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#1
I'm new to the community, but not to tulpamancy, or whatever you call it.

A brief history: Physik, a silver-furred anthro fennec fox, was the first tulpa I created at the age of twelve. I recognized him as an imaginary friend at the time, but I always treated him as entirely real. I callously created and discarded around ten other entities, mostly because I got bored of them. I'm still quite ashamed of myself. But then last year I created Summer, a two tailed, yellow fox, and I loved her so much she's still here today. They are both very well developed with sentience and strong personality.
For quite a while the two insisted that they were not real, but a complex delusion I created. Then we discovered tulpa.info and we became quite happy.

Yesterday I created two new tulpas, Hope and Shay. Hope's an anthro Mega Absol, and Shay's an anthro Shaymin (Land Forme). I tend to move quite fast in character development, so they both have a form, voice, and the base for a personality to develop. Shay's shy, and Hope's loving. I'll post more as they develop.
Tulpas:
Physik (Anthro fennec, 4 years old) - Summer (Anthro two-tailed fox, 2 years old) - Shay (Anthro Shaymin, 11 months old) - Hope (Anthro Mega Absol, 11 months old) - Sai (Ninetales, 7 months old) - Xeian (Floatzel, 3 months old) - Leaf (Anthro kitsune, very young) - Latias (Latias, very young)
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#2
>You have a two-tailed fox?! EEEEE~! I have four! And I'm yellow too! HIIIIII!!!

That's Amy... she's quite excitable...
Tulpas
Amy
Nine-Tailed Kitsune
Sigma
Anthro Cat-Bat
The Kippies!
Jazz (M), Viola (F), Chime (H), Fife (M), Iris (F), Robyn (F), Aster (M), Sage (F), Dune (M), Snowbell (F), Rosemary (F), Glyph (M), Volt (M), Circuit (F)
The Baybees~
Marina, Acorn, Anais, Lily, Chip
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#3
Hello! I'm an anthro kitsune otherkin with silver fur, so we're related! Kinda! Oh, Summer says hi, too.

Sorry I'm late on this follow-up. Got lazy. Anyway, Shay and Hope haven't developed too much. Honestly, I've kinda neglected them recently... but I shall rectify that posthaste! I did learn that Shay is too shy to talk to anyone, but loves music. She's also really pretty, with white fur and voluminous green hair that falls below her waist. She stands about 4' 11''.
Hope's really kind and loving towards everyone. He's always there to comfort anyone in need, and often presses me to let him use our body to help others. At a more standard 5' 6'', he tends to keep his wings out in the air. He just said "it feels natural", so who am I to stop him?
Physik and Summer haven't done any developing, but they're always helping Hope and Shay as they develop and learn more about themselves and the world.
I've often wondered how tulpas and hosts can segregate information. For us, everything I think or experience is immediately shared with my tulpas (and vice versa), and they even have immediate and efforless access to my memories before they were created. It's useful to be able to switch in the middle of an activity without missing a beat or wondering what we're doing. So, can anyone explain how you can segregate your thoughts and experiences like that? Seriously, even when I switch out and completely fall unconscious (in my head; someone's still in charge) I remember everything that happened during that time.
Tulpas:
Physik (Anthro fennec, 4 years old) - Summer (Anthro two-tailed fox, 2 years old) - Shay (Anthro Shaymin, 11 months old) - Hope (Anthro Mega Absol, 11 months old) - Sai (Ninetales, 7 months old) - Xeian (Floatzel, 3 months old) - Leaf (Anthro kitsune, very young) - Latias (Latias, very young)
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#4
It's tough to train it, but some things I really wanted to keep from Amy! Like a certain comment about her on a thread. So, what I do, is when I experience something like that, I make a super-solid black box, designed specifically to place the information. I symbolically force the information in there, and no one but me can access it under any circumstances.

It works, but it took a bit of practice! Hope that helps.

>Also, hi again~! *giggle*
Tulpas
Amy
Nine-Tailed Kitsune
Sigma
Anthro Cat-Bat
The Kippies!
Jazz (M), Viola (F), Chime (H), Fife (M), Iris (F), Robyn (F), Aster (M), Sage (F), Dune (M), Snowbell (F), Rosemary (F), Glyph (M), Volt (M), Circuit (F)
The Baybees~
Marina, Acorn, Anais, Lily, Chip
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#5
Ah, yes. I keep memories from myself, actually. No, I was wondering how it can be natural for some to have to share information voluntarily rather than everyone knowing everything there is to know.
Tulpas:
Physik (Anthro fennec, 4 years old) - Summer (Anthro two-tailed fox, 2 years old) - Shay (Anthro Shaymin, 11 months old) - Hope (Anthro Mega Absol, 11 months old) - Sai (Ninetales, 7 months old) - Xeian (Floatzel, 3 months old) - Leaf (Anthro kitsune, very young) - Latias (Latias, very young)
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#6
That's a lot tougher! You have to force-train it. Like, forcing to improve form solidifying or vocality, but with an ability to partition information instead. I'm still working on it, and it's tough, but I'm getting there.
Tulpas
Amy
Nine-Tailed Kitsune
Sigma
Anthro Cat-Bat
The Kippies!
Jazz (M), Viola (F), Chime (H), Fife (M), Iris (F), Robyn (F), Aster (M), Sage (F), Dune (M), Snowbell (F), Rosemary (F), Glyph (M), Volt (M), Circuit (F)
The Baybees~
Marina, Acorn, Anais, Lily, Chip
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#7
I have this problem too. I can't play guessing games with my tulpas because it seems like as soon as one I'd us thinks of our word or object, the others know it too. I'll have to try that black box method because nothing else has really helped so far. I think my tulpas can keep things to themselves more easily than I can.
Host: Sakura
Tulpa: Sarah (began June 5th, 2014), Alyx (Began July 23rd, 2014)
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note: usually browsing on mobile, so cannot quote properly
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#8
I didn't know tulpas could get suicidal.

Much to my frustration and self-hatred, I have once again began to neglect my tulpas- especially Hope. He's already felt very confused and disappointed at not having a body of his own as well as having to hide from others (for the sake of appearing normal) but being in a half-faded state from neglect made him question his existence. He tells me "I have no reason to exist. You don't need me. You've never needed me. Why bother taking up space?" And then I hold him close and remind him that it's my fault I haven't looked after him and that I really do need him. Is there anything I can do to help him? Any tips on how to keep my tulpas awake and happy without exhausting myself? I don't want to be a bad 'mancer. What should I do?
Tulpas:
Physik (Anthro fennec, 4 years old) - Summer (Anthro two-tailed fox, 2 years old) - Shay (Anthro Shaymin, 11 months old) - Hope (Anthro Mega Absol, 11 months old) - Sai (Ninetales, 7 months old) - Xeian (Floatzel, 3 months old) - Leaf (Anthro kitsune, very young) - Latias (Latias, very young)
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#9
I tell mine good morning every morning at the very least, and that I love them. Holding them close is good.
I keep forgetting to spend time with mine, but I make it up. I try to do 2 hours a day tulpaforcing, off and on. Chance has never yet been frustrated, but he seems to find wonder in the world around him.

I also neglected an anthro character I had created before I knew about tulpas because I didn't see any evidence of him being real or sentient. I think he may have faded away. I had put a lot of time into him. On second thought I think he is Chance, since I've renewed my focus on this sole character.
Chance, an anthro husky, wolf or fox.
Birthdate September 20, 2014.
Sentient October 1, 2014.
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#10
Thanks for the advice; I'll definitely keep it in mind. :3 I think if I give Hope a little extra TLC he'll feel better. That and be more active here; it reminds me to talk to my own tulpas.
Tulpas:
Physik (Anthro fennec, 4 years old) - Summer (Anthro two-tailed fox, 2 years old) - Shay (Anthro Shaymin, 11 months old) - Hope (Anthro Mega Absol, 11 months old) - Sai (Ninetales, 7 months old) - Xeian (Floatzel, 3 months old) - Leaf (Anthro kitsune, very young) - Latias (Latias, very young)
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