Reilok November 17, 2014 Share November 17, 2014 Hello. My tulpa name is Alice. She was created 6 days ago. So here's diary (ongoing of course): Day 1. Named her Amber. Gave her charasteristics i wanted. When i was forcing and imaging her she was showing her tongue a lot and going away. Somehow it was difficult to name her Amber. In the head was appearing name Alice. Day 2. Named her Alice. It became easy to call her that name. When i starting go to wonder there was feeling of floating. Day 3. More forcing. Start feeling a presence Day 4. Not much happened. Day 5. That;s interesting. I sit in lotus pose, clozed my eyes and start asking Alice questions with yes-no answers. Right hand was for yes and left for no. And i started to feel interesting warm feeling as answer. Find out that Alice not quite get used to me, she like her name, watching movies with me, etc. Alice with me since November 12th 2014 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reilok November 18, 2014 Author Share November 18, 2014 So...day 6. Get move on with questions yes-no. Need more forcing Alice with me since November 12th 2014 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reilok November 19, 2014 Author Share November 19, 2014 Day 7. When i was forcing with music i felt strange wave llike i was shaking but i was sitting still. I guess it's good sign Alice with me since November 12th 2014 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reilok November 20, 2014 Author Share November 20, 2014 Day 8. My tulpa changed her cloth. Alice with me since November 12th 2014 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reilok November 22, 2014 Author Share November 22, 2014 Day 9-10. As i said in one topic, i discover way to communicate with tulpa and asking her yes-no questions. Alice with me since November 12th 2014 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest NightDreaming November 23, 2014 Share November 23, 2014 I actually read some of your PR last night and tried your method of communicating with my tulpa. I mean, it bore no fruit for me, but it's quite the interesting idea and I'm glad it worked okay for you. Good luck with Alice! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reilok November 23, 2014 Author Share November 23, 2014 Thanks for reading! Today i was waking up few times and when i started to sleep i thought of Alice and wonderland (no pun intended). And i think i hear and saw her in dream... We'll see what will happen next. It was day 12. Alice with me since November 12th 2014 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reilok November 24, 2014 Author Share November 24, 2014 Day 13 (not finished completely yet) It was quite a day! I decided to try forcing with music and with alpha-waves after almost day without proper forcing or reading. So I started with Marconi Union - Weightless. Its called most relaxing music. Very calm indeed. It help me to get to know my wonderland little better. Then interesting thing happened. I guess Alice was talking to me. We have little conversation and she was answering with mindvoice that was little different from mine own. Then we decided to change cloth for her in wonderland and she choose some fancy jacket with high collar. And all her response for simple questions or not were faster than my own thinking. Not much but still... After that was listening to alpha-waves. Nothing happened except for little headache in left part of head (not in right one as when tulpaforcing). After that was listening to Pharrel Williams - Happy. Funny dances happened in wonderland:) And then reading of book aloud. Somehow i start yawing doing this. Every single time. Any reason? Alice with me since November 12th 2014 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reilok November 24, 2014 Author Share November 24, 2014 Little update - i make her speak after asking her to scream. Twice. And second time we spoke again and play black box (on this site there is topic about game) and she was with different voice. So... maybe Alice choosing her voice? Alice with me since November 12th 2014 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest NightDreaming November 25, 2014 Share November 25, 2014 Maybe try a different book when you read aloud? I actually had a similar experience with reading to my tulpa, with him seeming to be uninterested in a particular book. Once I switched to a different one, though, he seemed to like it better. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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