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Day 0: Boring Intro

(First post, time to look like a fool) Bout time I started one of these things. Here's a little backstory: My interest in tulpae started round' the time threads started popping up in good ol' /x/, and later /mlp/. Course, back then I thought all this was a bunch of nonsense spewed on the interwebs by trolls hoping to fool gullible folks into wasting hundreds of hours of their time attempting to create an imaginary sex toy or something. Eventually the thought of such a companion got to me and I thought of making my own tulpa. I'll say now that you are looking at the type of fella that'll procrastinate going to the ER after having his arm chopped off, so naturally the whole tulpa thing never even got to step one. Late last month my desktop bricked so I had a bunch of time on my hands. I ended up googling tulpa on a whim and well....here I am. Lurked for longer than I planned to, but I guess that does more good than harm.

 

That's enough boring backstory for at least the next fortnight, on to what I'm aiming for here. First off, no, this isn't gonna be a pony tulpa, some herpderp crush or anime character, not that I have anything against anyone doing a pony or animu tulpa. What I'm aiming for here is a simple human female (Huehuekisslessvirginloserhuehue). Was gonna go with a 100 trait 25 likes/dislikes deal, but remembering all that is simply unrealistic to me, so I'll stick to 5 strong personality traits, adding from there if I please. I'll wait to post about form until I get that far.

 

These traits are as follows:

1. Shy/Timid (So original I know)

2. Loyal (I am becoming the true epitome of originality)

3. Compassionate (*comment on how original I am*)

4. Curious (annoying messages in parentheses are fun)

5. Intelligent (If there was a nirvana of originality, I'd be enlightened)

 

Spectacularly new and exciting I know, but deviation and all that jazz will sort it out, hopefully not turning her into a living social justice blog.

 

So, starting either tonight or tomorrow I'll attempt an introduction and some basic personality trait outlining. Look forward to it and be disappointed. I'm sure that this was the most amazing thing you've read in the past twelve minutes, but sadly thats all for now.

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Hey, if compassionate and intelligent traits stick, no worries about her turning out to be that.

 

Also keep forcing every day and don't be like Jimmy. You wouldn't want to be a tulpa murderer like him, now would you? There is always time for a tulpa and if you're having a bad day, talking to them is a great way to relax and you get some narration done there, too.

 

warning suicidal thoughts might not be the best thing to feed to a developing tulpa

The THE SUBCONCIOUS ochinchin occultists frt.sys (except Roswell because he doesn't want to be a part of it)

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Day 1: Start! (aka "I actually went through with something!")

Session 1: Morning Session (9:09 ~ 9:47)

Total Time Today: Between 30-40 minutes

Progress: Greeting/Basic Trait run-through

Results/Side-effects: Odd feeling in sides/back of head, light headache and eye pain.

Log: Started out with a brief introduction of who exactly I am and who she currently is, and what she will (hopefully) come to be. Visualization of a simple orb took place in order to help get a sense of actually having someone there. Took base five attributes, explained them and their ties to each other and mixed them into the orb (final perceived color: gold). Immediately after session felt an odd sensation in the back of my head, just assuming it to be a side effect of a state of mind that I am not used to. Will take break to stretch and reflect on events of session, expecting 2+ more sessions as the day goes on.

 

Session 2: Noon Session (12:25 ~ 12:55)

Total Time Today: Approximately 1 Hour

Progress: Further outlining of base traits

Results/Side Effects: Hard to maintain base orb, eye pain

Log: Simply outlined what each of the big five meant and how they are integral parts of her. Narration began shortly after first session, continuing throughout day to make up for the scattered sessions. No response yet, not expecting one too soon. No other notable things to report. Planning another short session later this afternoon and a longer one tonight.

 

Session 3: Afternoon Session (4:08 - 4:38)

Total Time Today: ~1.6 hours

Progress: More Personality

Results/Side Effects: Slight improvement on visualizing, Odd feeling in the back of head

Log: I may simply be over-thinking this, my mind refuses to clear itself of unwanted thought and honestly it's a bit frustrating. Went over personality more, odd feeling persists. Short but intense headache sometime around 3:00/3:30. Thinking of more things to go over when attempting to force, and how I can tell when and if I make progress at all. Might just be impatience and anxiety getting the best of me, but that feeling in the back of my head is just odd, can't seem to get my mind off of it. Next session I will do all that I can to remain focused and force for an hour or more.

 

Session 4: Night Session (9:45 - 10:10)

Total Time Today: ~ 2 hours

Progress: More Personality

Results/Side Effects: None

Log: Last session for today. Featuring more vain attempts to reinforce previously noted concepts. A fun combo of doubt, fatigue and impatience completely ruined any semblance of progress. Hopefully I didn't screw over any progress made today, if there was any. I'll get right on this again tomorrow when I'm not as livid.

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>2+ more sessions today

 

My friend, yous a gonna have a tulpa in no time with dat much forcin'!

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Day 1 - Review

AKA "Saph messes up in first day"

Hours Forced: 2

Area(s) of Progress: Personality

Notable Side-effects: Mild headaches, strange feelings in head

Final Notes: Would have enjoyed that last session going better, too tired for further forcing. Will attempt to think up better ways to tackle this before I get all butthurt about it again. Should look into any meaning in certain side-effects afterwords as well. I'm sure that as long as I stick to this I'll get it somehow. Going to try to get one hour per session tomorrow.

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Day 2: See? I came back.

Session 1: Morning Session (11:00 - 12:00)

Total Time Today: 1 hour

Progress: More Personality

Results/Side-effects: Slight headache

Log: Nothing much to report here, just more in depth details about traits and how they effect how she would go about her day with them and her reactions to certain things or ideas. Will probably wait till either tonight or tomorrow to force again so I can get a better idea of how to go about making this whole thing work, really underestimated the difficulty of the task in front of me. Might either be over-thinking this and the answer is quite simple, or just scatterbrained to the point of inefficiency.

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Day 2: Review

Hours Forced: 1

Area(s) of Progress: Personality

Notable Side-Effects: Persisting odd feelings and pain in various parts of the head

Log: Less forcing than yesterday, but I've started re-planning how to go about personality. Gonna get some minor traits and multiple topics to touch upon when describing each. Will most likely force more heavily tomorrow now that I have my thoughts collected. This more structured approach is likely going to keep my train of thought on track throughout these longer sessions, and being more confident about the whole tulpa thing as a whole definitely helps. On a separate note, narration has continued as normal. Anytime I feel something is worth mentioning or discussing, I go ahead and narrate it to her.

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Day 3: Interruptions Errywhere (Late Log/Review)

Hours Forced: 0.5

Areas of Progress: Personality

Notable Side-Effects: Nothing new

Log: Had very little time to myself. Began work on new trait system and got two of them in.

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  • 2 weeks later...

Try 2: Electric Boogaloo

Day 2-1: Return of the Enthusiasm

Well...uh...errr....I dun goof'd. Not gonna bother with the story here, shit happens. Only took me a full week, but I'm sure now I can get down to business. Gonna have the placeholder for today's session(s) here because multiple posts are for babies.

 

Session 1: Late Night Session (1:20 - 2:00)

Total Time Today: 40 Minutes

Progress: 1 Major trait and 1 minor trait defined fully.

Results/Side-effects: None of note

Log: Put on some relaxing music and had my traits and topics on the side in case I forgot, and proceeded to begin forcing. I'm pretty much restarting at this point, and I haven't done enough time to really invoke anything noteworthy. After I got the minor trait down things started getting loud so I ended the session. Getting back to forcing soon.

 

Session 2: Evening Session (6:47 - 7:22)

Total Time Today: 1 hour 15 minutes

Progress: 3 minor traits defined

Results/Side-effects: Head pressure

Log: I always get that odd feeling while forcing, so really there's nothing new to report. Forgot to log this, and honestly I'm a little too tired to remember anything in detail.

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