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I just believe that keeping a progress report will help me out. Not sure how but it's worth a shot!

 

My name is Nigel and I am 17 years old at the time of posting this. The first time I've heard of tulpas was from a Youtube video about a guy that was abused by his pony tulpas. This was ages ago, around the time the video was made even. I've always had a knack for things that seem to escape from the realism of normality. I found this site and read guides and descriptions and they were all pretty interesting. However, I've had no drive to make one until the 6th or 7th of December, I can't quite remember. The reasons are somewhat confidential but lets just say it involves problems in my family.

 

I come from another community where things such as tulpas are commonly rejected because everyone is a "rational atheist gas mask and fedora enthusiast" there, I'm an atheist too but clearly I'm not as "rational" as those other guys. Well, at least I'm doing something I think is true.

 

Before I started, I obviously had to make up an identity. Drawing influences from my ideas and confidential fiction (not erotic), I decided on a human female named Lunette. For some unknown reason, I decided to associate her with the Sun. That big bright thing in the sky. I guess it was an analogy of some sort, that Lunette would be the Sun and I would be the Earth. Imagine how the Earth would be without the sun.

 

There would be nothing to orbit.

All hell would freeze over.

 

See what I'm getting at? I guess I believe that I need her to be truly happy, not be such a cold person all the time. I need someone to comfort me at times of need because I'm too nervous or unsure when I want to talk of my problems to friends. Lunette would be someone I could fully trust.

 

Being the Sun was not something I intended though. I want her to be a caring and devoted person, one that can bring light to darkness, someone that can bring others to their feet and continue on the tasks they have set for themselves. The whole Sun thing just came from nowhere when I visualized her and I decided to keep her like that.

 

As for the way Lunette looks, she's a human female with some anime influence, about my age, 5'3" in height. A pretty face with black eyes. Her hair is long and there are three sections of her hair that stick out from the rest on the front of her. Her hair is a very pale blonde. She wears a very dark orange long sleeved shirt with a logo of an ancient sun, the length of the shirt reaching past her waist. You know, the one which is a circle and the sun rays are like squiggly spikes. The sun itself is a less dark orange while the rays are reddish orange. She wears jean shorts, but has them rolled up so they look more like the skimpy jeans. It's barely visible since it is blocked by the shirt. She wears dark orange casual boots, the ones with zippers. The zippers themselves are metal emblems of the same ancient sun on her shirt.

 

On the first day, I imagined a large white platform, floating in empty space. I added personality to it by bottling up the traits into orbs and laying them into the platform. When I was about 2/3's done, the platform changed to blue and seemed more like stained glass. You could say it was an extremely raw version of the heart places in Kingdom Hearts. No symbols, no background, no person, not even anything under it. Once I finished the personality, it became a ton more polished and now something was holding it up. It became less raw than before.

 

On the second day, I begun visualization. I started simple. I tried to make her physical body without clothes for the purpose of stronger visualization, but a white undershirt and panties kept reappearing, so I let them stay. I moved my perspective closer to her, but my focus became twisted and I stopped forcing so I could regain some focus. After lunch, I went at it again. I visualized her on that platform. She wasn't warping as much and so I decided to try different clothes, which was where the sun came in, only it was a regular shirt, not really long. Pants and shoes were still undecided. I suddenly remembered the guide that talked about a beach, so I decided to incorporate it in my last few minutes. Lunette ended up being in a one-piece swimsuit, but I didn't mind. Eventually, her anatomy was warped again and I stopped forcing. After dinner, I followed one of the visualization guides here loosely. By loosely, I mean the only part I followed was describing a scene. I heavily described a beach scene with Lunette in it. Her anatomy wasn't warping at least. This forcing session decided how I would do the rest of my forcing. We were lying on the beach, sense being described as they came, including the feel and smell of Lunette. Throughout the whole thing, we somehow end up in a swimming pool and later a city. This city helped decide the clothes that Lunette would wear. At the very end, we ended up on the platform from before where she adorned her undershirt and panties again. I walked out of a door to end the forcing.

 

Today, I've forced twice already in the same fashion as the one the day before. However, the beach and swimming pool became quickly insignificant, as the visualization done during both sessions had more focus on the city. At the end of the first session, the platform was fully decorated like the ones in Kingdom hearts as Lunette's looks were finalized. The symbol of an ancient sun surround the inner circle that contained the stained glass image of the city. Of course, in front of it all was Lunette, adorning her city clothes, resting the same way as the characters in Kingdom Hearts.

 

Did I mention I really like Kingdom Hearts?

 

As of now, Lunette still shows no signs of sentience (Would be pretty early if she did)

 

I shall begin to report my progress after my next forcing session. Good day to you all.

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Cute.

 

Thanks

 

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End of Day 3

 

Just general visualization. The apartment that we stay in the City of the Sun has a swimming pool now, and I used it to visualize Lunette in a relaxed state, reading a book. Instead of ending by walking through the door at the platform, the door sent me falling through white space, where I saw Lunette falling too. We closed in to each other for a hug before I fell into myself at my desk.

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Start of Day 4

 

Followed Chess' technique. Not once did Lunette's anatomy change at all and neither did her clothes. Everything went well and normal.

 

It would seem that all of my forcing ends when I'm on the platform, no matter how short the session is, like as if it was an indication to stop.

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Middle of Day 4

 

Repeat of the first one of the day pretty much, but longer by 4 minutes. I also tried to use the pyramid thing that helps with speech, but the feather needed for it would keep flying away uncontrollably.

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End of Day 4

 

My mind is absolutely ruined. Who knew a single hour of Dota 2 could take such a toll. No forcing has been done for tonight due to absolutely wrecked focus and concentration. I need sleep.

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End of Day 4

 

My mind is absolutely ruined. Who knew a single hour of Dota 2 could take such a toll. No forcing has been done for tonight due to absolutely wrecked focus and concentration. I need sleep.

 

Oh no! That's awful. What is Dota 2?

Please, refer to Azazel as my Muse. :)

 

Our story is here.

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Oh no! That's awful. What is Dota 2?

 

Seriously competitive game. I'm a team captain so there was a ton of stress.

 

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Start of Day 5

 

Lunette is a mute.

 

She has to speak through a computer now.

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Mid Day 5 -> Mid Day 7 (gosh that was a long down time)

 

Just visiting places with her. Visited Destiny Islands, Traverse Town and The World That Never Was. Good times. It's also very clear that she's intolerant to violence of any kind. She even decided to sleep halfway through the INTRO of The Hobbit! The fuggin intro!

 

Anyways I really need to spend some time with her since I've hadn't had much time today.

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