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Hello.

 

I've been lurking and monitoring this tulpa stuff since about April back when it was mostly conducted on /mlp/.

 

I started the creation process June 21 using FAQ man's guide, and am currently in the process of visualization (~9 hours in).

 

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I decided to make him a TV head and the above is a bust drawing I did to help visualize his head. I named him Finn.

 

Traits

Sarcastic

Brilliant

Friendly

Extroverted

Considerate

Encouraging

Helpful

Faithful (having faith and being faithful to others)

Calm

Cooperative

Focused

Confident

Understanding

Content

Rational

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Thanks! I was planning on using a variety of color bars, test patterns, and images that he could use for expressions, in addition to body language.

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Since my last post on Saturday, I've only gotten ~1.5 hours of forcing done. I've been doing both the visualization and touch parts simultaneously by visualizing Finn and feeling him from the toes upward in an attempt to better remember the feel and the shape of him early on.

 

In today's session I spent a some time on visualization and gave him some clothes: boxers, a shirt, pants, and shoes. Then, I worked on some gestures and such, working in test patterns, clips, anything that could work as an indication of emotions.

 

I then decided to spend some time with him in my wonderland, a concert hall that connects to other random areas and rooms (I've had a somewhat long history practicing and appreciating music of all kinds). I told my tulpa about my current fascination with chorale music and first year of choir. I then began to sing a piece that my choir and I did recently for a church function. As I was singing, I got this weird overwhelming sense of happiness, which overshadowed my usual lack of confidence in my singing. I'm not entirely sure if it came from Finn or not, but it made me feel much more content with my performance than I expected.

 

After that, we just kind of explored the wonderland a bit while I just talked to him about my life and stuff that was going on. Anyways, I'll try to post another update tomorrow.

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