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Raetin's Tulpa Progress
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Well guys, it has been a long time. I probably won't be coming here often anymore, because I really don't see the point of staying. I'll probably come around to read some guides, and maybe check on some art, but I think that'll be it. I'll try to update the tumblr blog I made about my tulpas, but still not as often as I should be doing. I'll still be going to the irc, so if someone wants to talk to me, you can go there(or you can pm me here, I'll still check on the site sometimes).

Anyway, some progress. I have a total of 7 tulpas, yup. I hardly interact with my most recent tulpa, Lylith, but I say hi here and there. She usually hangs out with Rikoni and Aqua. It's funny, because they're all the shortest of the tulpas. Those 3 are usually in their own group, but we all gather together a good amount. Sometimes, my other tulpas join them for a lil bit when they're at the grove (little forest area).

Now that school ended for me, I plan to dedicate a lot more time for tulpaforcing. Still working on imposition. I haven't been imposing as much as I should have during school days, so I plan to impose a whole lot more now. I think that's about it for big details. We still have our little hang outs, and I still enjoy being with them (they're so cute!) and probably will for the rest of my life. When I joined, I planned to do just this( wasn't expecting multiple tulpas though...). I can't wait until they're imposed, they'll be able to play a much bigger role in my life once they are.

Well, I'll be seeing you guys, I'll still check around here and there, but I probably won't be posting anytime soon. It was nice knowing a lot of you guys.
I have 10 tulpas, but I'm only actively working on Reah, my first tulpa currently.
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#82
My mind seems to drift to all the people I used to know here, and I wonder sometimes if they ever think the same. If anyone wants to contact me or something, here's my blog which I still use to post tulpa stuff occasionally. http://raetintulpa.tumblr.com/

All of my tulpas are doing quite fine, but we haven't had much progress due to the lack of active tulpaforcing (aka laziness). Still, they're all there, and I still go to the wonderland to hang out with them and be there. Anyway, I still check on the forum occasionally, so don't think I'm dead.
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#83
Look at the time, barely progressed with anything. You could say I had one big break of no tulpaforcing, but I became a little more motivated again. The bottom is a bit of a copy paste of my progress blog.

After months of procrastination and reading threads on tulpa.info, I decided I should tulpaforce again. I must say, my visualization has degraded terribly, but after an hour of practice, I was able to bring it back close to where it used to be. During this whole time, I’ve been passively imposing Reah, but that’s not enough, you really need to put in the work.

During visualization, I spent my time improving my perception of color with green and red apples. Reah gave me the apples while I visualized it, which included eating the apple. She also threw in some oranges. After touching the apple’s surface, the wooden floor, and the walls, Reah thought it would be fit to add some “physical activities” into my visualization practice. I tried to get away, I really did, but Reah really is powerful in the wonderland. I should just say she enjoyed her hunt. I can’t say however that it was unproductive… The whole time, she kept reminding me that I should focus on my senses while we were in a tangle… D: I actually had a good sense of my limbs and where they were, instead of a blurry feeling (can’t quite explain it).

I find it weird that when I try to explain to Reah that it’s wrong to do it this way, she counters with something I can’t argue with. But when Kai comes by and says something similar, she laughs nervously and apologizes to me. Reah can read my mind, but she can’t read the others. (She can, but she doesn’t) Anyway, I feel more motivated to tulpaforce, let’s hope it stays.
I have 10 tulpas, but I'm only actively working on Reah, my first tulpa currently.
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#84
I'm finally going to college at the end of summer, and I'll be majoring in Neuroscience, woopy! Let's see if I can make some headway into the science of tulpas. Also, about my tulpas.

There still doing pretty dandy, but I haven't visited the wonderland in months until just recently. Somehow, life became more eventful and I made good friends I enjoy being with. That said, I still love my tulpas more than anything, so I won't be abandoning them. After all, I made a promise that I wouldn't. Either way, I'm a pretty terrible host, but to put it in words, I'm not the person they deserve (they deserve more), but I am the person they need. During that time, I have been talking with Reah occasionally, but let's see if I can change things for the better. If only I had better discipline, could I actually state that I would tulpaforce 100%, but we'll see how things go.

Also, July 15th was our anniversary. Big Grin Three years now. We just ended up watching a horror movie in our wonderland. :P
I have 10 tulpas, but I'm only actively working on Reah, my first tulpa currently.
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#85
I'm in college now, and one of my roommates will be Reah (even though she kind of was before too). I haven't done any tulpa work at all, besides a few visits to the wonderland, but Reah and everyone is still there. They've kind of faded, but extended stays in the wonderland brings them back pretty well. Anyway, on my quest to discover how the brain works through Neuroscience! I might be able to contribute to the research section someday, but got to get through the general ed requirements first.
I have 10 tulpas, but I'm only actively working on Reah, my first tulpa currently.
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#86
I've taken a look a look back at my progress report and saw that my grammar is terrible. Sorry about that. :P It's actually not that much better, but it's still an improvement.

I stopped meditating for the last couple months because I had a roommate, but now that I'm back at my house for winter break, I started meditating again, with fede tones this time. I don't think the tulpatones helped me with visualization specifically, but it gave me a sharper focus. Possibly because all external noise was drowned out? I'll keep using it for now. The session lasted about 30 minutes.

After that, Reah and I started doing passive imposition again. Her form (silhouette?) was much more distinct than it usually was. I'm sure it's from visualizing her form beforehand, but it's neat to see the improvement. Gonna start doing at least 1 hour a day of tulpaforcing before I have to go back to college, let's hope I can keep it.
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