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EXTASY TULPA


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its kinda a long story, but ill try to short it down.

 

well i got into tulpas last year september i guess.

 

tried for a few weeks, then lost the motivation.

 

few months later i tried again and gave up after a few weeks again.

 

i did a lot of the guide things and shit, took me lots of hours, but still no real response from my tulpa.

 

2 days ago i took three times the dose of extasy i actually need, which fucked me up pretty hard.

 

i met some monkey on a pillow, thought its my spirit guide, cant remeber what he said tho.

 

yesterday i took some extasy again, but this time a legit dose.

 

then i just met her?!?!??!?!??!?!?!?! 

 

my tulpa was fully developed. she talked and was exactly the way i wanted her to be.

 

she remembers everything we did back then when i started.

 

she talks and moves. we danced for hours.

 

was really hard to believe, so i did a lot of that "surprise me"-thingy which actually worked ... i guess. no idea tbh, since its really fucked up and spooky. 

 

yesterday i was afraid that as soon as im not high anymore, we would lose our connection. 

 

but she was kinda cool and told me that we definitely wont lose connection. 

 

she was right. shes still here. 

 

also my wonderland changed completely.

 

from some lone island into fucking gotham.

 

(im a daydreamer, and i spent a lot of time in gotham, guess thats why it turned out like this.)

 

on the same day i met the monkey again (well i forced his appearance and a lot of his talking i think), but we have no idea what he is, since he talks very little, but hes staying with us in our wonderland.

 

guess a 2nd tulpa i actually never planned?

 

but its fine for me, i mean why not?

 

 

 

some1 else ever experienced something like that?

 

its like she evolved just in a fucking second, skipping all the steps people are talking about.

 

best day ever for sure.

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I am usually not impressed with a drug induced trip over using your own natural imagination. However, people have pointed to me that indigenous people have used drugs, such as peyote, for thousands of years to find their spirit guides. I would not recommend it for anyone who is not an adult, but I am glad you found your tulpa. I hope the monkey stays out of your hair.

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nvm guys we talked for hours now and everything seems totally clear now.

 

thanks for everything thats the best thing that ever happened to me.

 

shes real and so is the monkey.

 

wow thats soooo beautiful

 

that sprit guide thing was total bullshit.

 

hes a tulpa and as much developed as the other one.

 

the last two day were all forced they said, or at least the most, they arent sure.

 

but now nothing is forced

 

holyyyyyyyy shit how impressive is that? 2 fucking perfect tulpas in a period of 3 days extasy use.

 

feels like a fucking lifehack

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My concern with threads like this has always been that some young person, a teenager, will read this and think that ecstasy is a great, super fast way to make a tulpa.  I don't think that is a healthy suggestion.  

 

I still think the longer method is probably the best approach for most people.

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tbh i think thats something that should be mentioned.

 

if someone cares:

 

her name is christa and we figured out she is 16, no idea why. we didnt expect her being that young. shes mad cause of that

 

monkeys name is jotun, hes our objectivity and kinda weird

(he was some furniture in my own made wonderland, kinda funny that an object turned out to be my objectivity, thats so fucking cool right???)

 

hes 22, just as me.

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Woooooaaahhhh son.

 

I would not fuck around with M.D.M.A. the way you did. Not only will you grind your teeth down to a fine paste, all the serotonin in your brain will pour out as if someone forced a tap into the front of your cranium. If you have to roll, moderation is key.

 

Moreover, I would find certain drug experimentation dubious at best in regards to tulpas, especially at the very beginning of their lives - if you're seeing primate spirit-guides on pillows and can't remember what they're saying the next day, I would at least take some time to reflect. Suspension of disbelief is critical for the tulpa experience, yet if you're altering your neuro-chemistry and achieve results early on, some caution wouldn't hurt. Otherwise, kudos, my fondest welcomes to Christa & Jotun.

I've seen good people bleed

And I thought I'd seen it all

But my own two eyes would prove me wrong that day.

 

There are things that I've done

Only seen by the sun

And those things will be buried in my grave.

 

 

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I was just thinking of "Drug-induced tulpas" reading this actually. If your tulpa requires hallucinogens to experience in any real capacity, that is a definite factor to consider in labeling them. If we use labels to share our experiences, then the label should represent such a drastic change as that. You can still call them tulpas I guess, but in case you're sharing your experiences to help someone else, or reading someone else's experiences, keep in mind the fundamental difference between you.

 

Unless you manage to make them full-time tulpas, like turning a dream character into a tulpa. That'd be pretty cool, though I fear your interactions will never be as vivid without the aid of a hallucinogen. One of the many reasons I stay away from them.

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