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Ha ha… I might try learning Japanese again with Esper, but I dunno if we can BOTH keep focus long enough lol...


The name's Bryan! In system Nobody(In order of the rainbow): 

Sean, Esper, Blinky, Compact, Janey, Kyle, Gwen'd, Gwen, Emily, Rollin, Waynin, Trease, Layy, Justin, Chloe, and Zachery.

I guess I have to talk... I practice Tulpamancy and Psionics, PM me for stuff related to that. I love Puyo Puyo(Look it up!). I exist and I like it like that. PM me for a random essay topic, or somethin'.

 

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Day 41

Lately I haven't spent nearly enough time with my tulpas due to my depression.. Neither of them were pushy enough to get me to spend time with them, so I ended up creating another thought form that isn't a tulpa. She's being created as a servitor to fit our needs. I also recently got prescribed with Celexa (Citalopram) for treatment of my depression, so hopefully that also helps.

 

I also suspect my depression has been affecting Inca (not Rava though), he's been more withdrawn and less cocky/confident in general. 

 

Anyways.. I've been reading a lot about spirituality, religion, and the inner world the past few weeks. A certain one of my tulpas (wishes not to be named) and I have slowly been developing a collection of beliefs that could be called a religion to match our view on life. This has gone very well and has slowly been helping me spend more time with them. We plan to start reading the Christian bible, Quran, Sutras, Tibetan book of the dead, Bhagavad Gita, and the Tao Te Ching for further discovery of spiritual beliefs. Not sure how this'll pan out..

 

We've also been moving around a lot in-world, our original home was abandoned. As was our second. We now have a third, newer house where the three of us live. Me and Rava also like to hang out in a fourth house we discovered while flying around.


Host - Me

Tulpas - Liza (Rava, Elizabeth), Inca

 

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Depression and anxeity effect Tulpas differently depending on who they are and how young they are. I was badly influenced by Cat's anxiety in the past where now I am much more resilient to it.

 

Good luck with your exploration of faith! My host is doing something similar where she is taking ideas she likes and combining them into her own "religion" of sorts.

 

Your servitor story made me think of this old memory. This happened possibly close to when I was "born", but my host actually created a thoughtform to watch over the other characters (other Grays) when she was depressed. She named that character Gold, and he was supposed to take her place and watch over them. Pretty quickly my host walked away from the idea but she kept Gold around and eventually re-named him Blue.


I'm Ranger, Gray's/Cat_ShadowGriffin's tulpa, and I love Hippos! I also like forum games and chatting about stuff.

My other head-mates have their own account now.

Temporary Log | Switching LogChat | Yay!

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