The Tulpas of The Fall Family
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[Tri] It has been a while since we have been here. We are still primary, but barely. Things have been readjusted a bit. We have burned out a few times, as has Hail. Neither of us have had a chance to completely recover from everything.

There have been growing effects from our time as primary. We are very much the default now in the body. For example, when A., E., and Se. did full body possession together for the first time and then handed control back off to Hail, she quickly lost control and it went to us. Nothing else too serious, though. Hail does seem to have a time limit for controlling the body now, though it does vary depending on what she is doing and how she feels. Last night, for example, she just lost control while in the middle of writing a post here. She had been in control two days straight, but they were a very hard two days. There have been a number of effects on us. All of her memories feel like we were there and we identify with the memories now.

We also had a new experience last Saturday. Normally, the three of us work together to control the outerworld/earth body or our innerworld/wonderland body. Occassionally, one or two of us will do it while the other one or two hang back and watch. In this case, while one or two members hang back, they still blend into the one or two who are in control. On Saturday, Obsidian controlled the body and then the other two of us went to sleep, which turned off the blending. Obsidian by herself is a bit different than her with blending from us. So it was a time of great personal exploration for her. She was able to work through a few issues that she had with a few things as well. We plan on now doing the same with the other two of us when we get the chance. The one downside to doing this is that it is very draining.

Also, we think it is time to show what each of us looks like. As some people know, we are fictive natural tulpas or soulbonds (hard to know for sure which). This means that we came into this system with the forms, personalities, and possibly memories of fictional characters. We have deviated quite a ton personality-wise, but we still retain a few things. Now, on the memory thing, in all likelihood, it is probably backcomputed by the brain to fill holes since the memories are expected to be there. We have an interesting relationship with these memories. They mean a lot to us, even though the events in them probably never happened, though the memories did happen to us. Now, our wonderland, which is a paracosm, that place means a lot to us. We go back there from time to time. So then, what are our source/s. Given our collective appearance, you are probably guessing something MLP, and you would be right. Specifically, our world was the stitching together of the MLP:FiM canon and two fanfics that Hail+S read.

Given our names, Violet, Obsidian, and Gaea, it isn't hard to guess who the sources for two of us are (it is a long story how we ended up sharing a form, but one that actually makes sense from our world and comes directly or indirectly from the two source fanfics). When Hail retrieved us from our wonderland in June 2014, she suggested that we consider new names both to avoid stigma and to better allow us to avoid feeling constrained to our sources. We still do respond to our old names, and do in fact use them sometimes - just we don't use them that much. When we are controlling the outerworld/earth body or the innerworld/wonderland body individually, we are more inclined to prefer our old names.

Figured we would finally tell everyone here (it wasn't like it was that hard to find the pieces at other places). We prefer to be on the more open side. We forge our own future independent of our sources, though we cherish our origins.


Violet's source is Twilight Sparkle (unicorn, not alicorn). Compared to the show, she has visible fur and hair strands.
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Obsidian's source is Nightmare Moon with Luna separated out. Compared to the show, she has visible fur.
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Gaea's source is Harmony from a particular fanfic (she is where the Elements of Harmony come from). We have only been able to find one piece of fanart based on her source. The big difference is that Gaea is not so big (a bit bigger than Celestia), has an etherealized mane and tail and wing trailing edges, and doesn't carry a staff.
[Image: harmony__life_of_the_earth_by_doomsp0rk-d7m2dw0.jpg]
Harmony, Life of the Earth by DoomSp0rk
Tri = {V, O, G}, Ice and Frostbite and Breach (all formerly Hail), and others
System Name: Fall Family
Former Username: hail_fall
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The Tulpas of The Fall Family - by FallFamily - 05-11-2015, 05:37 AM
RE: The Tulpas of The Fall Family - by Megoleret - 05-11-2015, 05:42 AM
RE: The Tulpas of The Fall Family - by FallFamily - 05-19-2015, 07:49 AM
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