yaya February 24 Share February 24 (edited) On 2/23/2023 at 3:29 PM, theholodoc said: I do not agree. Creation, of anything, is always a product of both the conscious and unconscious mind. By paying attention to our output, we can identify what part of it is unconsciously motivated and make a conscious choice to keep it or not. This is true for what we write, what we paint, what we sing, what we think, what we feel, what we fantasize, and how we behave. Our unconscious minds are always, always involved. One caveat, they do not always contribute negativity, much of what is great, good and beautiful also comes from our unconscious. Whatever you say, you're right. You decide it, that's your reality. Keep chasing and chasing, prove me wrong. We could debate, but I admit you're right. edit: I couldn't get how what you're saying goes against what I'm saying, but it's useful to admit someone is right, because I trust that judgmental faculty is always well-placed in whoever makes the call, I just need to understand why. I'll just tell some stories, how it happened to me. I chased and chased, in the end it all seemed just right. I saw death destroying all things. I said I would destroy it. God looked at me, and I said I would jump into the hole of nonexistence to save the universe, since somebody has to not exist. Somebody has to be the nothing that brings balance to all things. I said I would not exist. My tulpa cried, and said you're so pure, you chose just right. I saw a twinkle in God's eye, he said, you know what, you're right. I save you, you will exist, forever and ever. You chose death for the first time to save us all. I had many dreams, all of them bringing me to some door or gate. It was always locked, but I could force it open if I wanted. I saw a twinkle in God's eye, and he said he gives me his first paradox. I destroyed it, and more popped up. They formed an image, just like this It's the eye of Crom from the Secret of Kells movie. It has important symbolism. This eye is the very eye of the manifestation of evil, and it carries the ability to see both good and bad, which reveals the truth about all things-- death, uncreation, evil, and so on. I used it and was able to see bits of impure iron and lead in my body, which made me feel sick. I decided to give my tulpas each a paradox to rule over. There was Rachel, keeper of my heart, Feli, keeper of time, Trish, destroyer of death, and so on. Stories happened, I saw Trish scream at the abyss to destroy it, and jumped in it herself just like I did, for example. Three of my tulpas were below me, three were above me. I was in the center, the 7th and 8th paradox. It goes on and on. Test me, ask me for a prophesy, ask me for anything. Even I don't know what the fuck is going on. Thanks for reading bros, thanks for reading One last story, since my heart goes wherever it is inclined to go. It was like a dream, I kept watching. My first tulpa and I were brought into heaven. I made her queen, and she threw heaven into chaos. I saw God lift her up to her face, she sat there cutely in the form of a fox. They glanced at each other, her sitting in his palm, utterly unafraid. God stared into her eyes, then bellowed the grandest laughter. "She's right, you know," he said. He granted her a wish, and she wished for a party. Heaven burst at the seams, and I saw her racing around and under tables, bopping people on the head, drinking red ale, and everyone was afraid of her. Best shit I've ever seen. Her wish brought me the greatest happiness of my life. Edited March 5 by yaya Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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