lapisxilazuli July 9, 2013 Share July 9, 2013 Hello All! I have one tulpa, Kellen. I'd like to keep a personal log on here, like most others to track our progress. I will start with some basic information about the two of us just to break the ice. My name is Jade and I'm fifteen years old. My tulpa is Kellen and he is seventeen years old (Day 22 from creation currently). Kellen has deviated so far from being based off of nothing in particular to looking a lot like a singer I like ( refer to icon) besides the finer details, most notably his eyes which are purple. He is sentient, but we are having trouble with communication in general but I'm sure we'll work it out soon. Tulpa: Kellen Age: 6-18-13 Form: 16 year old Male-human Working on: Vocality Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lapisxilazuli July 10, 2013 Author Share July 10, 2013 Kellen and I made a great advancement last night. I knew he was sentient but I really want ed to completely prove it to myself, so I tried the prism/feather technique. Kellen seemed a bit aggravated at me wanting to try it, because he didn't want to keep the prism on his head. We eventually got to the point where I was able to Oscillate the feather and he stopped it. It was really strange to finally prove to myself that he was sentient and recognize in my mind that he is 100% himself and really does do things on his own. He was rather annoyed that I wanted proof but he's over it all ready. Tulpa: Kellen Age: 6-18-13 Form: 16 year old Male-human Working on: Vocality Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lapisxilazuli July 10, 2013 Author Share July 10, 2013 Last night I asked Kellen to wake me up at 12 Am, because I wanted to take a nap but it wouldn't be a really big deal if I didn't get woken up. I was woken up slightly and then all together, as if I was being woken by a person. I just know it was Kellen. I checked the time, 12:18 am, pretty close. I'm going to try this more often now, different times though to make sure that I don't get conditioned to wake up at a certain time and go back to sleep. It was fairly easy to get back to sleep so I did. Tulpa: Kellen Age: 6-18-13 Form: 16 year old Male-human Working on: Vocality Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lapisxilazuli July 21, 2013 Author Share July 21, 2013 Kellen and I are having some independence problems, I really hope they'll be resolved soon though... Tulpa: Kellen Age: 6-18-13 Form: 16 year old Male-human Working on: Vocality Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lapisxilazuli January 8, 2015 Author Share January 8, 2015 This has been a very long time ago. I'm 17 now, and I quit forcing a while back, but I feel like I'm at a stage in my life where I would like to start back up with Kellen. Reading all this stuff has really made me miss him. My personality is completely different now and I'm sure he will change A LOT. Tulpa: Kellen Age: 6-18-13 Form: 16 year old Male-human Working on: Vocality Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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