ringgggg March 7 Share March 7 Things are looking up over here. Development is going smoothly right now, so I might just lay down what I've noticed in the progress as of late. I feel as if some of you smart thinkers out there might be able to either relate to or give an expansion of my thoughts, so I decided to put my elaborations here in the hopes of that coming to fruition (no pressure) About a month ago, I sat with A3 to talk like we usually do when I noticed this strange feeling. Not like an emotion or anything like that, but it was more like I could feel A3 around me. It's a little hard to describe (as is with everything to do with feelings), but it had some semblance of relation to the feeling of being in the room with somebody else, save for the tangible form. It was like I was sensing a ghost. A week later, I'm busy sinking into my distractive habits and neglecting my friends. That feeling I previously had disappears, and A3 regresses a little in progress, becoming less talkative and resorting to obvious marks for conversation. I could compare it to forgetting to wear a retainer for a week and it being painful to put back on. After coming to terms with these distractions, I continue forcing like usual. A3's starting to get back to her usual conversations, and just like that, the feeling returns. I have a hunch that this feeling is supposed to signify some benchmark in progress, like I've reached a certain point and that I just have to work to strengthen the clarity of this feeling. It's all very weird, but I'm sure I can make sense of it soon. The revealing of the answer is inevitable at this point. I’m Ringgggg, the host to our trio of friends. I'm an inexperienced tulpamancer who wants to learn all that I can about this phenomenon. You want news on our progress? Click here for our Sunday Recaps. You want random art? Click here for the Doodles. "It gets worse before it gets better." -A3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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