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Ritz and Vale's log


Ritz Krieg

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[align=justify]Greetings, people. Ritz here, along with Vale. I am just thinking to keep a log here of main breakthroughs and other such things with Vale. I've been keeping a journal of sorts on Tumblr, but it includes all of the little things. This one shall be just the main things.

 

Been stalking this place quite a bit lately, and I had started Vale, my own Tulpa, last week. Main things that have happened so far:

 

Tail has been conforming and non-conforming lately to how I wanted it to look, so I left it as is. Would this be Vale or just me? It will go from how I first wanted it, then to curled up behind him, like a dog's curled tail.

 

Another thing - during day number 4, I got a headache on my left temple. I asked him so e questions, but initially, it will move from left to right temple upon my asking Vale different things. Sign of sentience?

 

Lately nothing has happened except me turning his head towards me in possible parroting, but his ears moving to alert (as we had just been working on his ears being used for expressing different feelings), which took me by surprise. That was the night of Day 5.

 

Now approaching the end of Day 7. Nothing else of interest has happened.

 

Thank you for reading this if you have. Feel free to let me know your opinions. I'm also open to conversation, too, as long as it is over IM or Tumblr.[/align]

Bad sense of humor alert.

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Another update really quick -

 

The night of day 7, I tried asking Vale to wake me up between 1:00 and 3:30. I woke up twice. First was at 1:31, and the second time at 3:39. Mental clock going odd or..?

 

Day 8 (9/25) I got a bit discouraged but I'm over it now. This morning or day 9, a bit of an odd thing happened.

 

I woke up really dizzy, but otherwise fine. When I went to stand outside with headphones on low, muttering a bit to Vale, I got a huge static explosion behind me to my left almost. It was only in my left ear, too. I know it wasn't my headphone speaker, and it wasn't a car or animal, as there was nothing around, and it disappeared too fast. Could this have been Vale or...? I don't know what else it could be. Thoughts?

Bad sense of humor alert.

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( Too distracted/lazy to write again so just copy+pasted from tumblr. Pardon my derpy sense of humor. :/ )

 

 

Day 11-13 + Thoughts

 

Well, I successfully forgot tumblr for the weekend. It was a boring and fast one, anyhow. Minor breakthrough though, I believe.

 

Day 11 -

Nothing of note, and was unable to get anything done at all. All day canoe trip.

 

Day 12 -

Lazy day like no other. Sims has a free app for iPad.

 

Day 13 -

I am a horrible host. I managed to narrate today though. Might try for a forcing session later tonight. I’ve had minor trouble keeping him in my thoughts, which has me worried a bit. Possibly due to my schedule, and how easily distracted I am. I need to actually get myself to sit down and do something. He will be sentient and possibly talking before Halloween. I swear on my giant-ass pumpkin!

 

Note: it is hard to narrate in church.

 

Possible breakthrough: I told Vale (while in the church cafeteria where I sit instead of actually going to the sermon) that he might be the one putting these random thoughts that come as sort of instant ad-ons to whatever I think in my head. That, or it is me parroting without realizing. So, he should give me different emotion waves if he could. Well, I got one. It had me suddenly grinning happily in the middle of an empty room with only cleaning people. It was a sort of excited happiness in my chest area.

 

Note: it is weird to grin and laugh in the middle of church during the minute long moment of silence.

 

During this, I had already taken a few sips of Mountain Dew. Could it have triggered this in myself or was it actually Vale? I have a few of these same feelings on and off still, and it has been three hours since the first but not as large.

 

Normally it is said that the emotional reaction would feel alien, but this doesn’t. They are detached, but only a very little. It might be just me expecting a response.

 

Vale probably thinks I’m a doubting idiot, but I’m just being careful… Right?

Bad sense of humor alert.

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