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It wasn't too long ago when I heard about this thing, but I immediately got the feeling I will want to try to make a tulpa. Writing about my experiences will probably make me keep at it, which is why I'm telling you all this and why I made this thread.

 

Today I felt like it was the day for me to start and just before I registered an account here, I had my first session. 30 minutes of explaining a personality, though I had a small break in the middle. My eyes are sore and the sides of my head hurt a bit, but not that much anymore. I feel a bit light-headed, though. Maybe I'm just imagining things though, hard to say. At first it felt weird to talk to something, but it got easier. I feel like my train of thought stopped at a couple of points, but hopefully I'll be able to stop that from happening. I didn't get distracted, at least. Maybe I'll have another session later on today, keep on working on that personality. Didn't get too far with those 30 minutes, after all.

The THE SUBCONCIOUS ochinchin occultists frt.sys (except Roswell because he doesn't want to be a part of it)

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Why thank you, that was a fast reply.

 

I've been quite the lurker when I found out about this place, way before I registered. So I might not be too new in that sense, but uh, I still am I suppose, heh. So welcomes and reading suggestions are more than welcome. A tulpa in a very short time sounds interesting, but I don't mind if it takes long. Slow and steady and all that, it's a pleasurable way to work. But if things happen really fast, who am I to say it's a bad thing, eh? Assuming it's real progress and not just me making it up.

 

I'm not sure if I'm actually following any of the guides too well, but hey, hard to say yet. I decided I'll start with the personality, which matters the most to me. I want to work on this every day for maybe an hour or two, but I am hoping breaks between sessions in one day won't hurt. I haven't created a wonderland, but that would be nice to make at some point. He would probably like it, if he ever decides to make use of it. I guess I can just keep fooling myself by thinking that he is there, even if he doesn't answer or do anything to cause me to notice him.

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Its not so much 'fooling' yourself he's there, but 'believing' he's there and listening. Its based off of of belief system anyway.

 

And yeah, I stalk these forums a little - but not as much as some others.

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Haha, don't mind my choices for words sometimes, it still feels a bit weird to talk about this kind of thing, even though you all are in the same boat. Saying believing - even in this company - still makes me feel like an idiot. At least the word fooling would save me some face and tell everyone that yes, I am an idiot and I feel that way too, even if I really don't.

 

No one but me would understand that though, so I guess anyone's free to berate me for saying silly things. I guess I might've come out as pretty rude there by making this sound like it's not a big deal at all, so I apologize. I don't mean to do that, but with me being so insecure or something, I'm sure it will happen.

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haha if anything, I made an idiot of myself for my first....119 posts. I wish you luck with tulpa creation.

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Fourfiction, please stop posting about that thread (to new people at least). It's purpose is to document an experiment, and we have no conclusions so far. We don't want people getting ideas that may turn out to be wrong.

 

That said Sands, do read the thread, we'd love more volunteers.

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understood, I thought I was helping. Will stop.

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Haha, well it is exciting, so it's hard to blame him for getting excited. But I suppose it can make newcomers into cheaters, yes. Or just make them disappointed when nothing happens that fast. But the thread does have a skeptical feel, so if someone reads it, perhaps they will stop and think for a while.

 

Afraid I don't have much to say, even if I wanted to join in. I'll probably go for another round of tulpa creating soon, saying that to keep this thread sort of on topic and not just some sort of introduction thread, I guess!

 

But anyways, thank you for the replies.

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Look at me double posting like a champ.

 

So I had another session, 30 minutes without any stops in the middle this time. It felt much shorter than that, so it's weird. I didn't fall asleep at any point though, so I guess I just managed to concentrate on it more than on my first try. Almost as soon as I started I felt sharp pain on the right side of my head and occasionally it would come back during the session. Left side also hurt at some points. Now the right side is hurting more than the left and I'm feeling a bit woozy. I mostly concetrated on the same personality traits as I did on my first session, going a bit deeper and introducing some new ones that tied in with the old ones. Also sharp pain on the left side of the head as I wrote that, heh. The session was pretty enjoyable, I'm doing it all in my head and not talking aloud yet, but I did feel like I had to laugh or smile at some points, as I talked to him.

 

I tried Fede's (I think that was his name? Correct me if I'm wrong!) tulpatones, but they made me feel very uneasy and like something was behind me and about to attack, so I stopped listening to them and just did it without any noise, like on my first time. Pretty weird, but I did manage to concentrate even without them. Maybe I'll give them another go later on.

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