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The stuff I didn't want to post there:

 

 

surprise, it's still 16.10.12

 

I’m writing after a spontaneous tulpaforcing session.

 

Been browsing tulpa.info, getting some general ideas for more tulpaforcing sessions. Was discussing some random stuff with Alecto (mostly about motivation, getting things done, etc.) and then, suddenly, she proposed that I should tulpaforce her and prototype the “extremely realistic” quality into her, as well as some other - ability to speak whatever she wants and whenever she wants with a very high quality voice. I thought this was weird, but I did it anyway.

 

And then, bam. Reality exploded. Very strong hallucinations of mostly auditory nature (we’ve been concentrating a little bit on the voice before). The strongest derealization incident so far. Even when I’m writing now, I feel as if I were on rausch.

 

I’m not gonna lie here, I got scared. I suddenly began remembering more and more of the memories I’ve long lost. Al was working on her voice, while the stream of images was pulsing before my eyes. One of days at school, some people I haven’t thought for a long, long time. At the same time, she was assuring that she’ll do no harm to me. There were also some other voices and whispers beside her, and her voice sometimes became a screech or quite inhuman, metallic and machine-like. I guess that her reassurance was in the nick of time.

 

Since then, the quality of auditory visualizations improved significantly.

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