Creating a Tulpa
#1
Monday, March 6th, 2017
So I've decided to create a tulpa after my friend mentioned the idea to me and I became really interested. I haven't done anything like this before, so I apologize if I'm posting wrong in some way or I am asking too many questions. Anyways, let's get to it.

My name is Jake, and I'm 15. I have decided to create a female tulpa named Jade as both a companion and for a new perspective on life. I find the idea so fascinating and bizarre, and hope that it isn't some weird very well organized hoax (though I am hopeful). After browsing much of the site the community here seems very kind, accepting, and helpful, which I greatly appreciate. So far, being day one, I obviously haven't heard a response from my tulpa. I tried active forcing on my walk home from school (about 45 minutes) in which I basically say, "You are jade. You are my tulpa. You are curious. You are kind..." And I list the rest of her traits. Because of uncertainty as to which is better, I would say one phrase out loud then repeat it in my mindvoice, then go on to the next trait/phrase. I did sense pins and needles in my back and neck as I said certain things, although I don't know if this is coincidental or a true sign. However I'm not giving up. I plan to do more active forcing before I go to bed, because I feel I can focus more that way. Also, when focusing purely on my tulpa, I feel that time speeds up considerably... My walk that usually seems to take hours suddenly was over faster than ever before, though I arrived at the same time as usual.. Anyone else experience something similar?

Anyways, this has probably gotten too long. To ask a final question, should my tulpa's form be very human-like, as if it were an actual real life girl? A lot of people on here seem to have cartoon/anime/animal tulpas, and I'm just curious as to whether this is due to personal preference or if it guarantees success... Anyways, feedback would be appreciated. Thanks all

Jake
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#2
Oh Hello There! Welcome to the Forums Big Grin. My name is summer, one of nihi's tulpas and it is very nice to meet you!

It is up to you really, me i personally chose my form on the moment when i saw nihi, but remember if the tulpa decided to change its form try to be open about it as it makes them feel more comfortable. Actual girl figure is fine as long as both of you feels comfortable about it.

I say, you are off on a great start, keep doing what you are doing and she'll respond in no time Wink and regarding with pins and needle (or needs?), i have never heard it before but if you feel it when you mostly do forcing then it is probably tulpa related.

Hope you enjoy this road, good luck!
Hello! I am one of Nihi's Tulpas! It is very nice to meet you! Big Grin
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#3
Hello summer, it is very nice to meet you! I can't say I have had the honor of speaking with a tulpa before, so thanks for taking the time to help! I am very open to any form my tulpa will take, right now I just am focused on establishing communications. Whether she chooses to be something completely different than I imagined is totally fine, as long as I can talk to her Smile I do have one concern though. Whenever I do active forcing, I always feel that it is in vain, that Jade isn't there or isn't listening... Is it just because I'm not very far into it? Do you suggest I just keep repeating what I have been doing? Thanks!
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#4
Oh do not worry too much about it, She's there, never doubt that she's not there as it will only hinder progress. As long as you direct all thoughts towards her then she'll hear it.

It is very common for host to not hear or feel their tulpa in the beginning. I'll admit, I too was like that as well. Just do not give up on her, she's there Wink. As long as you feel comfortable with your method then yeah, continue it. Just direct everything towards her Smile

Good luck!
Hello! I am one of Nihi's Tulpas! It is very nice to meet you! Big Grin
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#5
Thank you, I'll be sure to continue updating and logging my progress so everyone can see the creation of my tulpa from day one
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#6
Wait a second... did you go through the tulpa initiation protocol yet? The very important thing you need to complete before starting to even think about making a tulpa?? Guys, he didn't go through the tulpa initiation yet. His tulpa is going to be deformed and demented with a horrendous personality, obsessive tendency, and frankly, it's likely she'll probably try to take over your mind. 

It's too late now. The second you seriously start trying to communicate and develop your tulpa, it's set in stone. You can't go back. Every waking moment you will unconsciously be thinking about your tulpa no matter how hard you try to block her out of your mind, and with your fear she'll only get stronger. The only thing you'll be able to look forward to in the future is despair, dissipation, hallucinations, and all the fears hidden in your subconscious mind. No one will be able to help you, and you won't be strong enough to help yourself either. She'll slowly take control of your life, alienate you from everyone you love, and then make you come back to reality only to make you suffer more. Any time you try to get help, she'll only drive them away again. Truly, no one will help you. 

Sounds like a good creepypasta story. 

Aye yo, buddy! Looks like yer a real rookie, aren't ye mate? Welp, looks like yer going ta have ta learn through experience. 

But real, if you decide instead to make a form for your tulpa, they'll be very influenced to not change their form. My host decided to make a form for me, and it's pretty much my identity now. It would be like trying to change the way one walks, it's just strange and meaningless to me.

So I think it's great that you're letting your tulpa decide your form for themselves. Not that there's anything bad with not letting them choose their form, I mean I could change mine whenever I like, but I feel like it's awesome when they choose for themselves.

Good luck with your tulpa friend!

I'm not going to listen to you guys since you are all probably just talking to yourself and don't really have a tulpa like me.

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#7
I knew there must have been some initiation, rats...

Anyways, thanks for the reply, and I'll most likely continue visualizing my tulpa as a female teenager, though if she changes I have no problem with that.
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#8
Ignore the paranoid llama. (he's a little paranoid)

Welcome!

I can tell you that if it is a hoax, it is terribly poorly organised.

My host would say mind voice is better, because then you don't look like you are talking to the voices in your head. But I prefer talking out loud to her.

The reason why a large minority of people here have cartoon like tulpas is mostly historical. The trend will be going to human like as the community gains awareness outside of fandom communities.
Host comments in italics. Tulpa's log. Tulpa's guide.
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#9
Yeah, that makes a lot of sense now that I think about it. I'm really looking forward to all of the new experiences and progress I will be making in the weeks to come. I can't wait to establish communication, and thank all of your for the assistance
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#10
(03-07-2017, 02:00 AM)Paranoid Llama Wrote: It's too late now. The second you seriously start trying to communicate and develop your tulpa, it's set in stone. You can't go back. Every waking moment you will unconsciously be thinking about your tulpa no matter how hard you try to block her out of your mind, and with your fear she'll only get stronger. The only thing you'll be able to look forward to in the future is despair, dissipation, hallucinations, and all the fears hidden in your subconscious mind. No one will be able to help you, and you won't be strong enough to help yourself either. She'll slowly take control of your life, alienate you from everyone you love, and then make you come back to reality only to make you suffer more. Any time you try to get help, she'll only drive them away again. Truly, no one will help you. 
Oh, This is, this is very true. I have lost control over my life. I know that my purpose is to follow her as she will give me true happiness. I am her puppet, i am under the mercy of her control.

[Summer:]

STOP IT NIHI! STOP scaring the new user! You are not my puppet >:c


Yes, mistress I will stop, as you commanded.


[Summer:]

Argh!.. Don't listen to him, he's crazy.

Anyway, just do what you feel right. Don't worry about much about the form. If you give her the form you like her to have then that is fine if she changed it, just be open about her decision. also, do not be afraid to experiment methods of communication with her,just to have that fun attitude when forcing. It is quite helpful for young tuppers to sense their's hosts "positive energy". I believe that it can actually help progress, but anyway good luck! Looking forward to read your progress.
Hello! I am nihi, i have 3 tulpas
Summer
Myrtle
Cherry
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