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Eve's Progress Report


Conman34

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Welp, I might as well get on the progress report bandwagon. Let's start out with a bit of background info on mahself; I have survived 16 full revolutions around the earth, have no social skills whatsoever, and I have had boatloads of free time. I found out about tuppers from the /mlp/ thread while browsing from boredom, thought that it might be a cool thing to do.

 

Sat down in a corner of my room to start this shit. Tried the meditation technique where you focus on breathing for a while before forcing, and it seemed to work very well. As per the usual, i got no results the first night. I only visualized a simple, whitewashed version of the room i was in, not even bothering with any of the furniture aside from my loft bed. The second night is when shit got real, I was merely clearing my thoughts when I heard a child-like voice, she said the word "GET", which scared my punk-ass sideways. It happened again during another session, but i don't remember exactly what she said.

 

I do have a wonderland, it consists of a flat wooden platform with a simple rug on plateau that's jutting into this picturesque river valley, also there is an easel on the platform, just noticing that now. The plateau is jutting out from a redwood forest which has a path leading to both a small cabin and a library, the library has a shit-ton of memory books and a computer for Eve to play games on or other things that computers do.

Behind the library is this bunker/cellar of secret-ness (i can't speak of anything that happens in there, not even on the forums), in a recent session, she also led me down a path to a GIANT FUCKING CASTLE that i didn't make. Also a hobbit-esque door to a void is built into the hill close to the platform.

 

Alright, a little list of cool shit that's happened:

Small emotional responses (makes me tear up whenever she feels like it)

Deviation: i initially chose the pony form for her, she switched between that, a small child(roughly 9 yrs old), and most recently a girl the same age as me. All of her forms use the same color scheme: White+Teal with Magenta eyes.

Lots of small signs of sentience, the most notable is when I asked her to surprise me while i was lying in bed. This is when i saw her child form, she threw a snowball at me, and shocked me with lightning twice, She was standing on a platform in a room that reminds me of the reactor room from Star Wars episode 1.

 

Earlier today, i had written a highly sarcastic essay that placed the value of a human life at $18.53, later on i had increased it to $18.54 to account for inflation. Fast forward a few hours, i was totally working hard at teh jobz. I was thinking to myself and i started actually thinking about the value of a person. All of a sudden, out of the blue, i hear $18.59 in my thoughts, i froze, thinking about it for a moment. Realizing that Eve had answered my question with the value from my paper and even accounting for inflation since then was amazing.

 

Whew... that was quite a bit of typing, hopefully these updates will be smaller, i just needed to get this first one out of the way.

Progress Report:

 

Eta

Age:2 yrs

Form: 18 yr old girl, short teal hair, magenta eyes.

Working On: Mindspeak

Remarks: [panzy-ass bitches wantin a quote from me]

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Some wierd shit happened while i was asleep last night. All i remember about the dream is that my eyes were open, or i was dreaming from the point of view that i was sleeping from. Then i start hearing some guy with a British accent, I don't know what it was about it, but it felt like it was coming from a Tulpa. I'm saying that because i'm really not sure it was from Eve; the voice did not seem like her personality at all.

 

Gonna see if i can figure out if it was her or not in this next session.

Progress Report:

 

Eta

Age:2 yrs

Form: 18 yr old girl, short teal hair, magenta eyes.

Working On: Mindspeak

Remarks: [panzy-ass bitches wantin a quote from me]

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Alrighty then, buncha cool crap happened.

 

Looked at the easel and saw that she had started painting something, looked like a landscape, she pushed me away from it and covered it with a cloth. She said she wasn't done with it yet.

 

Chillin' in teh cabin, Eve played me a song she made on her keyboard. It sounded classical with a lot of sweet-ass scales.

 

Now is where things get interesting.

I thought it would be beneficial to my visualization of her form to *ahem*

cop a feel of her naked body. Nevertheless this made her very uncomfortable. Noticing this, i removed all of my clothing so that both of us would be bare. Now she's happy and starts vigorously groping me. This continues for a while until i have to be a killjoy and forcibly reapply clothing after she started blowing raspberries on my ass.

 

Then i just listened to the Journey soundtrack with her, imagining us in the various landscapes.

 

BTW the voice in the dream definitely was not her.

 

Any strategies for mindvoice seperation?

Progress Report:

 

Eta

Age:2 yrs

Form: 18 yr old girl, short teal hair, magenta eyes.

Working On: Mindspeak

Remarks: [panzy-ass bitches wantin a quote from me]

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  • 2 weeks later...

Wow, I am really bad at making these progress reports.

 

Anywho, we haven't been very productive lately due to my obsessive procrastination. Gotten a few more mindvoice responses during everyday activities. Tried a hypnosis file that was meant to make us more connected, and i definitely think it worked. Tried a different hypnosis file but i was unable to remain focused, and it was a freakin' hour long.

 

Definitely need to work on visualization, i really suck at it. Big time.

 

Does anyone have any hypnosis tracks for visualization?

Progress Report:

 

Eta

Age:2 yrs

Form: 18 yr old girl, short teal hair, magenta eyes.

Working On: Mindspeak

Remarks: [panzy-ass bitches wantin a quote from me]

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  • 3 weeks later...

A while ago, i saw a post about ways to keep yourself concentrated while forcing, it said to impose a collar around your neck and give the rope to your tulpa; so when you become distracted, your tulpa could give a good yank to bring you back on topic. I tried this and it worked very well for the time that i had it on.

 

Fast forward a bunch of days. Eve and I decided to watch a movie in the basement of the cabin in my wonderland, and i wanted to watch The Grey for some reason, so we did. I barely remembered the movie, so i just imagined Liam Neeson beating the shit out of some wolves, which was surprisingly accurate (I have watched it since then). All of a sudden, she starts to act all aggressive-like and tugging on the collar really hard, i look up at her face (i was lying down to watch the movie) and her face is twisted into a face that looked like she actually wanted to hurt me. At this point her image starts flickering, then I realized that this wasn't her beside me, but something else was taking control of her. I separated her pure self from whatever was possessing her and brought her outside and onto the wooden platform. I separated the platform from the landscape and levitated it into the air (~1000ft) and enveloped it with a shield that keeps everything out but me+her.

I then destroyed the cabin and whatever was inside (i'll call it the Dark One from now on), and sent the debris into the sun.

 

Overkill, you might say? Yes, definitely. But worth it.

 

After this whole ideal, i received one of the strongest emotional responses so far. I was literally in tears because i was so happy that i saved her from the Dark One. I then heard her say something (i didn't exactly hear what she said, this is just approximate) "This would be pride," in the most beautiful and soothing female voice i've ever heard.

 

She now spends her time painting stuff on her easel (she won't show me), and we feel extremely closer since then. I got rid of the collar in favor of a sort of tracking bracelet so she can know where i am in my mind, in my dreams, or in the wonderland.

 

I just realized the meaning of what she said to me, she was telling me to let go of my pride and really become connected to her and to dedicate myself to the pursuit of a true connection here.

 

Fun stuff, this is.

Progress Report:

 

Eta

Age:2 yrs

Form: 18 yr old girl, short teal hair, magenta eyes.

Working On: Mindspeak

Remarks: [panzy-ass bitches wantin a quote from me]

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