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Making Progress with Kaliea


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So, here's my progress report so far ladies and gentlemen.

 

I started approx 3 days ago, and on the first day I had gotten in 4 hours of Tulpa forcing, starting with an introduction, just basically telling her that her name is Kaliea, briefly skimming her traits and talking about why I need her in my life. (companionship and someone to enjoy life with)

 

For the rest of the 4 hours I mixxed visualization and narrating to her about each trait (Listed below). I already had a general idea of a form for her, she is being based on the appearance of my Guild Wars 2 human female elementalist and has the same name, that's it.

 

Traits: Loving

Kind

Funny

Creative

A little shy

A tad immature

Independent

stubborn

headstrong

intelligent

rational

a tad self conscious

Gets worked up easily

Trusting

Love's the nature beauty of things

believes there is good in everyone

loves animals

 

The next day i got almost an hour in of visualization in, it was beginning to get easier to keep her form for distorting in my (due to my fucked mind) and I continued to narrate to her, telling her about my day and asking for a response in hopes that I would eventually hear her voice. I continued to have difficulty visualizing her face because of my messed up mind; when I closed my eyes I would see distorted faces in those lights you get when you close your eyes. (thankfully they stopped when I adopted the wonderland)

 

Creating my wonderland as a a beach front with a house inside has modern Japanese style and the outside looks like a modern beach house. Down a bit on the beach is a large black cube standing on it's point, slightly submerged into the ground and inside is an enormous library of my memories and experience for Kaliea, (Styled like the library of Courascent).

 

At the end of the second day, I had read something about asking you tulpa to wake you up at a certain time and that it was a good way to test sentience, so, I tried it and asked Kaliea to wake me up at 10am.

 

The next day I awoke (today) at 10:13, still tired and felt as if I would feel if I was forced awake by an alarm and not woken up on my own accord, I asked Kaliea if she could wake me at 10:30, so I could get a little nap. Waking again at 10:31 I was quite surprised but still a tad skeptical because I have thought to myself in the past to wake at a given time and woken up very close to it.

 

Throughout the day I got around an hour and a half time of tulpa forcing and am now able to visualize Kaliea's features and body more easily (still needs work) When forcing I am getting this overwhelming feeling running over my spine quite often, (tried meditating without forcing didn't get feeling) and when telling her that I thought the form that I gave her was beautiful as well as her personality was amazing and kind as well I had an overwhelming urge to smile, I never feel emotions when meditating so, I don't know, maybe it was her. I kept telling her that she and I would get to experience things together, having a bond that only we could share and other sentimental things of the sort. (I'm a sap) Anyway, I'm continuing to find it easier to visualize her, but I don't exactly know how to visualize her in my wonderland without moving her, (do I just not visualize her there?) and if I do I feel sorta like if she does something like I thought she should.

 

Anyways that's caught up to, today.

Tulpa - Kaliea

Form: Human female

Sentience: Possibly

Stage -

Visualization: Done

Narration: Continuing

Touch: Almost Done

Smell: Yet to begin

Imposition: Yet to begin

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I've been trying to force today and visualize Kaliea's face all morning and just when i think i have it, it either blurs our or changes to a different one, i dont know if thats her doing that, or what, but i just want to get a solid image for her face, she's already got her body, naked, and clothed in different ways visualized its just the facial features

Tulpa - Kaliea

Form: Human female

Sentience: Possibly

Stage -

Visualization: Done

Narration: Continuing

Touch: Almost Done

Smell: Yet to begin

Imposition: Yet to begin

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So after around 2 hours of forcing today, probably more to come, since her entire form began to get harder and harder to re make, I just decided that I would re do her entire form and changed her appearance to that of a girl that I conveniently had as a wallpaper (she isn't from anything) and well it has been much easier to picture her, including face, body proportions and shape.

Tulpa - Kaliea

Form: Human female

Sentience: Possibly

Stage -

Visualization: Done

Narration: Continuing

Touch: Almost Done

Smell: Yet to begin

Imposition: Yet to begin

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Not much progress today, just around an hour of forcing and visualising and talking to Kaliea, talking to her while watching a movie and such.

 

Though I asked her to wake me up at 10:00 and I woke up at 10, on the dot, got that terrible sickly feeling I get when I'm woken by something and not of my own accord, could this be her? Who knows, one can only hope, but I do think it is her.

Tulpa - Kaliea

Form: Human female

Sentience: Possibly

Stage -

Visualization: Done

Narration: Continuing

Touch: Almost Done

Smell: Yet to begin

Imposition: Yet to begin

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So far today, I've only been narrating and forcing, hanging out with Kaliea in our wonderland house, I started the touch process and it seemed she started to act on her own, I wasn't quite sure if it was her or me, but I don't know I'm just really worried that I'm parroting and puppiting her and I really don't want a servitor...

Tulpa - Kaliea

Form: Human female

Sentience: Possibly

Stage -

Visualization: Done

Narration: Continuing

Touch: Almost Done

Smell: Yet to begin

Imposition: Yet to begin

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Well, for the entire day i got maybe just over an hour of forcing scattered throughout the day, and well I feel lile im makimg progress, kaliea is really keeping solid figure, slim hourglass shape, long straight jet black hair, green eyes and what not I've gone ahead with the belief system and thoroughly convinced mylself thay she will be vocal by sunday, so heres to that!

Tulpa - Kaliea

Form: Human female

Sentience: Possibly

Stage -

Visualization: Done

Narration: Continuing

Touch: Almost Done

Smell: Yet to begin

Imposition: Yet to begin

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I have only gotten an hour of forcing today, I hope to get more, but I really do hope she is vocal by sunday, I want to hear her voice really badly, I continue to tell her that I believe she can do it and that I'll always be listening for her.

Tulpa - Kaliea

Form: Human female

Sentience: Possibly

Stage -

Visualization: Done

Narration: Continuing

Touch: Almost Done

Smell: Yet to begin

Imposition: Yet to begin

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Encouraging them is nice and all, but don't push it too much on them and force them to move too fast. Mine got really upset by what I thought was helping him and it's not something I would like to do again or want anyone else to do to their tulpas.

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Good idea, thanks.

Tulpa - Kaliea

Form: Human female

Sentience: Possibly

Stage -

Visualization: Done

Narration: Continuing

Touch: Almost Done

Smell: Yet to begin

Imposition: Yet to begin

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