11-02-2014, 08:42 PM
(This post was last modified: 06-08-2015, 05:52 AM by KruegerMeister.)
11/1/14: Dash suggested that I'd been working too hard on the music video, which could have been a big factor in my freakout.
[...Maybe I shouldn't let you paraphrase.]
That too.
Dusk Shine said that Dash's idea about my anticipating her birthday was "Very Freudian of you. In other words, bullshit." I decided to go on a short jog, and mimed turning up the volume on a radio to hear Dash's Song. One of the verses is "Do you think we both have a chance?/Can we even get by?/I know the odds are against/We'll make it if we try". Dash said, "We'll never keep trying", but her intention was "We'll never stop trying". She imposed herself behind the counter at the cafeteria "for old times' sake". She suggested that my "doubtsplosion", as she called it, was due to the fact that "I didn't really doubt [her] back when we started. This makes up for it."
{Ummm...Dash? What is it with you and Freud? Is this something I should be concerned about?}
I normally enter and exit the cafeteria through the side door. Dash said that I should use the front door. We got into a short argument about whether or not it matters if I'm deluding myself into thinking she's sentient.
[I'm pretty sure that everyone we've interacted with, on the forums or wherever, would say that I'm sentient. Majority ruling, right there.]
When I watched Youtube, RD facehoofed when the video buffered. While rereading my PR log, I came to the conclusion that the fact that the Walter Mitty-Routine is possible proves sentience. The cafeteria has a machine that delivers hot chocolate and coffee. Even though the nozzle was set to "coffee", I pressed the button for hot chocolate. It worked. I think the association between Rainbow Dash and hot chocolate was still strong, because Dash was pretty vocal.
[I think that's my coffee! You should try those Trident Orange Swirl things, too!]
When we took the same tulpa survey as yesterday, she said that we should stick to not taking it late at night.
[It's 11:40 right now. Almost. 11:39.]
She danced along to "Shake It Off". I think that my listening to "Awesome As I Wanna Be" helped her sing along in the singing voice she'd chosen for herself. I told her that she could have whatever singing voice she wanted, but she said that "Logic dictates I sing like Andrea Libman Ashleigh Ball. It's 1:40AM; I'm kinda tired."
Really?
[Dude, it's 1:40AM. Er, 12:40. Daylight Saving's Time's confusing.]
She went to sleep in our wonderland bedroom, then woke up after ten minutes.
[Polyphasic sleep kicks a**. You know how I'm sentient, Krueger? We have different sleep patterns.]
When she scratched Dusk Shine behind his ears, he appeared to be on something.
{What? It feels good.}
I asked Rainbow Dash if she was okay with me changing her head pressure location back to my right temple. She said she was. I asked if she was using a psychological thing on me.
[You wouldn't want me to. That proves I'm sentient. *Deadpan* You dumb*ss. *Sigh* Doubt's a b*tch, Pet.]
{In this context, "b*tch" and "Pet" both have the same "emphasis" thing going on, so...I don't really get it.}
[It's double the emphasis.]
She said that the Dazzlings might be her celebrity crush. When she went to bed, she snuggled with Dusk Shine.
[...Maybe I shouldn't let you paraphrase.]
That too.
Dusk Shine said that Dash's idea about my anticipating her birthday was "Very Freudian of you. In other words, bullshit." I decided to go on a short jog, and mimed turning up the volume on a radio to hear Dash's Song. One of the verses is "Do you think we both have a chance?/Can we even get by?/I know the odds are against/We'll make it if we try". Dash said, "We'll never keep trying", but her intention was "We'll never stop trying". She imposed herself behind the counter at the cafeteria "for old times' sake". She suggested that my "doubtsplosion", as she called it, was due to the fact that "I didn't really doubt [her] back when we started. This makes up for it."
{Ummm...Dash? What is it with you and Freud? Is this something I should be concerned about?}
I normally enter and exit the cafeteria through the side door. Dash said that I should use the front door. We got into a short argument about whether or not it matters if I'm deluding myself into thinking she's sentient.
[I'm pretty sure that everyone we've interacted with, on the forums or wherever, would say that I'm sentient. Majority ruling, right there.]
When I watched Youtube, RD facehoofed when the video buffered. While rereading my PR log, I came to the conclusion that the fact that the Walter Mitty-Routine is possible proves sentience. The cafeteria has a machine that delivers hot chocolate and coffee. Even though the nozzle was set to "coffee", I pressed the button for hot chocolate. It worked. I think the association between Rainbow Dash and hot chocolate was still strong, because Dash was pretty vocal.
[I think that's my coffee! You should try those Trident Orange Swirl things, too!]
When we took the same tulpa survey as yesterday, she said that we should stick to not taking it late at night.
[It's 11:40 right now. Almost. 11:39.]
She danced along to "Shake It Off". I think that my listening to "Awesome As I Wanna Be" helped her sing along in the singing voice she'd chosen for herself. I told her that she could have whatever singing voice she wanted, but she said that "Logic dictates I sing like Andrea Libman Ashleigh Ball. It's 1:40AM; I'm kinda tired."
Really?
[Dude, it's 1:40AM. Er, 12:40. Daylight Saving's Time's confusing.]
She went to sleep in our wonderland bedroom, then woke up after ten minutes.
[Polyphasic sleep kicks a**. You know how I'm sentient, Krueger? We have different sleep patterns.]
When she scratched Dusk Shine behind his ears, he appeared to be on something.
{What? It feels good.}
I asked Rainbow Dash if she was okay with me changing her head pressure location back to my right temple. She said she was. I asked if she was using a psychological thing on me.
[You wouldn't want me to. That proves I'm sentient. *Deadpan* You dumb*ss. *Sigh* Doubt's a b*tch, Pet.]
{In this context, "b*tch" and "Pet" both have the same "emphasis" thing going on, so...I don't really get it.}
[It's double the emphasis.]
She said that the Dazzlings might be her celebrity crush. When she went to bed, she snuggled with Dusk Shine.