Rynx January 13, 2015 Share January 13, 2015 I'm Rynx. This is just going to be where I put my progress.^u^ I've been researching tulpas for quite a while, my cousin told me about them a few years ago, and I finally feel that I'm mature enough to make a tulpa without rushing into it or just generally doing things I'll regret. I've started tulpaforcing this weekend, so I am very early on in the process. I have a general feel for his personality and form, but it isn't very developed yet. I was in the car for about 8 hours yesterday, and I spent a part of it narrating to him. What I'm visualizing as a point of focus to help me talk to him for now is just his aura; I have personality-color synesthesia, so I see auras based on personality and body language and stuff like that. Anyway, Matthew's aura is dark red with a very faded, worn-in feeling. It's a very comfortable, friendly aura. I haven't gotten any response from him yet, but I went ahead and assumed sentience from him from the very beginning, seeing as I didn't want to hinder any way he tries to communicate with me by shrugging it off and not believing it's him. I will post more progress when I get further in creation! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rynx January 17, 2015 Author Share January 17, 2015 I've been narrating to Matthew every day, however I can't seem to focus. I keep forgetting I'm narrating and getting distracted. I may be getting medication for ADD soon, if I can afford it, so that will help with my ability to focus, hopefully. Anyway, I haven't really gotten any responses yet. Not much progress since my last update, but that's okay! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rynx January 24, 2015 Author Share January 24, 2015 Okay, I haven't made a whole lot of progress. I've been very busy with moving and school (I'm trying to bring up two failing grades. :c) and lots of orthodontist stuff. I'm making more time to force though; I'm planning on active forcing every night before i go to bed. As for now, I'm going to be passive forcing during the day. I hope this works well! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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