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So, I finally decided to create a progress report after almost 5 months of having Destiny hinting that I should, she has a habit of getting inside my head. *pause for laughing audience*

 

At the time that I am writing this Destiny is fully vocal, we are currently working on possession and the thought of imposition has the same effect as a 3 year-old contemplating having kids. But we're happy as we are, we may not be experts on the topic (tulpic if you will) but we're getting by. And so the magical journey of having a diary starts. When will the excitement end? ;)

Tulpas: [Destiny], {Faith}, |Isaac|

 

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You know, I probably should have given you guys and gals a little background story about Des.

{I'm totally interesting and stuff}

Well, let the wall of text commence then.

 

Destiny (or Des for short) was originally based on a photo of a girl I found on the internet. Maybe it was a random choice. Maybe it was Des picking her form before she had already been "created". MAYBE it was because I had a bit of a crush on her. I guess we'll never know... *swiftly moving on*

 

At the time that I created Des, 16th April 2013, she was named Sally-Ann as a temporary name. I picked it because it was what I would have been called if I was a girl, so it held some meaning. She had (and still has) blue hair and blue eyes and appears to be in her late teens/early twenties. She has deviated from that form a little, but not too much. She could originally turn into a cat but she could tell that it annoyed me if she did it too much, I guess I just wanted a human companion. She doesn't do that any more.

 

She exceeded my expectations in the early days and first displayed sentience only 6 days in when I asked her to surprise me. Naturally she punched me in the face (as all tulpas seem to do when asked that question) but also spoke her first words at the same time. I'm going to be honest, I didn't expect anything from my imagination's first words to be "'Sup bro?"

Ever since we've been having fun and talking and doing what two people who spend a lot of time together always eventually do. Stand around in awkward silence mostly.

 

4 months into our "Super Magical Tulpa Adventure" I was forcing before bed as any teenage boy normally does. Sally-Ann completely redesigned her clothes and told me that I was to call her Destiny from now on. I couldn't complain, it was one of the greatest things she'd ever done in my eyes as I was always concerned that I was puppeting her.

 

Our first experience with Possession was on my 18th birthday (28th Of July if you want to write that down somewhere) when I started getting a weird feeling in my left arm. Des told me to concentrate on it and after a while we found that she could control my hand. It was the weirdest feeling I've had, imagine all your feeling numbed down to half of what it is now and then having to fight for control. It's hard to explain, but you'll know it when it happens. It was like there was two sets of arms in my arm, like she was inside my body but also outside my body simultaneously. I'd give so much to feel that again, but these things take time.

The second time we worked on possession, I actually sat down and imagined I was a puppet with Des in control of the strings. Disclaimer: THIS MAY NOT WORK FOR YOU. This method worked for a while and Des was actually getting the hang of picking things up when it all came to a grinding halt as she dropped a full glass of water on my package. We haven't tried again yet.

 

And I believe that is all there is to tell about her, Please if you have any questions mail me and I shall answer them in the next post I do.

{I shall respond to all junk mail, god help you.}

 

And with that, I'm out.

Tulpas: [Destiny], {Faith}, |Isaac|

 

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Bloody hell, it's all happening tonight (12th September 2013 for future reference). It had to be the night that I start this report that me and Des had our first definite merging experience. I think anyway. Please, feel free to tell me I'm wrong and then proceed to tell me what the hell this is.

 

So, We're on the chat and I'm letting Des speak to people because you know how it is, she likes to be sociable and we have friends on there. Suddenly there's a wave of realization and we notice that we are the same person. Just like that, no idea how it happened, but it did. So naturally we freak out, or whatever we were freaked out, we were typing scared in chat, but I figure that people didn't believe us, because honestly I wouldn't believe us if I saw this in chat. It was a really odd, indescribable feeling (much like everything else I seem to experience), and after a while I/we/it realized that I/we/it could see us both in minds eye stood on either side of me/us/it. After a few minutes our mouth got really dry and we started feeling like we were drunk so we went to the kitchen to get some water. It took a few seconds to figure out how to walk properly as my own body felt alien to me, which I put down to Des never having used a body extensively before. We came back and drank some water, and after a few minutes the feeling subsided. I felt normal again. I found that I couldn't visualize Des for a minute or so afterwards but once she was back I got her to describe her point of view of this and she had a very similar experience. I honestly don't know what happened but it was the strangest experience I've had so far.

 

So, if you're reading this and feeling helpful, I would REALLY like you to message me, even if it is to say that what I'm describing is stupid. I have no reason to lie on here, I'm just looking for an answer as to what happened, be it merging or something else.

 

Thank-you for reading if you've stuck around this far :)


12th September 2013

 

Reminder: Focus on the face, she may be almost 5 months old but if you don't focus on the face it all goes to hell. Her face is already blurring, just work on it.

Tulpas: [Destiny], {Faith}, |Isaac|

 

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I've never done possesion or anything like it before (Midori is one month old and Louie is a couple weeks old anyway), but Destiny sounds awesome.

Just realized that this was pretty recent. So this happened today? Sheesh. Fill us in if anything else like that happens. :3

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I've never done possesion or anything like it before (Midori is one month old and Louie is a couple weeks old anyway), but Destiny sounds awesome.

Just realized that this was pretty recent. So this happened today? Sheesh. Fill us in if anything else like that happens. :3

 

Of course I will my friend :D


13th September 2013

 

Just as a heads up, I probably won't be posting for a few days. Me and Des and a few of my mates are moving into a flat together in Aberdeen, and celebration shall be had! :D So yeah, I'm going to be recovering from a raging hangover.

Hopefully this new flat shall give us the space and the peace we need to force as these things tend to be difficult when you have parents that seem to spend most of their time in your room. We're both really excited, but I shall be back. One day. In time.

Tulpas: [Destiny], {Faith}, |Isaac|

 

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Just another quick update on the possession front, because I'm a very paranoid kind of guy I decided to do the "lift my finger" thing with Destiny. For those not familiar with it, I basically showed Destiny how I move my finger and then let her try to do it. We tried for about 10 minutes and she couldn't get it to work, so we moved on to other things.

An hour or so later I'm on the computer and start to wonder what the hell that annoying tapping sound is. Imagine my surprise when I look down and find that my middle finger is repeatedly banging itself onto my desk. I believe Destiny's words were "Are you proud of me yet?" :D

Tulpas: [Destiny], {Faith}, |Isaac|

 

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23rd September 2013

 

So, remember when Des possessed me and shouted at my flatmate? A similar thing happened again a few hours ago, around 9:30pm. Forgive me if my spelling and grammar is a little off, I've had quite a bit to drink.

Me and my flatmates went to a bowling alley and I was messing around with the claw machines and Destiny, never having had this experience before, got a little addicted. So naturally I tried to compromise for both of us. My negotiation skills aren't what they used to be and I lost all of my spare change to that annoyingly hard game. Me and my friends wandered over to another wall of claw machines, near a MLP claw machine.

I would like to take this time to clarify that I am by no means a "brony", in fact I have never even watched My Little Pony. However, My best mate started joking about getting me a MLP soft toy. I personally blame the "brony" members of this site for what happened next (I love you really).

Before I knew it, I, or rather Destiny, had said "I want..." and proceeded to name every goddamn pony in the display, of which there were quite a few, by name. Now my friends take the piss out of me constantly, but I don't care because it's a reminder that Destiny is growing up.

 

In other news I've made another drawing of Destiny. I didn't add hands or feet because I'm terrible at those parts, but I'm taking a college course that should help me improve on this. I'll put up a copy when I have chance, but student life is taking its toll on my resources.

Until next time guys,

Craos.


Wait, what? why are half my posts missing?

Tulpas: [Destiny], {Faith}, |Isaac|

 

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Okay, I appear to be missing a few posts then, so its quick recap time. {YAY!!!}

 

15th September 2013

 

My flatmate stumbles home drunk, Des vocally possesses me without permission or previous experience and yells at him.

 

16th September 2013

 

Destiny's 5th monthday, gives herself a pair of fingerless gloves. I give her nachos.

 

Following Week

 

Nothing Important.

Tulpas: [Destiny], {Faith}, |Isaac|

 

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24th September 2013

 

Quite a big appearance change in Destiny today, although god knows if it will last. In my college course we were asked to draw a mythical creature from a list we were given and naturally the phrase "guardian angel" leaped off the page when Des almost screamed it at me. I decided to draw Destiny with wings, only problem being that after the class Destiny has still got the wings and seems to be keeping them for now. I'll keep this updated and of course will upload a scan when I am able to.

Tulpas: [Destiny], {Faith}, |Isaac|

 

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About your missing posts -- the forums went down recently, and had to be restored from old backups. About three days worth of posts were lost.

 

And it's awesome that Des can name all the ponies. :)

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