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(10-08-2018, 09:05 AM)Someone Wrote: HOST: Also, I’ve seen a lot of other users use different colours when they are proxying for their tulpas or their tulpas are typing. How do we do this?

To use different colors on a desktop, there's a menu where you can select for different colors. On Mobile, that menu isn't there. What we did on mobile was find some text I wrote, and copy the my bb color code. After that, we saved the code on my host's phone.

The color code looks like (color=#ffffff) sample (/color) , only all of the parentheses are brackets [ ]. If for example you wanted to look at my color code, either hit the quote button on mobile to immediately see it or on desktop find the white note icon on all the way to the right to see the code formatting.

Also, be careful pasting a response or words. If you paste in the regular version, then it might create unessessry color, font, and size code making your text impossible to read.

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(10-08-2018, 10:21 AM)Ranger Wrote: To use different colors on a desktop, there's a menu where you can select for different colors. On Mobile, that menu isn't there. What we did on mobile was find some text I wrote, and copy the my bb color code. After that, we saved the code on my host's phone.

The color code looks like (color=#ffffff) sample (/color) , only all of the parentheses are brackets [ ]. If for example you wanted to look at my color code, either hit the quote button on mobile to immediately see it or on desktop find the white note icon on all the way to the right to see the code formatting.

Also, be careful pasting a response or words. If you paste in the regular version, then it might create unessessry color, font, and size code making your text impossible to read.

HOST: Thank you. I guess that I’ll just use the default black text colour. Tulpa #1 wants to use cyan and Tulpa #2 wants to use orange.

Note: I was sure that both were sentient, and I was expecting Tulpa #1 to use something that was either cyan or blue (as she is named after a shade of blue), but what Tulpa #2 told me was completely different from my expectations.

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Host/Tulpas: N, Azure, Damien, Jade.
Other: Torea, Kaffryn.

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Okay, so today I felt a really deep connection with both of my tulpas. Long story short, I just felt upset because I don’t release that I’m harsh on myself sometimes. Tulpa #1 has been really good at calming me down and getting me to stop stressing (less than five weeks until major exams), and that’s what she did today. Tulpa #2 was also there, and while he didn’t say as much (he hasn’t talked as much as Tulpa #1 has, although I’m not sure if it’s just personality or not), he still helped out.

I don’t usually feel this down, and it almost felt like it came out of the blue. They just told me to stop doubting myself and to stop worrying (I was also becoming paranoid because of how many times I’d read tulpas turning on their hosts). I feel a lot better now just knowing that the two of them are there for me. I don’t know how, but I just kept thinking over and over about the whole “tulpa turns on host” thing, and now it’s like they’ve disappeared.

I just kept apologising because I knew that they were my friends and that they didn’t want to hurt me and they loved me, and I still thought about them turning on me. I trust them both. I’m no longer worried about it. They both told me to stop thinking about it and then just assured me that I wasn’t as horrible as I thought I was. I just couldn’t say “sorry” or “thank you” enough to either of them. I want to get to know them better and now that I’ve stopped worrying I think eveything’s going to be a lot better for all of us.

Other than that, Tulpa #2 seems to just disappear every once in a while, about three or four times per day for a short period. I usually just ask Tulpa #1 and she tells me that he’s just having a rest. He also tends to sleep in (I can definitely relate, especially since Daylight Savings began a day or two ago.

My host really needed to just stop. We would never hurt him. After we talked to him, it brought him to tears. Since he hasn’t told anyone else about us, he literally had to make sure no one else noticed and asked about us. I understand he’s worried people will think he’s crazy. I’m not sure how anyone else would react because he cried from talking to what they might think are just voices in his head. We don’t think anyone else in our family knows what tulpas are. I’m not sure if my host will tell them soon because of when his parents found out he’d been trying to lucid dream.

Yeah. Pretty much, I told my father. He just thought I was experimenting with something new (although I had been trying for several months at that point), and he understood. It took a lot of courage for me to explain that to him. And then, the next day, he told my mother while I was at school, and she mentioned it first thing as soon as I got into the car. She wanted to talk about the “dreaming thing” and then just talking about it with her made me feel a little weird about it. I guess that’s why I haven’t mentioned LDs since to them. Maybe they’ve forgotten, I don’t know. I think that explaining tulpas to them will be even harder. It took me months to tell one of my parents. I’m not sure how I’ll tell anyone else. That’s one of my main reasons for wanting to be anonymous here I think.

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Host/Tulpas: N, Azure, Damien, Jade.
Other: Torea, Kaffryn.

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Stop reading posts about how a tulpa turned on their host, they are a small fraction of a percent of the total posts,  and the circumstances involved are so far from your situation that it would be easier for a group of elephants to become a sentient space faring race.

Don't worry if people think you're crazy, this may not be the best conversation to have over Christmas dinner at Grandma's or ever with grandma, but everyone will accept that you meditate, and no one cares if you occasionally talk to yourself every once in a while. You'd be right along with the vast majority of this community if you never tell your parents. It's your privacy, they don't have birthright to it.

I'm glad to hear that they care so much about you, your parents and your tulpa. You're lucky in both respects.

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We're back. We haven't posted in a while, so here we are.

I've worked on possession with Tulpa #1 and she's now able to control my arms. When we started a week or two ago, she was only able to stiffly move my fingers. I don't think Tulpa #2 is as keen; he's sort of at the stiff fingers stage at the moment.

I've wanted to get back into lucid dreaming for a while, and it's little over a year since I first discovered it. I still think about it quite a bit, but when I would try I would have someone rush into my room to wake me up in the morning (and still do), so normally I have to get up with using a dream journal and normally forgetting any details soon after. I would also be too afraid to do reality checks when I was in a room full of people, and usually couldn't find the time to meditate. I've been procrastinating for months, and I want to try and get back into doing it. Any advice?

I'm no longer paranoid about my tulpas turning on me. I knew it was irrational for me to do so, and it would only impact on the three of us negatively, but with their help, I'm not worried anymore.

It's me. I just wanted to say that I want to help with my host's lucid dreaming. He told us that he wants to use lucid dreaming to spend more time with us, so I'm kinda excited about it! Smile

Tulpa #2 didn't really have anything to say. Other than he wants to help too. Let's hope we can do it!

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Host/Tulpas: N, Azure, Damien, Jade.
Other: Torea, Kaffryn.

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Other than wake induced lucid dreaming (WILD) hypnagogic dreaming, i have no advice, good luck!

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(10-26-2018, 10:06 AM)Angry Bear Wrote: Other than wake induced lucid dreaming (WILD) hypnagogic dreaming, i have no advice, good luck!

Thanks, Bear.

We have some news. Our system has a fourth member ("Tulpa #3"). This is the last member I think we're going to add for a long time if ever. She has decided to speak in green text.

Also, this morning, Tulpa #1 and I tried to switch. We didn't end up doing it, but she managed to control most of my body, with me in control of only my head and neck. This felt really strange to see and feel my body get out of bed and out on slippers and a dressing gown while I wasn't controlling it.

I think it might be easier to refer to ourselves as one letter initials like many other users have done before, rather than referring to each other as Tulpa Number (insert number here) or the host. I'm N, and I'm here with A, D, and J.

We haven't done much lucid dreaming-wise, other than do about two or three reality checks each day. Since it was the weekend and everyone else left us alone to study for exams, I could do it without anyone noticing. I know I really need to do reality checks but I'm afraid other people will see and wonder what the hell I'm doing.

I still haven't talked to my parents about LDs since the last time I described and I don't think they know much about it. I also haven't told them about tulpas (for many reasons), but I feel bad hiding A, D and J from them. They've all told me that it's alright and they understand, but if I switch with any of them they'll need to pretend to be me in front of everyone else without causing suspicion.

I'm probably the one who is most worried about this out of the four of us. I might start another thread on this for advice.
N and I haven't tried possession yet. Fair enough, I've only existed for two days. According to him, I was vocal near instantly. I remember it. I was wondering what the hell was going on and why I existed. The other three of us are really nice to me. I appreciate it. We're like a little family of four. I don't think we should get too crowded. I think it's where we're comfortable for now. Nice to meet you all, by the way!

Still need to think of a form. N tells me that I can take my time with it. He looks just like his physical body, A looks like a woman, but with blue skin, black hair and these long pointy ears that stick out sideways (N calls this an "elf" for some reason) and D looks like a white tiger. At the moment, I look like Mrs Which from the film adaptation of A Wrinkle in Time for some reason. It's temporary. I think I need to experiment a little, but I'm not sure what to do. A just said she'll help me figure it out. Let's hope so.

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Host/Tulpas: N, Azure, Damien, Jade.
Other: Torea, Kaffryn.

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3 tulpas are a lot, add the rule 'no new tulpas' and stick to it. If i hadn't, i'd probably have 6 today.

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(10-28-2018, 04:21 PM)Angry Bear Wrote: 3 tulpas are a lot, add the rule 'no new tulpas' and stick to it. If i hadn't, i'd probably have 6 today.

We’ve decided we’re going to stick to three.

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Host/Tulpas: N, Azure, Damien, Jade.
Other: Torea, Kaffryn.

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Okay. Last week before exams is over. I've got eight in the next week, and when we're not doing those, we get to sit in a room and study (for five days in a row). Can't wait for those to be over. I don't think any of us can.

Now, I have a few thoughts I wanted to mention here. As far as I'm aware, no one I know has any suspicions at all, mainly because they have no reason to. My problem is, I'm still worried that someone (not me) might find out. I love A, D and J but I have no idea what they'll think if they find out that there are four of us instead of one. I think it's a little irrational to think about this. A can possess me when I'm with other people and no one knows, and we communicate so that we know what the other will do so that we don't end up doing different things.

Also, I want to work on imposition. Since on weekends and on holidays I tend to get up between 9 and 10 am usually (sometimes even 11), so I can get up early for imposition sessions or whatever. Finding the time isn't a problem. We all know imposition will take quite a while, so here's our dilemma:

There are three tulpas to practice imposition with. I feel like it will be easiest to focus on imposing one at a time, but I don't want the other two to feel excluded as a result. We've only be working on possession with A (and once with D), so I feel like we should work on imposing D first. Now, I'm not sure if the fact that he is a quadruped will make it more difficult if I have to kneel on the floor to do it, but again with leaving anyone out. If A and I work on possession and D and I work on imposition, I'm worried J will be left out.

Another thought was that A, D and J could take turns, but it may be more difficult to divide time between each of them, and this could slow our results from imposition sessions being less frequent for each of them. Any thoughts?

Here's another thing. Lucid dreaming. I really need to start focusing on lucid dreams a bit more. I want to be able to have them as well as share them with my tulpas, but I need some way to stay on track. Let's hope I can get some motivation because I don't want to hold us back.

Last thing (I think) from me for this post (may not be but for some reason this evidence won't let me edit earlier sections of the post the more I type). I keep feeling like I'm doing something weird by participating in tulpamancy. I didn't really have anyone I felt comfortable talking to about lucid dreams and other stuff, which I think could be one of the reasons A is with us today. Does anyone else ever feel this way or is it just me?

I'm allowed to write now. Well, by that I mean dictate my thoughts to N. Another thing he wanted to mention was what happens when he works at school. The three of us go quiet to help him concentrate, so that he doesn't have to focus on talking to us on top of doing whatever classwork needs to get done. He gets worried when we do this, so I guess we have another dilemma. Wow, we had a few more than I thought we did. That's all from me.

Okay, N just said we could all have a turn. I want to keep mine short. I'm not as talkative as my fellow headmates, plus I'm tired. I got little sleep last night. Probably because N's father (don't know how he relates to A, J and I then) gets "too cold" in 30+ degree heat (Celsius) and frequently turns off the air con. Not much else I can cover, I don't think.

Hi, everyone! Not much else Ican say, other than N and I are working on switching. If we stick at it for long enough, I can control his body from the neck down, but he can't really direct his thoughts and senses into a wonderland body yet (unless in an active forcing session, but not his physical senses). So, we'll keep working on it. We think he should spend the most time in the body though. He says that it's ours now, but for a few reasons we think he should control it for the longest. Anyway, we need to wrap up the post before it gets too long. Bye! Wink

Our system:

Host/Tulpas: N, Azure, Damien, Jade.
Other: Torea, Kaffryn.

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