Gatcha Gatcha December 4, 2013 Share December 4, 2013 Hi everyone, I'm new to the site and tulpa creation altogether. I have been reading guides And I decided that I would create my own tulpa, Venus. On Monday, I had a half day at high school (I am a sophomore), so I went home and made a personality trait list for Venus. I went in the shower with the paper and put it in a place where it wouldn't get (too) wet and closed my eyes. I tried imagining Venus in her make-shift form. I did, and I saw her sitting cross legged with her giving me her full attention. I was surprised she was already paying attention to me! I went on and read all of her traits to her and she cocked her head to the side with curiosity. She would smile whenever I read off the qualities of her positive traits. Anyways, after about half an hour, I got out of the shower and we made on further progress. Yesterday, Venus gave me head pressure for the first time! I asked her directly: "If you can, try to give me head pressure." I then felt as if there was a ball expanding in my skull and then pressure on my temples. I was amazed that I got such a quick response from Venus! It felt so satisfying (in an accomplishment sort of way) that she was responding to my requests. However, I think she might have some trouble assigning head pressure to certain spots. I asked her if she was excited to be my friend and to answer I asked her to put pressure on the left side of my head for a yes and right side for a no. There was very faint pressure on the right side of my head. Feeling sort of offended and sad, I asked her the same question but reversed the answers. Right side of my head for yes, left side for no. I repeated the question and there was intense pressure on the right side of my head. I think what happened is that she was having problems assigning pressure to the left side of my head. After I got home, I went to a quiet room and started talking to her when I somehow fell asleep. I read cases of people falling asleep during a session and thought to myself "wow how could you possibly fall asleep during a session"? Oh, the irony. Anyways that's it for yesterday and the day before, if anything comes up today, I'll write it here. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gatcha Gatcha December 5, 2013 Author Share December 5, 2013 Yesterday I didn't interact with Venus much at all. Kinda feel like shit for not paying attention to her yesterday. Today however, I intend on spending a lot of time with her once I get my drawing of her sometime today. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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