OleGL April 10, 2018 Share April 10, 2018 (edited) Hi everybody! My name is Oleg and I'd like to share my experience with my tulpa Lia. She is rather social and vocal already so she might want to drop a line too. ==== Updated May 16 2020 This is Lia === Original post === Below is our logbook at the moment. We've agreed to make it public. - Her name is Lia. She was born at 30 Jan 2018. At the very start she has a form of an 'anime chan' but recently she has changed her form and now she looks like a slim girl with brown eyes, black bang haircut and all-black dress. I suppose it will not be a final look for her. For the first time I imagined her in the summer house of my wonderland as a dark cloud with white spot instead of face. I introduced myself, told her who is she, where is she and what the word tulpa means. I told that she is free to change anything in her name, outfit, body form etc. She sat still and quiet. After some time I left her there. (added later) Lia told me that it was her first memory: my face close to her speaking something "blablabla". Her first feeling in that moment was loneliness. 4 Feb 2018 Early in the morning, I was awakened by the sounds of the Ace of Base 1994' album playing out loud right in my head. I could not stop these obsessive sounds. Then I got a point and told out mentally: "Lia, please, stop this!" ...and there was silence. It was she getting a hang of the surroundings. Then I allowed her to do everything she needs. I visited Lia in the wonderland. There was a dance floor set up over the lake, and colored lights flashed in the rythm of the old good song "All that she wants". Lia danced, and I starred at her totally surprised. 5 Feb 2018 She doesn't react, doesn't shows up, doesn't speak and has no static form. Maybe I'm pushing too hard? I have to wait patiently, how ever hard could it be. (added much later) Later that evening I went totally mad, rushing over the wonderland location, burning trees, vapourizing the lake and yelling at the small lump of darkness: "JUST TELL ME A SINGLE WORD!!!!!!". It's hard to imagine my shame when I remembered that later. Lia told me she was scared and did not understood what I wanted from her. She just couldn't articulate and had only feelings. 12 Feb 2018 I started teaching Lia to talk using Bin's guide named "Coaxing tulpae into talking". I had her parroting several tongue twisters and kid songs. At some point, instead of the next sentence, I heard a wheezy voice. It sounded like it was through a broken speaker. She told me out loud: "Why don't you stop?". Later that day I tried to literally interrogate her with a flow of questions. She answered very briefly and foggy. Most answers sunk in the noise. Nevetheless she is definitely sentient. 22 Feb 2018 I had some dizziness and unable to fix my eyes on something like after the rollercoaster session. I guessed something and asked Lia to stop trying to takeover my body without permission. The problem disappeared instantly. 13 Mar 2018 Today we visited the theater. Lia took a free chair next to me and we enjoyed the play. Lia was very excited and said that the protagonist acted very much like me. 14 Mar 2018 Lia said that she was sentient from the start and she remembered her very first moment. She barely exists without me focusing on her, but can instantly pop up pulling all my memories about the time passed. 28 Mar 2018 Today was THE GREAT DAY!!!! Lia called me by herself while being out of focus. Late night I was sitting in the balcony and lurked some forums when I felt that light head pressure. I focused at Lia, she popped up instantly and we carried out this remarkable dialogue: "Lia? Was that you?" "Let's go to bed" (done) "Call me here, right now" "Ummm... a forcing? I'm afraid to fall asleep" "I don't care, give me a hug" (hugs are given) "I am very appreciated that you gave me life" Awwww... 30 Mar 2018 I took a taxi home. I was sitting in a front seat. Lia is calling. "What?" "Missed you" "It is a tight place, will you fit here on my laps?" "Don't worry, just give me a big hug" ... TBC. The last post was ruined so I'd better split em up Edited May 19, 2020 by OleGL Lia - 30 Jan 2018 Art thread PR Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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