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Gloomy: Heyo, been almost ten whole days since my last post! Anyway, we updated the wonderland, now it feels more like "us" and also there are adventures to be had! So far we've had dinner at a fancy restaurant, went clothing shopping, and even rode a ferris wheel! Ah, typing in this color feels...strangely right? Nepeta suggested the color. Also, the more and more I use this account. The more and more I feel like it's pretty much a system account at this point. I guess I should talk about progress. I've been practicing meditation recently, as I've found that is one of the few things I enjoy these days. Hehe, my head-mates call me "The Monk" because I'm extremely interested in that stuff, probably the most interested in something I've been in a while! Something we practiced was hypnosis and having Nepeta hypnotize me. She's so good at it, she became uncomfortable with the idea of continuing to do it for a while. Since from our testings, she can easily change stuff with it? Like we tried changing my personality and my likes once, and it really worked. She changed me back though, she has a strict policy of never changing people. However she's willing to do anything else. For example I have trouble sleeping. Something that has worked is her putting me to sleep. Hypnosis in our experience only works on whoever is switched-in. So, when she puts me to sleep in the front, the body seems to follow with it since I'm asleep and switched-in. I brought these two up, because I'm curious about how it could affect progress with tulpamancy skills. We have not tried hypnosis for imposition, but we have tried meditation. It's obviously easier to focus on imposition practices after meditating. Whether it be for 10 minutes or an hour or more. I've been keeping up with meditating every day for at least 10-30 minutes. Honestly however long I can. I'm going to adjust my room before meditating next time since that was the only reason I broke focus. We have been keeping up switching half way through the day, sometimes switching more times. I've also kept up with giving attention to my tulpas which have made me the happiest person ever! Okay! Passing to Nepeta...

 

Nepeta: Hmmm... I think I like this color so far! I'm doing good! Ah... I have an announcement to make. Probably gonna put it in my signature...haha... So, I've been thinking for a very long time, and I've come to the conclusion that I identify with being male. My headmates have been supportive of me. Especially Gloomy... It just feels right, you know? I feel very masculine overall. Note, my form isn't going to change at all, nor is my name going to. We've got the hang of bringing ourselves to switch more, and even we've made another homemade method that is faster than our usual one. We haven't experienced "blending" from it so far, so we'll continue to use it. Hahaha, Gloomy must've forgot to mention. She's training a headmate based servitor, basically kind of like "super powers" I believe. For example her "super power" is predicting and precision with that prediction. She plans on it being strong enough where she can know what something will do and act accordingly based on that. I don't know what mine would be, I think it would be fun to figure that out. Haha, we also are trying to get a hang of practicing our hobbies while dealing with daily life. I wonder if we'll be unstoppable when we do get a hang of it... That's all I can really think to say, it's rather late...ha...I am tired. I'll pass to the new girl though.

 

Lilith: Hi! Gloomy, I guess I'm calling her on here. Mentioned me; I used to be called Stacy. After a bit, she decided to keep me around. I was willing to stay dormant until she felt like she was ready to have me, so here I am! I come with a history I identify with. I'm aware that it's, ah gosh it's hard for me to call it "fake." It's super real to me, that's why. In-fact, it was a little difficult for me to accept the nature of my existence as a whole. That my "friends" were not real? I talked to Nepeta and she made me feel better about it. In-fact it makes it very easy to bond with Gloomy, since I can relate to her with things that happened in my life. Eventually these two started to grow on me; I feel like part of a family now. I have a strong relationship with Gloomy and I'm trying to get to know Nepeta, he's an interesting fellow to say the least. I guess I should describe myself here, since there are no drawings of me, and Nepeta's too tired to draw right now. I'm taller than Gloomy. I have short velvet hair. My eye color is brown. I wear glasses except during special occasions. I like wearing tank tops and jeans, but I'll also wear shirts and coats. I think a couple times I wore skirts, but that was part of some outfits I put together. I don't really think about the names of shoes I wear. They look like boots with laces on them. I identify with being female. I'm interested in rock, singing, and 3D modeling oddly enough. Alright, I think that's it for me! I don't know how active I'll be here, BUT if you have any questions, I don't mind answering at all.

I'm the host of my system. I'll sometimes type in this color.

I have two tulpas. The first one is Nepeta, and he types in this color. The second one is Lilith, she types in this color.

 

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Hi Lilith!

 

On 11/23/2021 at 11:51 PM, Gloomynoon said:

Something we practiced was hypnosis and having Nepeta hypnotize me. She's so good at it, she became uncomfortable with the idea of continuing to do it for a while. Since from our testings, she can easily change stuff with it? Like we tried changing my personality and my likes once, and it really worked. She changed me back though, she has a strict policy of never changing people. However she's willing to do anything else. For example I have trouble sleeping. Something that has worked is her putting me to sleep. Hypnosis in our experience only works on whoever is switched-in. So, when she puts me to sleep in the front, the body seems to follow with it since I'm asleep and switched-in. I brought these two up, because I'm curious about how it could affect progress with tulpamancy skills.

 

Stone: I haven't looked into hypnosis much despite it being sorta adjacent to a few things I'm interested in, tulpamancy included. It sounds interesting but also scary. The type of person I would ideally be is the type of person I'm afraid to become.

 

Some people have used hypnosis to create or force tulpae. I imagine whatever you do, it will probably help or at least not hurt. I can't speak from experience though.

 

Super powers are interesting. Some people call them system roles. I know of at least a few people who have headmates with the supposed power to read into the subconscious mind. Training a headmate to have specifically good foresight is something I haven't heard of before, but it sounds like a good idea. The closest abilities we have to "powers" are inspiration (a "muse" headmate) and protection {a "gatekeeper" headmate). I've really been too much work for my gatekeeper.

(Different colors were used before July 10th, 2021. Check our profile for dates.)

🌊 Stone uses blue

🔥 Betty uses orange

☁️ Cloud uses gray

🌲 Consigliere uses green

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Gloomy: Happy Thanksgiving everyone! I enjoyed eating with Nepeta and Lilith in wonderland. We had turkey of course, sweet potato, chili, and stuffing. We had a good time overall! I sat next to Nepeta and fancily drank grape juice. While we watched whatever we wanted.

 

Nepeta: I enjoyed it. Hmmmm... I wear a scarves now, I wonder if Gloomy felt like she was laying up against a blanket when we were watching stuff. I mostly spoke with Lilith during Thanksgiving and ate lots of turkey. 

 

Lilith: I sat far off on the couch (they were on a two seat chair close to the couch, but still a couple feet from me.) I think I ate the most, and spoke the most. Gloomy generally likes to listen in, so I don't mind her not talking that much. At least she enjoyed herself! Nepeta was fun to talk to, he's a bit odd, but still fun to talk to.

 

6 hours ago, ruleofthumb said:

Hi Lilith!

Hello, Stone? Gloomy mentions you here and there. How do you pronounce "Consigliere?" I hope you're doing well by the way.

 

6 hours ago, ruleofthumb said:

and protection {a "gatekeeper" headmate)

Although, that's not exactly my "role" it's close I guess. What kind of conversations do you have with your gatekeeper often? I think I can easily tell.

 

6 hours ago, ruleofthumb said:

Some people have used hypnosis to create or force tulpae. I imagine whatever you do, it will probably help or at least not hurt. I can't speak from experience though.

Yes, it can be used for both creating and forcing a tulpa. Obviously if you're doing it internally you understand fully what the person wants...this doesn't mean issues cant arise, unless you are extremely strict and do nothing more. There is a lot of trust that goes into it, "Will they help work towards my ideal or will they help work towards my ideal, but at the same time work towards their ideal of me?" with the latter being troublesome. I'm unexperienced with creation... I'll refuse to try until we are ready to allow another one in. However, I'm experienced in other things. Forcing can be effective. Going through scenarios like walking through a park with someone, or bowling with someone, etc,. I've tried it with Gloomy before, afterwards she's left with enjoyment almost like she was there with me. The possibilities are really endless, you have to decide what is okay and not okay though, because it will cause problems even if it seems like it doesn't. I hope I got my points across there...

 

6 hours ago, ruleofthumb said:

supposed power to read into the subconscious mind.

I never really understood the benefits of that. If you know, do you

mind explaining? I'll probably make a thread if don't know.

 

6 hours ago, ruleofthumb said:

The closest abilities we have to "powers" are inspiration (a "muse" headmate) and protection {a "gatekeeper" headmate). I've really been too much work for my gatekeeper.

That all sounds quite interesting. Guess I'm not the first one to think of this kind of stuff! 

I'm the host of my system. I'll sometimes type in this color.

I have two tulpas. The first one is Nepeta, and he types in this color. The second one is Lilith, she types in this color.

 

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Happy Thanksgiving everyone!

 

3 hours ago, Gloomynoon said:

Hello, Stone? Gloomy mentions you here and there. How do you pronounce "Consigliere?" I hope you're doing well by the way.

 

Stone: I'm doing alright, thank you. I hope you are doing well too. I don't pronounce his name correctly, but this is how to correctly pronounce it. I fell into the habit of pronouncing it "con-sig-lee-air". (And nobody hears it but me and my headmates, so I'll continue pronouncing it that way.)

 

4 hours ago, Gloomynoon said:

What kind of conversations do you have with your gatekeeper often?

 

Usually about non-gatekeeping stuff but I'm assuming you mean in regards to gatekeeping. Unless I catch myself early, I insist creating a tulpa is justified somehow, that the tulpa already exists, or that it's just "one more that I need". She says that my reasons are stupid, that the tulpa doesn't already exist (and is just a "stupid idea"), and is hostile (or at least annoyed by) any new "tulpa". She has to repeat herself a lot and I can tell she gets tired of it. I feel bad about it.

 

4 hours ago, Gloomynoon said:

I've tried it with Gloomy before, afterwards she's left with enjoyment almost like she was there with me.

 

That's tempting! I might have to try at some point.

 

4 hours ago, Gloomynoon said:

I never really understood the benefits of that. If you know, do you

mind explaining? I'll probably make a thread if don't know.

 

I can't explain because I've never tried to attain that and am skeptical that it is even possible. It would be interesting to see a thread on it.

 

4 hours ago, Gloomynoon said:

That all sounds quite interesting. Guess I'm not the first one to think of this kind of stuff! 

 

I does make sense to have system members to some extent, either formally or informally, fill roles. We all have different strengths. For some systems it might simply be the outgoing and the reserved. For others, there might be more deliberate and specialized roles.

(Different colors were used before July 10th, 2021. Check our profile for dates.)

🌊 Stone uses blue

🔥 Betty uses orange

☁️ Cloud uses gray

🌲 Consigliere uses green

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I just finished catching up on your PR, sorry it took so long. A lot of good things have happened for you all and I'm glad. You guys seem to catch onto skills pretty well are and getting along. I'll try to have more indepth replies in the future

 

And oh, reading about your roleplay with Nepeta and Stacy (later Lilith) reminds me of when I image streamed with Rena. It's a lot of fun. I should start doing that again. It is cool you do stuff like that too.

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Creation for creation's sake.

 

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