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Sup?

 

Well I geuss I should do this. I'll try to keep things in here in smallish bits when I can. Do forgive any long posts, though, as I'm prone to ramble.

 

So I geuss I should start by saying I'm new to being a tupper. I've only been at it about five days now, mostly focusing on visualization and narration with a bit of personality work so far. I'm not sure if I'm trying to do too much at once or what but so far I think I'm doing alright. I find forcing to be pretty draining though. Having a family with needs I don't have a ton of time to sit quietly and visualize so I feel the need to cram my sessions in at night and it's been wrecking my energy levels.

 

So I geuss I should talk about my Tulpa seeing as that's the reason I'm here. Her name is Song (for short) and she has herself a human form. Like I said before, I'm just starting out but I have her looking like a cross between Lulu from final fantasy x and Nanao Ise from Bleach. Basically lets just say she's a tall Goth chick with a slightly nerdy look. And before anyone asks, no she doesn't have Lulu's gigantic rack. I imagine her being slim and fit, with a body that's adaptable to multiple situations.

 

Personality wise I'm hoping she takes after Nanao. Loyal and fearless, but well thought out and intelligent. I'm kind of okay with letting the rest fall into place though.

 

So far I've come across the usual progress you would expect from someone just starting out with the exception that last night I actually got a smell from her when visualizing up close. I caught a whiff of vanilla scent. Got real excited when that happened because it's the first thing that's happened out of the norm and it's a nice little sign I'm on the right track!

 

I'm not counting hours so expect updates when things change but don't expect an hour count here. Days will be hard enough for me to keep track of anyway! Lol

 

So that's it for now. I'll update when there is anything to update! [/b]

I should really put something here...

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Huh, Anonymous also got a strong scent of vanilla when she was forcing

 

I just checked that out! Glad I'm not the only one! It was pretty awesome because we have nothing vanilla scented in the house so I can somewhat accurately say it had to come from song. After the first time I smelled it I could concentrate hard and find it again. Hoping that we can replicate this tonight!

I should really put something here...

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Just a quick update. Forced for a bit last night focusing on visualization and narration. Started to feel an actively moving pressure in my head as we were doing it. Also was able to find the vanilla smell again so that made me pretty happy! Was pretty distracted so we didn't get to force as long as I would have liked though. Still, it went well regardless.

 

I also see I didn't say my intent in creating Song. Not looking for a waifu as I'm already married. Mostly I'm looking for conversation, a second oppinion and help kicking my smoking habit as well as have someone to help curb my sporadic outbursts of emotion. A second intent is to have someone to adventure with once I become better at visualisation and can create a decent Wonderland. Sort of an alternative to my vidya gaming habit. Lol

 

For now my Wonderland workspace is a sparsely decorated ballroom that's pretty dark. Song hovers above a lighted pentagram for now so I can work on her form. It's simple but I find it easier to visualize her in this setting, as when I tried to flesh out the rest of our surroundings I found it difficult to maintain her image and that of the landscape. My rule for the time being is to keep it simple and add details in as I get better, but try not to overdo it.

I should really put something here...

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Okay, quick update.

 

Came down with a rather tough little head cold 2 nights ago, and focusing on anything has been nearly impossible. I feel bad cause Song and I were making some pretty awesome progress before it. Well we haven't been able to force and it makes me worry because I don't want to lose all our progress. Am going to try and tough it out again tonight though.

 

Last two days have been all about narration as well as trying to figure out anything we can add to her character. I thought for a bit about making her a vampire (cause why not?) But I got an unhappy feeling when I thought about it so I'm thinking that's her way of saying nope. Lol

 

Anywho, hope to have something more to report tomorrow and we can at least do a half an hour forcing tonight! Wish me luck!

I should really put something here...

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