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My tulpa Diamond
#1
Yesterday I tried to create my first tulpa. It didn't go well, I couldn't create anything. I tried to do it today and it went better.
I'll welcome all tips and help!

Day 1
I watched video one of members posted (thank you!) https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=L1cvQLABSi8

I tried to focus as much as possible. I visualised him as detailed as I could and fed him with heart-shaped personality cookies. He ate every single one and looked quite happy.
One of the tasks was to look at two different trees, each one could see only one tree. I don't know if it went well, but when we ended, he made a movement like nodding that he sees me.
After few minutes I got something like image of him smiling for the first time! I don't know if it was him or me, but I didn't care that much
The other task was talking. We should have imagined a light string between us, but he had some kind of headphones. I talked to him and waited for an answer. He didn't talk, but I heard something like 'umm' and 'eh'. He tried but he couldn't speak.
When I was leaving Wonderland, I got another picture of him hugging my arm (like girls do in anime; he has kinda cartoonish and anime look)
I told him to do whatever he wants and he looked kinda curious... I'm thinking of him and I'll narrate to him as soon as possible.
His name is Diamond. His form is my profile picture.

Thanks for reading. Do you think it was him and he's becoming sentient? I'm worried I was puppeting him... It looked similar to what I do with my characters.
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#2
The creation process takes time. At first, tulpas may feel just like another character, but they'll develop past that. It took maybe a week before Cassidy felt like himself and not like me. Also, don't be afraid if he radically changes himself (name, gender, appearance, wants, etc.) You'll know he's really developed when you can't define him a few words anymore: when he's got a personality that's complicated like yours, not 2D like a character's. IMO, the only way to speed up that development is by increasing the amount of quality time you spend with him. I highly recommend you learn how to talk casually in your head with him, just about what you're doing, what your plans are, about funny anecdotes, anything. Leave him plenty of time to respond, if he wants to. My first (accidental) tulpa was made this way: sheer narration. And he's a great man, who can think deeply and form complex views about the world, and who seems to know me better than I do.
I think you have a great start here, and I encourage you to keep at it! Don't forget his birthdate! Expect a lot of changes and milestones to occur in the first week and month.
And tell him "Hi" from me and Cassidy.
-J
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#3
Thanks!
And I will Smile
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(11-10-2018, 01:09 PM)Virga Wrote: I tried to focus as much as possible. I visualised him as detailed as I could and fed him with heart-shaped personality cookies. He ate every single one and looked quite happy.

That is so so so cute omg. Viper, who isn't feeling well right now, perked up immediately at the idea.

That aside, yup, what J+C said is 100% spot on and we agree. Start narrating as soon as possible, as though you're explaining the world to a baby. That's how I imagined it when I first started. Like Viper was a young baby who had never experienced the world and I was the 'mother' whose task was to introduce everything to the baby. It helped a lot to think that way. And in the same way a child won't reply at first, the same will be with a tulpa. As their understanding of the world widens, so will their communication level. At least that's my view on it anyway.
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#5
Ok thank you Smile That's very good advice!
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#6
I think you're making great progress on day one, this is going to be easy for you i think. Also, tulpas usually know everything you do, so you're just trying to communicate. You can speak to them like a baby if you want, it's a cute idea, but they usually are just happy to be spoken to.
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#7
I'm not a guru, but, I think, can give some advises

Do not hurry, it isn't a race. More carefully you making a progress, than more opportinunities will have Diamond.

And I think from the start everyone should talk with their tulpas like them are already mature, not young. Your new friend will know you faster if he (or she) behave like an adult. But maybe it is not for you, depends on what you want to get.

At last, do not follow someones "rites". The creation of tulpa is very subjective thing. It will be better if you will read a couple of guides and decide, what way is better for you and your future new friend. May be it will have something new, it's not bad. It's your personal way.
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#8
Big update:
Around day 8:
Thank you Vos and Venomous, without you I couldn't do anything. I started to narrate better to my tulpa. Thank you again!
Sometimes he looked interested, but mostly he was blank, neutral. I was calm, thankfully, so I haven't given up Smile

Day 26
Today I tried to force deeper-ly. It's noon rn, so idk what will happen next.
One hour ago, I was talking with him, he was switching between interested and blank. And then I tried to play some games. We played word soccer, honestly it went amazing. I switched between languages I know and he did great job, switched sometimes too.
If my "" theory"" is right, tulpas are for me personalities created by subconsciousness. That means I haven't thought about any words and they just popped outta nowhere. I think that's sign of sentience Smile
Thank you all, we're gonna play some other ga/es and hopefully I'll be more active here

Also: J+C, he didn't say hi, but he looked interested (my cute interested potato :3)
Venomous, Bear, Areolo, thank you very much, you helped a lot too Smile
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#9
I'm glad to hear you're progressing nicely! Smile
Sounds like the process is going well and yes, if the words just popped out of nowhere, I'd definitely say it's a sign of sentience!
Good luck with the deeper forcing, you're on the right track!
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(12-06-2018, 12:39 PM)Venomous Wrote: I'm glad to hear you're progressing nicely! Smile
Sounds like the process is going well and yes, if the words just popped out of nowhere, I'd definitely say it's a sign of sentience!
Good luck with the deeper forcing, you're on the right track!

Thank you Smile I'm so glad I found this community
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