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Hey there, guys o/

it's been five or six days since I started creating my Tulpa(Eiko) and I'm starting to feel her... I can't talk to her too much yet and most of her answers are quick nods or body expressions, well, I haven't worked on her voice too much so that's to be expected, I guess... Also, I can only see her in my mind's eye.

 

I made a small wonderland as well, it's a simple japanese room like this one, the main difference is that my room has a normal ocidental bed and not a futon(like normal japanese people would use).

 

Well, I haven't been tulpaforcing much yet since I'm still getting the hang of it.. My longest session was 40~50 minutes long and I got pretty tired after trying to imagine my tulpa with all her details. Even though I'm not trying to imagine her in fancy clothes or anything like that it's still a pain to keep her form in my mind... Plus, I can't imagine my little wonderland clearly as well... However, I can imagine parts of my tulpa and my wonderland perfectly... I'm just having problems to "join" these parts.

 

I've read some tutorials to help me imagine her more clearly but it looks like all I'm lacking is practice... at least I hope so.

 

Also, I try to talk to her as much as I can... I had no problems to imagine her personality traits and I always try to avoid parroting... She gets more talkative when I pat her on the head or when I'm talking about some of my problems.

 

I'm not gonna update this thread everyday like some people do, but I will write down some important advances as it may help other people.

 

So... umm... I guess that's it :)

I'll try to focus in imagining my tulpa and my wonderland more clearly before advancing to visualization... If someone has a piece of advice of something, please tell me \o/

 

Cheers o/

"Without love, it cannot be seen" - Umineko no naku Koro ni

「愛が無ければ見えない」うみねこのなく頃に

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What does Eiko look like right now? :0

 

I'm pretty new to this too, but I found listening to calming sounds, soft ambiance music, or even just wearing headphones to reduce the sounds around me helps me focus more on my wonderland and not what is physically around me. ( Of course this isn't going to work for everyone, but it doesn't hurt to try different things! )

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What does Eiko look like right now? :0

 

I'm pretty new to this too, but I found listening to calming sounds, soft ambiance music, or even just wearing headphones to reduce the sounds around me helps me focus more on my wonderland and not what is physically around me. ( Of course this isn't going to work for everyone, but it doesn't hurt to try different things! )

Eiko looks like a common japanese girl(her hair is black, though)... Since I can't imagine her whole body from a certain distance, I still haven't imagined how would her clothes be as it would make it harder for me now, so aside from intimate clothing, she isn't wearing anything yet.

 

I can't seem to tulpaforce while listening to any type of music, but I'll try to wear headphones next time :)

 

btw, normally when I imagine her, she's sitting on the bed I described earlier. I take a chair and sit in front of her and talk about anything that comes to my mind.

"Without love, it cannot be seen" - Umineko no naku Koro ni

「愛が無ければ見えない」うみねこのなく頃に

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After one week, I managed to improve my visualization and concentration skills.

I haven't progressed much in sentience, even though I try to give lots of attention to my tulpa... but I think it's still early to think about that, even though she has shown some signs of sentience before.

 

[important moments]

Five days ago, I was having a hard time visualizing Eiko's whole body... but then, I came up with something that helped me a lot \o/ You know, my wonderland is a simple japanese room(which I still can't visualize properly since I'm not focusing on it), so I took my tulpa outside it and made a corridor, so she would walk through it while I was watching her... consequently, I HAD to watch her whole body.

It was really hard at first but... I finally could visualize her completly! Also, it became easier to visualize her clothes as well.

 

I kept tulpaforcing with little frequency(from 15 to 30 minutes each session, 2 sessions a day) because I couldn't focus too much and it was pretty hard to forget about the time I was spending.... until today.

Now it's 5:55 AM here... I'd normally be sleeping, but since I went to sleep too early yesterday(had a tough day) I somehow woke up 3:40 AM. Then I decided to work on my tulpa since I knew that sleeping again would be nearly impossible.

Then I started focusing on visualization... I decided to give it my all, even if I got a headache. I tried to visualize my tulpa as if she was a vivid memory...

Somehow I managed to meditate until 5:10 AM without losing my focus! \o/

I know, it may not be a good idea to rely on the time to measure your progress and all, but I'm really proud for being able to focus like that... It was the longest and most productive tulpaforcing session I ever had. What made me stop was that I was tired(since I'm not used to this yet) and hungry :p

Now I can visualize my tulpa almost perfectly, even if she's using some fancy clothes or something like that \o/

also, to visualize her face was quite a challenge at first... but it isn't impossible, just had to keep trying.

 

Well, that's it for now.

I hope this helps someone.

Cheers o/

"Without love, it cannot be seen" - Umineko no naku Koro ni

「愛が無ければ見えない」うみねこのなく頃に

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