Losing solid visualization
#1
In the earlier days when i was still developing my tulpa, there was a time where i lost a solid chunk of visualization. Of course, being new to tulpamancy back then i was confused as to if it was normal or not, so I've ignore and pass this phenomenon as a normal thing when developing a tulpa in the early stages.

My visualization was very solid and clear back then. I could even see my wonderland without even focusing on it and see summer very vividly. I was like seeing double vision, i was currently at the wonderland but at the same time not.

Anyway, everything started to get more hollow/dim when the pressure on my head disappeared. I recall having to focus hard enough just to have solidity. I wondered to myself, what happened? I look it up online for help but there was few to none that occured the same.

So i wondered, is this normal and even happened to you guys?
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#2
It is not normal, but rather rare. I can't guess at the cause in your case.

But one thing to keep in mind is visualisation is not something just you can do. Your tulpas can do it to. You should ask them if they can visualise something without you seeing it. You should ask them to control your wonderland and change it against your will. You should ask them to try to make themselves more solid.
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#3
Never had that happen to me. That sounds really strange, but I don't think visualization can be something that can just disappear like that. I don't know, but I think maybe your mindset or method might have changed somehow that affected it. I really don't think your visualization skills could have went from 100 to 0 like that.

I'm not going to listen to you guys since you are all probably just talking to yourself and don't really have a tulpa like me.

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(02-26-2017, 04:48 AM)tulpa001 Wrote: It is not normal, but rather rare. I can't guess at the cause in your case.

But one thing to keep in mind is visualisation is not something just you can do. Your tulpas can do it to. You should ask them if they can visualise something without you seeing it. You should ask them to control your wonderland and change it against your will. You should ask them to try to make themselves more solid.
Huh, i've never thought of that, asking them to be more solid. Thanks i'll try and asking them if it could work.

As for the wonderland thing, they pretty much in control of it, as i step in it i feel as if it is their own area but i never thought of them visualizing without me seeing it, i'll try it as well. Thanks!
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Cherry
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(02-26-2017, 04:58 AM)Paranoid Llama Wrote: Never had that happen to me. That sounds really strange, but I don't think visualization can be something that can just disappear like that. I don't know, but I think maybe your mindset or method might have changed somehow that affected it. I really don't think your visualization skills could have went from 100 to 0 like that.

Yes it was very strange but i managed a way to stay consistent although it didn't retain much solidity. It is like the brightness decreased by 30% and opacity was halved.

I never changed my mindset when that happened. It almost caused me to panic thinking that i was loosing summer.
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#6
I have had lapses in visualization before for no apparent reason, but when my visualization abilities decrease I can always regain them with some practice.
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K: Every time me and Sam read something from you and Summer, I swear it's like a mirror almost in some aspects. I have been kinda in the same boat for a while, and I guess best I could say is what Kitsukrou has said with practice.
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