mads4mads June 7 Share June 7 (edited) hii this is just a thread to keep count of progress :)) been forcing for two days and WOW!!! he has made a lot of progress. He decided on the name Beau, and also is now male! I’m not sure if this progress is too fast but we have VERY limited communication so I appreciate what little conversation we do have! I want him to grow into himself. I’m not sure how to describe the change, other than him correcting me and saying “Beau”, but he just felt different (not in a bad way!!!). I only get to talk to him for around 10 minutes because I am study study study around the clock (I’m studying to be a nurse!!!) but he doesn’t seem to mind! Reading to him has actually allowed us to spend a lot of time together even if it’s passive 😊😊. forcing before bed is my personal favorite for some reason haha, I love being in bed and just talking with him until we fall asleep. I’m excited that he’s been vocal with me lately- soon enough he’ll tell me to quit my rambling so he can talk! (If I ever don’t make sense English is not my native language!! Sorry about that!!) that’s all! Eevee. 6/7/2023 Edited June 7 by mads4mads German Barista who’s hoping to become a nurse - ☺️ Deutsch + English 19, I have a lovely Tulpa named Beau! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TurboSimmie June 7 Share June 7 That's very sweet! 😊 Forcing before bed is really nice. As for the changing, as Beau is a young tulpa he may change a lot as he is still trying to figure out who he is! It's an exciting process to see! 😁 Tulpa Wife & Mother! 💚 💍 11.28.21 👶 4.7.23 Simmie's AI Dress-Up! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mads4mads August 2 Author Share August 2 Oh wow, I haven’t updated in forever? So sorry! College has me on the brink of death lol and I’m getting ready for my next classes. I almost have my degree soooo… that’s what’s important. But I’m sure you guys are more interested in Beau. Anddd, he’s doing well! For a month I wasn’t forcing due to being so depressed with school and losing my job, and I was really scared I had made horrible setbacks with him. Thankfully, after just a day of forcing again, he was talking way more than usual! Part of me thinks he enjoyed being away from my complaints lol. Even though I can hear him pretty well now, we’re both still struggling with talking, so we’ll definitely keep forcing. We’ve also been playing tears of the kingdom together which was… emotional for me? Legend of Zelda is a very important childhood memory and helped me get through a traumatic upbringing. Beau said he was happy to be able to share this with me. He’s also gotten so sarcastic lately, but not mean! I think it’s great. I’m a pretty “goes right over my head” type of person with jokes, so he loves poking fun at me. Anyway, it’s 6 PM, I’m going to study for a bit more and then we’ll play our game for a few. See you all later! German Barista who’s hoping to become a nurse - ☺️ Deutsch + English 19, I have a lovely Tulpa named Beau! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mads4mads August 2 Author Share August 2 Forgot to mention ☺️ I did get another job at another Café. It’s smaller and lot less tourists. Nothing against tourists, but understanding spoken English is much harder than written! German Barista who’s hoping to become a nurse - ☺️ Deutsch + English 19, I have a lovely Tulpa named Beau! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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