evilwu March 16, 2016 Author Share March 16, 2016 So I didn't force yesterday, I kinda forgot :P Anyways I've seen lately that people creating Tulpas have been visualizing there Tulpas while reading and similar activities. (Or I could have missed this idea months ago). I'm going to try doing this. I was wondering can I daydream, and visualize my tulpa watching the daydream unfold? (I'm going to refer to her as Pulse from now on since it's the name I picked out) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evilwu March 18, 2016 Author Share March 18, 2016 Edit: I haven't forced yet (yes I know, I should have) I've been very busy with school. However it's spring break!! So I'm going to do a lot of forcing over it and keep it up when school starts after break. I'll start with narration, since I haven't picked out a form for Pulse. (She can change it when she becomes sentient) Any suggestions please let me know :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evilwu March 22, 2016 Author Share March 22, 2016 So I've done some narration. And I'm going to continue to do so, but I'm having some trouble since I haven't picked out a form for Pulse yet. So I need to choose a form for Pulse, and then visualize her form until I have that down, so I have somthing to focus on while I narrate. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mirath March 22, 2016 Share March 22, 2016 So I've done some narration. And I'm going to continue to do so, but I'm having some trouble since I haven't picked out a form for Pulse yet. So I need to choose a form for Pulse, and then visualize her form until I have that down, so I have somthing to focus on while I narrate. As far as I know, even a "placeholder" form doesn't need to be too complicated, even if it's a floating purple. Unless it's easier to pick a form for her first Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evilwu March 23, 2016 Author Share March 23, 2016 As far as I know, even a "placeholder" form doesn't need to be too complicated, even if it's a floating purple. Unless it's easier to pick a form for her first I started to force her at 2 in the morning (I wasn't really tired), and even though I didn't have a form for her yet, or a place holder form. However I felt as if she already had a form.. As if she already existed and I just had to color her in, as if she were faded and I have to make her "bold". It's kind of weird and neat at the same time, also I haven't read anything about feeling a tulpa "existing". (I have forced less than an hour over all :(... Yes I know I'm lazy, and addicted to video games :p) However I also couldn't "see" her form Also I'm going to force a lot more now Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evilwu March 28, 2016 Author Share March 28, 2016 So I just re-read what my last update was, and it's confusing even to me XD. Latest update: I've forced with Pulse a bit more, and really feel like she exists. She isn't sentient yet, but I literally just started working on her so that would be the case :P. Another thing to note is, when I close my eyes I randomly see flashes of images, that I'm like "that's going to be Pulses form" except I don't realize it until my eyes are open and I "loose" the image... Stupid human brain 13 millisecond brain processing speed! ;) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evilwu April 5, 2016 Author Share April 5, 2016 This is going to be a quick update. I haven't updated this in a while since I've been doing things :P (I'm lazy) I've been passive forcing, and narrating a lot more than I was. I think I've made some progress, so I'm happy. Pulse isn't sentient yet, but it's only been a month... Maybe Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evilwu April 11, 2016 Author Share April 11, 2016 Another quick report... I've been forcing pulse a bit more. Though if I keep at this pace it will take forever to complete this :P To counteract this going to force more and more often. Though regents are coming soon so I may not have a lot of time until summer. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evilwu April 18, 2016 Author Share April 18, 2016 I'm forced a little; so nothing new there I actually forgot about Tulpas and all this for about a week :P I just remembered about them yesterday, I think, and thought I'd do a quick update. I won't be able to do a ton of forcing until summer, so yeh. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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