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Hey everybody! I'm Sabori (my screen-name, at least, call me anything you want to) and I stumbled upon Tulpas while looking at a tumblr debate. What intrigued me the most about it was the fact that I've had a thoughtform for a while now (about five years) named Zero. It's a bit hard to describe what he looks like due to the fact that he.. Isn't very describable. I've seen some people here with pretty complex tulpas, but Zero.. Yeah.. Um.. He's not that at all. He doesn't have feet or legs or arms or even a nose, he's sort of like a ball of smoke that gets longer near the ground in one area, has ears that sort of fade out, and a seemingly forever-smirking face (along with a pair of three-clawed hands). I first 'encountered' him when I was younger, as a voice- he wasn't that pleasant, but with a bit of work from myself (and, after a year and a half, Zero as well), he's cut down on his rudeness.

 

So far, what he and I've learned/done (all without realizing what he was), is this:

  • Created a 'Wonderland'
  • Found his form (you know, what he looks like)
  • He is extremely sarcastic and rude
  • He loves heights while I can't stand it
  • He and I differ quite a bit, but manage to not want to punch each other (if you could hear some of our debates, you'd be shocked that we weren't going to harm one another)

 

What he and I want to do, for the most part, is forcing him.

 

I'm sorry if this looks really unprofessional, I just learned about Tulpas yesterday and he and I are both a bit excited. If anybody could help us with all of this new information by PM'ing or emailing us, it'd be appreciated (if you can see our email at least- I'm using his email for most of my stuff because I created it for him a year ago and he's never found a use for it).

Working on forcing and figuring out all the terms and stuff! Help is appreciated! You'll be able to tell if Zero wants to talk if you see any -Z posts/comments/messages from here!

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So, after a lot of debating, Zero and I decided to summarize our day.

A few people here from what I've seen are just starting out but considering Zero and I've been at this for five years without realizing what he was we're both confused as to where to start, so I'm starting at today- er, rather, tonight.

 

So I'm still in school, and he and I found out that my friend has a heart disease today, which put him and I in a deep debate as to whether or not I should give my heart to her. Our debate's still in the works, but I decided to give half my focus to writing this (Right now Zero's ranting- he's not quite used to getting written about, let alone essentially ignored- I created him five years back as a friend because people around where I live are mean and don't like shy people). Earlier in the day- specifically the morning- he had to wake me up (and his dialogue is not that pleasant in the mornings, let me tell you- neither him nor I are morning people, even on a freezing cold Friday), and kept reminding me to pack my things for school (we forgot my phone, but we didn't need to use it, thankfully). In English, he kept asking what pie tasted like because my teacher was talking about Proto-Indo-Europeans (PIE for short), and since I've never had pie myself, we've made it a goal for me to eat a pie. It's a worthless goal, we both know that, but we like to have worthless goals so that when we achieve them, it'll give us oomph to achieve our big goals. He can't wait for Monday simply because I'm going to try switching with him in Gym so that he can do all the rope climbing for me (heights scare me while he loves them), and I might just leave the rest of the day to him after that if we successfully switch (I mean, he and I've only tried it once and he ended up screeching at my dogs instead of telling them to be quiet so I got a headache).

Not sure what else to put because everything else he and I've talked about today has some.. pretty vile language. I normally don't visualize him much, but he and I can do it (we do it on weekends since it's the only two days we can get some peace for an hour or so).

Working on forcing and figuring out all the terms and stuff! Help is appreciated! You'll be able to tell if Zero wants to talk if you see any -Z posts/comments/messages from here!

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Oh god that's funny. I have such an amazing image in my head of you screeching at dogs XD.

 

Well you seem to be doing just fine- is he able to speak to people while switched? That could well be a requirement at school right? Not gonna screech at people I would hope?

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He hasn't gotten speech down yet while switched (besides growling and other noises), but considering I don't talk much in school anyways I'm hoping that we get lucky and nothing pops up. And it's funny now, but back when he did it it scared the dogs and I (afraid of sudden loud noises- thanks Z. >.>).

I'm going to update later on tonight (we just woke up and it's noontime- gotta fully wake up with some good ol' chocolate graham crackers and milk~).

Working on forcing and figuring out all the terms and stuff! Help is appreciated! You'll be able to tell if Zero wants to talk if you see any -Z posts/comments/messages from here!

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Whoops, forgot to update for today and yesterday. Not much has happened, both he and I've been experimenting with forcing and possession (we're horribly rusty on the latter since we haven't attempted it since the dog incident). We did watch my stepdad kill some ducks though, and he seemed morbidly interested in it (although, we do watch a lot of horror movies, so that could explain it).

Working on forcing and figuring out all the terms and stuff! Help is appreciated! You'll be able to tell if Zero wants to talk if you see any -Z posts/comments/messages from here!

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Today was interesting, as always, mostly because we had gym yet again and I found out that Zero is not the best motivational speaker in the universe (the one thing that could be motivational was 'Think of your girlfriend's butt at the top of the ladder'). However, we did have fun. Working more tonight on forcing.

Working on forcing and figuring out all the terms and stuff! Help is appreciated! You'll be able to tell if Zero wants to talk if you see any -Z posts/comments/messages from here!

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Well if that's no motivation you are truly beyond help!

You really have some unique tulpa, I'd have serious trouble not to burst into laughter when hearing such remarks, did that ever happen to you in public or are you simply used to them?

Also - what does your wonderland look like? Strange like your tulpa or rather conventional?

 

BTW, how did the heart-debate end? Have you decided to donate it to your friend? Might make a neat Christmas present.

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I'm used to them, he's been doing remarks like that for as long as we can remember. Our wonderland is a whole world (because we get bored easily). Half of it is full of plains, trees, mountains, rivers and the like- it's pretty good in detail, without any buildings. The other half is completely black, save for a labyrinth which Zero made and a mansion. I'm slowly making other planets alongside our current one to make a complete solar system, just for fun (or if I decide to create another tulpa; right now, I'm fine with Zero). Also, after a lot of debate, I decided to ask my friend about it and the answer was no.

Working on forcing and figuring out all the terms and stuff! Help is appreciated! You'll be able to tell if Zero wants to talk if you see any -Z posts/comments/messages from here!

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Wow, we haven't updated in a while.

 

Well, not much has happened besides Zero and I agreeing to take violin lessons (starting January 8th!) and we also decided on something that has taken a bit of debating. I'm going to create another tulpa and hope that they'll help me learn how to force- it'd also probably mellow Zero out.

Working on forcing and figuring out all the terms and stuff! Help is appreciated! You'll be able to tell if Zero wants to talk if you see any -Z posts/comments/messages from here!

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