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Ok, so I wasn't originally going to make a thread (in fact Lilith was adamant I don't make one), but recent events have persuaded both of us that we should, and that it's probably for the best that we do, if only to give you guys more information.

 

So, it began around the finale of MLP season 2. I usually stay away from the MLP fanbase, but I was curious to see what people were saying about the finale, and that's how I ended up finding the Tulpa threads on /mlp/. The first day I worked on her was April 22nd.

 

So I was intrigued, and decided I was going to use the form of one of the characters I made up for a story I was working on back in high school in a creative writing class. I knew what the character was going to look like, but never really had a personality for it, but had used the character a lot in daydreams, so I figured, I already had a look, I just need to make a personality (something FAQ_Man yelled at me for in a tulpa thread until I assured him looks had no effect on the personality I was going to force). So I spent a few days doing visual work while I compiled the list of personality traits. The character was originally a blonde woman around 5 feet tall, and I was originally forcing her in a black void. I spent about 3 hours on visual, just long enough to get an idea for a body to project the personality traits into. She ended up deviating pretty early on from the blonde woman as I added personality traits.

 

At 10 hours in, I suddenly had a wonderland (I'm assuming she made it), and at 11 hours in, she changed to a redhead. I was also playing Monster Girl Quest around this time, and at 13 hours in, she changed into a Lamia (I was later informed she was actually an Echidna). I promptly went out to the internet to get some information on snakes, and read that the Black Mamba can move up to 20 mph, and can raise up to 1/3rd of it's body off the ground before it affect their mobility. So I decided she'll be 25 feet long, but usually only be 5 feet tall. That'll allow her to go up to just over 8 feet without losing mobility. I also decided she'll be able to move at about 20 mph depending on terrain.

 

So, cut to around mid June. I wasn't keeping dates at this time, just times spent on forcing. So mid June, I had about 26 hours of personality, and 15 hours of visual (I went back to solidify visual after I had finished her personality and she was sentient. I started getting emotional bursts at around 29 hours, and full sentience happened at about 33 hours of forcing all together). She became very affectionate shortly after she became sentient, and spent a lot of time cuddling. I wanted a best friend/partner, and ended up getting a best friend/partner/waifu. I was okay with this though. I still hadn't named her at this point, and basically just started throwing names at her, and she said yes or no whether or not she liked them. She ended up chosing the name Lilith. She assures me that she'd rather have a different name, but she's not vocal yet, and I'm to lazy to go back to throwing out random names at her again. She'll probably inform me of the name she truly wants once she's vocal.

 

 

Randomly, one day she switched back to a human blonde (different shade of blonde, and different face from what she originally had) and I asked her if this was going to be her form from now on. She said yes. So I grumbled, and started doing visual work again. After about 1 more hour of

visualizing this new body, she randomly switched back to Echidna. I was getting annoyed by this, and I asked her if she was going to stick with this form, and she suddenly started switching between the two forms, at will, while smiling. So holy shit, you guys had been speculating about a shape shifting tulpa for a while, and I've got one. I jokingly told her that if she turned into a car, I'd be impressed, and she turned into a black Ford Mustang. So laughing, I climbed in, readjusted the seats, rolled down the windows, and honked the horn (she's dirty like that). I asked her if she wanted me to drive her, she said yes, and I joking responded crappy car 0/10 would not drive. She kicked me out, turned back into her Echidna form, and scowled at me. So, not only is she a shapeshifter, but she can shapeshift at will into anything she wants. I was kinda wary about this however, and I told her she probably shouldn't shapeshift anymore. She looked hurt, but agreed.

 

So basically, for the next month or so, it was forcing as usual. July 21, I decided to give her a key to my library. She looked at me in astonishment, and then promptly created a very ornate necklace with a locket on it. In the locket was a picture of me, and she put the key behind the picture. We then spent the next couple of days in my library, she collected books, then would snuggle up to me and start reading them. July 23, she left the library, and went to another part of the wonderland, and started building something. It appeared to me as a 3x3'x3' black cube with chamfered edges. July 26, she claimed it was finished, and we just went back to our normal events. July 27, I woke up with a HUD, I asked her if it was from the cube, she said yes. She randomly decided to create a servitor for me, apparently. I asked her if it was because she didn't want to be asked to recall memory and stuff, and she said yes. The HUD really doesn't do much at this point aside from show me graphically my progress on my tulpae, and I was so busy with Lilith, I put It on the back burner until later when I deemed myself finished with her. I have a data center in the back of my library, I promptly moved the servitor there, and plugged It in. That's when It started being able to show me graphically the progress on my tulpae. Before then It was just showing the tulpa as a wireframe with the name I know them as above it.

 

So, now to July 29, this is where shit really starts getting weird, and these events are what pushed Lilith to agree to let me make a tulpa progress thread. Basically, I woke up, and Lilith's human form was standing at the end of my bed in the wonderland. I look beside me, and Lilith is next to me in bed. Confused, I ask Lilith some questions, the point some questions at the human form at the end of my bed. They both agree that they are no longer the same tulpa, and that they both have separate opinions. So, I'm flabbergasted by this, I've just woken up, and I don't feel like dealing with this shit at the moment. So I give them both some pancakes and go to take my morning shower. Lilith is a voracious and messy eater, and she immediately dug in to the pancakes right in bed making a huge mess. The human diantily takes the pancakes, walks to the kitchen table, and starts to slowly, and delicately eat her pancakes. Lilith apparently loved the pancakes, the human made it about half way through hers, and decided she didn't like them. This seems to really start hitting home, that yes, these are two completely different tulpae, and yes, this new one is sentient. So I named her Morrigan, and explicity forbade Lilith from future shapeshifting before I'm overrun with more tulpae. Next, I start work visualizing this new tulpa. At this point I was working on smell for Lilith (I put off touch until later, because strawberries are in season and cheap now, they probably won't be once I'm done with touch). So, during Morrigan's first visualization session, she suddenly starts growing. I'm thinking HOLY SHIT, and immediately teleport us outside, where she stabilizes at about 12 feet tall. So now, I have an Echidna and a Giantess for tulpae. So, we screw around at the beach in my wonderland for most of July 29th, and these two women seem to be having a disagreement over whether or not they're sisters, or Lilith is her mother. I'm not willing to take a side, and I tell them to figure it out while I'm sleeping.

 

July 30, I wake up, and I ask them if they've figure out their relations, and they say yes. I ask them if they're mother/daughter, and they say yes. So, Lilith now has a daughter, but neither of them consider me the father, which ya know what? I'm okay with that. So, basically, I spent the day watching them interact with eachother on the beach. Lilith likes to perch her human portion on Morrigan's shoulder, which coiling around her with her snake portion. Morrigan seems truly curious and playful, while Lilith is more laid back, and relaxed. Eventually, I decide we should go swimming, and I put a coral reef a ways off shore so we have something to explore. At this point I'm getting used to Morrigan, she's twice my height, all right. But Lilith, she's always coiled up, and usually sitting at about 5 feet tall, and because of that, I've never really gotten to realize just how long 25 feet is. Until we went swimming together. So Morrigan is twice my height. All right. Then I see Lilith swimming next to her. Her human potion is only about the same size as Morrigan's head and neck, but Lilith's snake portion is utterly huge. This is the first time I've actually seen her fully stretched out, and she's over twice as long as Morrigan! Just holy shit! It finally dawned on me just how long 25 feet really is! Suddenly, Morrigan starts picking me up and cradling me. Apparently since I'm so much smaller than her, she decides she needs to mother me. Just, what? I crack a joke that next thing I know, she's going to be breastfeeding me. Lilith gets pissed off that this, because I'm thinking that way about her daughter, and jealous because I'm thinking that way about someone other than her. She then ignored me for about 5 minutes before getting over it, and we went back to playing around in the wonderland.

 

So I had gone out to hang out with some friends earlier that day, so I was utterly exhausted, and went to bed early. Mid way through the night, a storm rolls through, and wakes me up at 2am on July 31. And I look at the end of our bed, and THERES A FUCKING BLACK FORD MUSTANG. I look around, Lilith is in bed next to me, and Morrigan is on the other side of me. Just WHAT. THE. FUCK. So, I tell the Mustang, headlights for yes, emergency flashers for no (none of my tulpa are vocal yet, just answering yes or no questions through emotional responces). I ask it a few questions, and it answers. I'm thinking "Okay, it could still just be a servitor", until I asked it if it wanted to still be a black Ford Mustang. It says "No", so I ask it if harpy is fine. It says yes. So I turn it into a harpy. Black hair, black feathers, pale white skin, same body build and ratios as Lilith and Morrigan. Well, damnit. It needs a name now, so I really quickly deem her Harley, and ask her if she wants to join us in bed. She responds no, and immediately flies up and perches in the rafters. Okay, if that's not a sign of sentience, then I don't know what the fuck is. Also, they all agree that Harley is Lilith's daughter, and Morrigan's sister. So welcome to the family, Harley the harpy.

 

So now, just because Lilith decided to screw around with shapeshifting a month ago, I now have a couple more sentient tulpa crawling out of the woodwork. I asked Lilith if this shit finally convinces her to let me make a progress report thread, and she finally relents.

 

tl;dr My tulpa decided to screw around with shapeshifting a month ago, and each form showed up a month later as a separate fully sentient tulpa. I originally just wanted a single tulpa, and I now have 3 and a servitor. A redheaded Echnidna waifu, a black box, a blonde Giantess who's playful and curious, and has the strange urge to mother me (while her mother is my waifu, awkward), and a black harpy, who so far seems to be pretty bro, but I haven't had much time to interact with her much. More on her personality later.

 

Basically, my mind was racing on this shit, and I had a feeling that I wouldn't be able to sleep intil I posted it.

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Dick? Yeah, that's just what my friends call me. I have no idea why.

 

And apparently my name is censored in actual posts. Heh.

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Dunno if serious or not... but i guess you already expected doubt from others. I know of a similar case of a dude getting two tulpae, though neither of them are shapeshifters. I'd tell you to really stop with the shapeshifting and just enjoy your monster girl harem or something.

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Yeah, doubt is one of the many reasons I didn't really want to post this until things started getting weird. And after the first few shapeshifts, I was wary and told Lilith it'd probably be a good idea if we don't do it anymore. I really put my foot down on the issue once her other forms started popping up, though. Luckily we only had the 3 forms, the Echidna, the human, and the car (now harpy).

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Yeah, this is all in the wonderland. I'm nowhere near imposing yet. The HUD is still around. I can still call it up when I want it, but like I said, at this point it just shows a picture of my tulpa with a color representing progress on a certain aspect. Like say touching. Since I've hardly worked on touching, the area I did work on shows up as red, meanwhile it turns yellow, green, and finally blue signify completion. I was planning on working on it more once I finished Lilith, but well, I now have two more tulpae, so I'll probably be a long while before I can get to it.

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Well, when you have more than one, they can help develop each other and stuff, so it won't be too much extra work. I wish I had a HUD... Do you have any sort of mental or psychological abnormalities? Because seem to make tulpaforcing easier.

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I don't know how other people think, but I think in images and video, so that certainly helped me. I was also diagnosed with ADHD when I was a kid, but those were the 90's, and so was everybody else. So I don't put much stock into the diagnosis.

 

As for the forcing. I was taking summer classes when I started working on Lilith, so I could only manage 30 minutes to an hour each day, which is why I'm taking forever with this. My classes just got out though, so I was working on getting my times up. I was up to 2 hours before Morrigan showed up. So I split the time between the two of them for the couple of days it was just them. Now Harley has showed up, and I have no idea what the hell I'm going to do. Maybe 30 minutes each? And see if I can work up to a full hour each?

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