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I just started yesteday. In the new members/intro post I mentioned my interest in artificial intelligence and how tulpamancy is very interesting to me on a personal level and also in relation to my field of study.

 

I'm doing visualization and personality right now. I have ADD and it can be hard to concentrate but I'm trying, and having done computer graphics I don't find visualization too difficult. Rebecca is an Chinese woman but I haven't gone too far beyond that as I'd rather her naturally deviate and develop. I'm looking for a companion and would prefer them to be as natural as possible since character flaws are what makes us who we are. I don't want her to be exactly what I want or 'perfect', I want her to be who she'd want to be. I trust my subconscious wouldn't let her become something that would end up being bad anyways.

 

I'm going to use this thread for updates and I welcome anyone to post with comments/suggestions and whatnot. I have a question right now, when I try forcing I go into a bit of a hypnotic or meditative trance, where I feel like I go deeper and deeper into relaxation/my mind, and have a bit of a pressure behind my eyes. Is this normal? I keep Rebecca in mind either through visualization or suggesting personality traits. It's a very similar feeling to when I've meditated using Sam Harris' meditation audio files, and when I tried those Isabella Valentine trance things. Is forcing supposed to be different than hypnotism/meditation? Thanks!

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Some mancers say it's like meditation, but having never meditated I don't know. I just find a comfortable spot with a place to set my tea and start forcing, after having to focus on forcing for a bit something clicks and I have to put no effort at all into it. There's no set method to forcing, everyone has their own style, this can make it hard to pinpoint a right and a wrong way to do it. The results, however, are typically the same. Best tip I can give is look through some other progress reports for methods that sound similar or compatible with your own.

Start Date: November 5, 2012

Humanoid Construct: Claire [MIA]

Stage: Not practicing anymore.

Praise the Lord for the gift he has given me.

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