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Hello. This is where I will be monitoring my tulpa progress. So far, I've got just about nothing. 

[*]I know I want my tulpa to be a female, preferably human. 

[*]Spent about 30 minutes trying to visualize with closed eyes, not much progress there.

[*]Generally just thinking about her being in my presence during the day. Talking to her in my head. ( basically average passive forcing)

[*]I'm not really sure where to go from here, maybe personality?

I'll post more if anything else comes up.

I'm a very new tulpamancer that has had experience with forums. 

My tulpas name is Frey... not too sure about much else.

 

 

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Good luck Gold Leader!

 

I'm more or less in the same boat as you

 

Thanks Sevn, I'm gonna post again later today so check that out if you want. Good luck with your progress!

I'm a very new tulpamancer that has had experience with forums. 

My tulpas name is Frey... not too sure about much else.

 

 

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I've finally decided on a personality!

  • Brave, so she can help me when I'm nervous or anxious.
  • Reliable, because I'm reliable and I need a partner I can count on.
  • Adventurous, because I spend too much time doing the same old things.
  • Positive, because I'm a pessimist.
  • Enthusiastic, to help me through my depression.
  • Learner, so I can teach her everything I know.
  • Organized and clean, because I'm not a slob and I appreciate people that value cleanliness. 

Now I just need to find her a good name... I have already picked out Frey unless she wants to come up with one herself. 

Some things about me:

  • ADHD
  • Depression, taking anti-depressants.
  • Autism, but it's moderate and only obvious when I'm stressed out.
  • I really like Biology, Chemistry, and Poetry. 
  • Visualizing is very hard for me, maybe because I'm used to writing imagery instead of seeing it.
  • I talk to myself a lot. 
  • No real friends, only accomplices. 
  • Not very sure where to go with the whole Tupper thing...

I'm a very new tulpamancer that has had experience with forums. 

My tulpas name is Frey... not too sure about much else.

 

 

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Okay, looking at some of the other threads you posted on. Creating a tulpa is technically an intensive learning experience. This comes with exhaustion. This leads to many of the symptoms you are talking about. It's not your tulpa cutting off blood flow to you brain. Drink water to mitigate the worst of your symptoms, and increase your sleeping hours.

 

A lot of tulpamancers discover they need to sleep briefly during the day. This is normal with young tulpa.

 

Also welcome, and good luck!

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Okay, looking at some of the other threads you posted on. Creating a tulpa is technically an intensive learning experience. This comes with exhaustion. This leads to many of the symptoms you are talking about. It's not your tulpa cutting off blood flow to you brain. Drink water to mitigate the worst of your symptoms, and increase your sleeping hours.

 

A lot of tulpamancers discover they need to sleep briefly during the day. This is normal with young tulpa.

 

Also welcome, and good luck!

 

As I have mentioned though, I'm busy all day which really limits my naptime options. If I want to create a Tulpa, I have to force either at work or during school. I wake up early in the morning and only have freetime at around 9pm. Only breaks in between are for eating, or if I get really busy and finish earlier than usual. You are right about the water though. Drinking more of that seems to help lately. I definitely think I have time to increase my sleeping hours if I don't get distracted by other stuff on the internet.

 

Thanks for the help!

I'm a very new tulpamancer that has had experience with forums. 

My tulpas name is Frey... not too sure about much else.

 

 

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Haven't had any progress lately. About two weeks in and not much has changed since the beginning. Lots of passive forcing, still only about 30-40 minutes of active. Still working on visualization but nothing has been helping lately. Headaches are still here for whatever reason. Ibuprofen helps. I won't be updating from now on unless something interesting happens.

 

Merry Christmas!

I'm a very new tulpamancer that has had experience with forums. 

My tulpas name is Frey... not too sure about much else.

 

 

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I've continued working on visualization and personality. Added about 30 more minutes of active forcing. I have also chosen a wonderland, or at least the part where I will spend the most time with my Tulpa for now.

 

I can more or less successfully visualize a boat in my mind, hear the sound of noisy seagulls overhead and the sloshing of waves as we go along. The kind of boat that you would go out to the sea to go fishing in. The kind with wooden floorboards and an anchor at the bow. The kind of boat that I've been on to go dolphin watching in Corpus Christi while drinking a glass of Coca Cola from a plastic cooler.

 

I scratched the idea of a winter wonderland because I'm a Texan and I have no clue what a snowy forest is like.

Things are slow but steady for now. At least the time I spend forcing is good for my mental health. It's very relaxing.

Sadly, I might have to take a break from active forcing for a little while. Studying for exams is not easy.

 

Will post more in about 3 days.

I'm a very new tulpamancer that has had experience with forums. 

My tulpas name is Frey... not too sure about much else.

 

 

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Sorry it's not relevant to the topic, but I really like your nickname :D

You ain't gonna lead me tho :3

I will never be willing to be mean. Please tell me if I was, or if my English was wrong.

I always want to learn, and understand more things !

 

Floh is my "host"

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