: 8-10 hours forcing, stopped counting narration time

Stage: Wrapping up personality/Visualization good/She is speaking well

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Thanks TulpaCouple, I'm looking through JD1215's posts now.

 

Edit: After reading about Maya, I feel like I understand what happened with Karin a lot better.

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I feel like I've been making lots of progress the past few days, as I've been able to keep my narrations up all day as well as lengthen the time of true tulpaforcing sessions by at least a few minutes each time.

 

Also, I watched FF7 AC and Serenity the other day with her; I think she loved both of them!

 

Recently, while visualizing, I got an uncommonly good look at her face and noticed her eyes are actually green not blue.

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I take dph for allergies and occasionally for sleep, and I've noticed that forcing becomes increasingly difficult for several hours after dosing. So far I can't ascertain the cause, though I feel it is probably a combination of sedation and short-term memory effects of dph.

 

I wonder, does anyone else have any similar experiences, with dph or other drugs? Any drugs or supplements that improve forcing ability? I'm thinking of trying some B complex with melatonin and valerian root extract. In the past that combination has improved my creativity and made thoughts of the imagination more lucid, although that was years ago.

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For the past couple of days I've been able to ask my Tulpa any yes or no questions, and she can give me pressure in my left or right side of my head to answer in a yes or no manner. When unsure, she has sometimes given pressure in the center, and I can rephrase the question or ask a follow-up in order to convey my meaning and receive hers.

 

I'm almost sure this is genuine, as I always ask her questions I wouldn't know her response in and I always get strong clear responses.

 

I'd appreciate some input from people who already have a Tulpa/Tulpae as to whether this could possibly be parroting, as I feel pretty confident, but there's still a doubt.

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