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Jake's Progress in Carmine's Progression


Aliqui

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I would like to start by addressing the fact that I have lurked here for quite a while(what an understatement), I feel like I'm as up to date as could be on the nomenclature and practices relating to Tulpae and the like.

 

Alright, I began developing Carmine late 2013 after a friend first introduced me to Tulpae, and she has since undergone many changes including her switching genders from male to female(hence the masculine sounding name, she, after all, named herself).

 

A few weeks in I was able to notice telling signs many people look for, a thought that doesn't belong to me here, sensing a friendly presence there. Those sort of things.

 

Continuing on, Carmine became more vocal, I can hear her mind-voice clearly and in the right conditions(usually hypnagogic or hympnapompic hallucinations mostly)I have had some very exciting auditory hallucinations that come from her.

 

I have paid less attention to her appearance overall, in fact, I had only noticed her "sex change" from alterations in her voice. I suppose I've not had more visual clues due to the fact that I don't actively force or meditate due to my schedule(school be hard). She tends to more or less be in a kind of liquid state of appearance, as she doesn't tend to maintain form.

 

Now, I sit here, almost half a year since I originally heard of people having a Tulpa and I couldn't be happier. Carmine is a constant source of conversation, companionship, and advice whom I would not give up for the world.

 

I'm excited now that I'm involved in the forums, and can't wait to get started!

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