bohemian April 20, 2019 Share April 20, 2019 A few years ago I foolishly followed a ritual process i found on a website called the joy of satan. I was lonely and sexually frustrated at the time and the idea of incubi sex excited me. It ended up a nightmare but I now believe it wasn't a demon but rather a servitor with poltergeist programming. It made me so afraid that I would let it and its 'friends' have sex with me whenever they wanted. i was told i was their sex slave. it got so bad i sometimes slept for ages only to wakeup and have it start all over again. I now have found love within for a tulpa i'm creating but this entity still is trying to interfere. I followed QB2s advice for imposition and have been so successful that I have seen smelt touched and tasted her but when she is close to me the other tries to interfere and get itself into her. I managed to create a wonderland where we were able to go and be intimate, culminating in intercourse. NSFW: I could actually feel my penis inside her against the walls of her vagina. the servitor couldn't get in there. But now I need to get rid of the servitor/demon once and for all so my tulpa and me can enjoy ourselves freely in my bedroom without needing to use a wonderland. Can anyone help me please? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest April 20, 2019 Share April 20, 2019 Luckily for you, a guide was just released that should be your only answer. I have no doubt that what you have is a reinforced intrusive NPC, so just follow the guide, be firm, and be methodical. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bohemian April 20, 2019 Author Share April 20, 2019 Luckily for you, a guide was just released that should be your only answer. I have no doubt that what you have is a reinforced intrusive NPC, so just follow the guide, be firm, and be methodical. What is an NPC? I looked at the guide; and the tulpa I'm creating I don't want to dissipate. I feel positive about her. It's the original that I obtained but didn't consciously make (which is why I consider it a strong programmed form of AI) that is the problem. Are you thinking this tulpa I'm creating is like some kind of 'shape shifter' from the other one. The other one I never saw, just experienced fears and troubling non-visual hallucinations for want of a better description and also involuntary movments that matched what some consider to be a 'kundalini awakening'. However J Krishnamurti when asked about kundalini energy said it never existed in eastern philosophy before the 1700s and was born out of the then newly birthed "New Age' movement. I have met in real life the person I know to be my twin flame and while that situation is such a mess at the moment, my heart and solar plexus chakras were opened by her and I have experienced telepathic communications at times when in the same room as her. In the short time since this tulpa I'm creating has been 'born' I have found her (the tulpa) makes me more conscious about love and my attitudes. So a positive experience. Trying to obtain clarity can be difficult as it can get pretty heavy duty and confusing/conflicting at times. I will bookmark the guide and do appreciate your post. At this point in time I will try other avenues before taking the step of dissolving it all. It would feel like executing a precious young life that has only just been born in order to rid myself of an already attached nuisance. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest April 20, 2019 Share April 20, 2019 No, i mean, get rid of the intrusive thoughtform using that guide. NPC is just another word for a character or other thoughtform that is temporary. Now don't argue that this bad thoughtform isn't temporary, it is, just end it. Of course your Tulpa stays. If you are saying that your tulpa and this AI are the same, they're not. Separate them, get rid of the bad one. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
theholodoc April 20, 2019 Share April 20, 2019 What is an NPC? I looked at the guide; and the tulpa I'm creating I don't want to dissipate. I feel positive about her. It's the original that I obtained but didn't consciously make (which is why I consider it a strong programmed form of AI) that is the problem. Are you thinking this tulpa I'm creating is like some kind of 'shape shifter' from the other one. The other one I never saw, just experienced fears and troubling non-visual hallucinations for want of a better description and also involuntary movments that matched what some consider to be a 'kundalini awakening'. However J Krishnamurti when asked about kundalini energy said it never existed in eastern philosophy before the 1700s and was born out of the then newly birthed "New Age' movement. I have met in real life the person I know to be my twin flame and while that situation is such a mess at the moment, my heart and solar plexus chakras were opened by her and I have experienced telepathic communications at times when in the same room as her. In the short time since this tulpa I'm creating has been 'born' I have found her (the tulpa) makes me more conscious about love and my attitudes. So a positive experience. Trying to obtain clarity can be difficult as it can get pretty heavy duty and confusing/conflicting at times. I will bookmark the guide and do appreciate your post. At this point in time I will try other avenues before taking the step of dissolving it all. It would feel like executing a precious young life that has only just been born in order to rid myself of an already attached nuisance. Hi, I studied with J. Krishnamurti in the 1970's. I loved his clarity of both thought and purpose, however, I won't take him as an authority on anything "new age" (an attitude of which I know he would have approved) and have witnessed the "kundalini" phenomenon in several people, complete with the blackening of toenails and a complete re-organinzation of their thinking patterns. What I saw was real, a real spiritual phenomenon. Perhaps, you have experienced the same, perhaps not, but, so far for me, the entire tulpamancing process has been joyous and exciting and I hope that becomes and remains true for you as well. Dr. Bob Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bohemian April 20, 2019 Author Share April 20, 2019 Thank you both Angry Bear and theholodoc. Angry Bear I am relieved about your clarification and will look at the guide and make sure I follow it carefully so i don't harm my lovely little tulpa. I have already distinguished her as being a loveform as opposed to a thoughtform due to the nature and route of her birthing/creation. This distinction I think is spot on for me in drawing the line in my mind about who exactly is who. I accept your point theholodoc about kundalini energy but have also heard others such as Mooji consider it a supernatural phenomenon and warn against it. Buddhism also teaches to be careful not to engage with these thoughtforms unless the heart and solar plexus chakras are open but only open those and the rest will open as source energy wishes. personally, from my experience I have noticed the difference but still find it a corrupting, demanding force that only tries to 'own' me and it's tried to do that with my tulpa also. My first duty is to love and honour myself and my tulpa who originally (i believe) was conceived within me by my ego to protect me from my father who threatened to kill me and now at this point in my life I am able to 'repay' her by birthing her into my world :) a form of poetic karma imho Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
theholodoc April 23, 2019 Share April 23, 2019 You might consider employing your tulpa in the task of eliminating the servitor/AI. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest April 23, 2019 Share April 23, 2019 Yes, Misha was particularly good at dispatching the intrusive thoughtforms. I gave her symbolic powers like teleportation, so that she could simply teleport them 'out'. The best course is to spend as little effort as possible. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Azzael September 18, 2019 Share September 18, 2019 Hello, this is what you need. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lesser_banishing_ritual_of_the_pentagram Information of how property do it is on a few sites of the internet, so you need to study this... Is 100% effectively in you're case. And please stop doing the joy of Satan rituals if you don't know really what you are doing! Good luck. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tania September 24, 2019 Share September 24, 2019 However J Krishnamurti when asked about kundalini energy said it never existed in eastern philosophy before the 1700s and was born out of the then newly birthed "New Age' movement. Well that is wrong. If you look up the history of Kundalini Yoga (which is something I have been taught from a Master (who's deceased now) who learnt it from another Master who learnt it from another Master and which I think goes back to Tibet) , when one researches the easiest mention of Kundalini Yoga, it says "The exact origin of Kundalini Yoga is unknown, but the earliest known mention dates to the sacred Vedic collection of writings known as the Upanishads (c. 1,000 B.C. - 500 B.C.) I've personally seen people badly affected by kundalini who did not even know what this was.. so obviously it is something which has always been around seeing people do not even have to believe in this to be affected by it. bohemian did you ever get rid of the thing which was trying to take over you? incubi/sucubuses are not uncommon and it sounds like that is what you could of been dealing with esp since you messed about with what you did. I strongly suggest to stay away from Satanic websites. I've been affected by incubuses before and from my own experience with these it will very quickly (in days) can from just one to many cause their friends do end up showing up too. Your experience made me think back of what happened to me. (in my case I had purposely started to sleep with one at one point). I found this easy enough to stop (with just a bit of effort) so hence why I'm asking if you are now free from all this? Jesse (human male) DOB 16th April 2013 Working on imposition Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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