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Hey guys! I'm really glad to finally join the tulpa.info community. I've never really done anything like this online before, so I don't really know what I'm doing...

Anyway, like most people on this website, I thought making a tulpa would be really great and after reading a few of the guides and debating whether I had the time and motivation, I finally made up my mind.

So I started a few days ago and did all the preparations (basic personality and form). She is a human girl with reddish brown hair and green eyes and is strong and coragouis and basically everything I'm not. I want her to pick her own name, but for now I call her anné. (Ahneh not Annie).

I decided to try JD1215's guide but also use some of the other forcing techniques I've read. Basically how I understood his idea is to develope personality by puppeting and parroting as much as possible for about a week and then stopping and working towards sentience. I've been doing this for three days now, as well as working on my wonderland, and visualization. So far visualization has been pretty easy for me since I used to daydream a lot. It's hard for me to do it for an extended amount of time though, so I'm starting at 20 minutes per session and I'm going to build from there. Narrating is really hard for me, because for some reasone its really easy to talk to my tulpa in my head, but whenever i start talking out loud, it seems like im talking to myself. Im kind of worried about this, but I'm going to keep talking outloud to get the same feeling i have talking in my mind. I'm also a little worried about all the puppeting I'm doing, but I really want to try this method to see if it works. So far I've probably done about 2 1/2 to 3 hours visualizing and narrating, and probably about the same amount of time puppeting and parroting over all three days.

Even though I'm still puppeting, I feel like anné is already a real person and is really excited about being my tulpa. I think my mindset is going to help me make progress fairly quickly, that is if I remember to force everyday.

I'll try and remember to make daily reports, mostly just for my sake to remember how important this is for me.

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Talking to your tulpa mentally is fine, you get used to it being normal and it doesn't hold anything back. Even when you can hear their voice as real sound, replying with mental speech for entire discussions is totally natural.

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Ok thanks. I guess I was just worried that I was being to hasty and kind of responding to myself instead of imagining my tulpa was responding. Now I think I'm just being overly worried. I'm still going to narrate out loud though, because it just makes my tulpa seem that much more real. Thanks for reading my post!

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So yesterday I found out visualizing my wonderland and tulpa was much easier with my eyes open, and I can visualize something much better when I associate touch to it. It actually helped me get proportions and that kind of thing right.

Basically today's been the same as yesterday, but I'm thinking of abandoning the puppeting for personality idea because it seems like people have made faster progress without puppeting or parroting at all. Does anyone have any ideas about these methods? Narrating is getting a lot easier for me since I started talking to her a lot more often

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11/14/12

 

Sorry I forgot to write yesterday, I'm not used to keeping a daily log like this. Yesterday i got a slight headache while visualizing my wonderland with my tulpa and I hope that's a good sign. I'm planning to stop puppeting and parroting on Friday and see what happens. I'm really excited and I think my tulpa is to. I haven't been keeping track of hours, but I have has my tulpa in mind almost the entire day. I'll start keeping track of the date. That's all for now.

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Hey Emmy, good log so far! As far as headaches are concerned, they seem to be common, I've been getting them from time to time so far, and other people say they are common, so either that's absolutely normal or we are all doing something, horribly, horribly wrong. Good luck!

Tina: Human Tulpa and loving it. Born October 29, 2012

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11/15/12

 

Nothing much to report today. I've been doing about the same thing the past few days. I have been focusing more on narrating than visualizing lately, because my priority is sentience, (and personality) and form comes second. I still try to visualize her while I'm talking to her though. I can't wait to see if anything will happen tomorrow when I finish puppeting and parroting.

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11/17/12

 

Yesterday I went to my wonderland and imagined my tulpa in front of me. I imagined there were strings connecting us which let me puppet her, and I cut them. She stopped moving like I expected, and sat there blankly. I didn't really know what to do at that point, so I just started talking to her. After a while whe smiled, but I'm still not sure if I was still puppeting or not. It's harder for me to narrate now, because it was much easier when I could parrot her responses. I'm just going to keep narrating as much as I can for the rest of thanksgiving break.

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11/20/12

 

It's been a lot harder for me to tulpa force. I thought it would get easier during the break, but I got used to visualizing my tulpa with me constantly and parroting responses, so now I have to work harder to continue narrating for a long time, and I keep forgetting to make any progress. I'm kind of worried I've been taking a step back instead of forward recently, but I'm going to try and reserve certain times during the day specifically for forcing.

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I haven't got much progress since I started school, as there was a lot of homework, and my birthday, but now that I'm back in the regular school cycle I think I will go back to an hour to an hour and a half a day. It's been really hard for me to stop puppeting and parroting. It's like second nature. But I know I'm doing it because I'll imagine her doing something a split second before I visualize her do or say it. I don't want her to turn into a serviter, but I also don't want to restrict her actions when she does start to be sentient. I'm not really sure what to do about it, but I guess I'll just keep going like I have been.

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