Frostwolf October 2, 2012 Share October 2, 2012 It seems people don't like reading walls of text so I made a summarized version of my other progress report. If you still like to read the full report just go here. http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Another-Lyra-tulpa 25 September – Day 1 Time spent 2.5 – 3 hours Sign’s none Type spent Personality Changes None Other things Decided to want a Rainbow Dash tulpa. No headpressure. 26 September – Day 2 Time spent 2 hours Sign’s none Type spent Personality - visualization Changes Name and body Other things Her name changed to Vioola instead of Rainbow dash. Body is based on Octavia instead of Rainbow Dash. Light head pressure spread throughout the day. 27 September – Day 3 Time spent 2 hours ??? Not sure Sign’s The name Lyra came up everytime I tried to say Vioola Type spent visualization Changes Name Other things Her name changed to Lyra instead of Vioola because that name came in my head every time I tried to say Vioola. Light head pressure spread throughout the day. 28 September – Day 4 2 hours ??? Not sure Sign’s A ring given to me. Type spent visualization Changes None Other things I didn’t know if the ring I think she gave me was from her. I gave it back and asked her to give it back to me if it was from her. I also said it shouldn’t be today and it had to be on a moment I least expected it. She vanished that night and I couldn’t visualize her. Light head pressure spread throughout the day. 29 September – Day 5 Time spent Not sure Sign’s Response because I was worried (maybe). Type spent visualization Changes None Other things Couldn’t visualize her this morning, went to chat to ask some questions. They said she might be deviating and another said this happens just before a major progress spike. In the night it was extremely easy for me to visualize her. As if she tried to show me to not worry about her. No headpressure. 30 September – Day 6 Time spent 1 – 2 hours Sign’s She gave me another ring and I knew it was her because the moment she gave it to me was a moment I could have never thought about the ring myself. The ring is different from the one I got on Day 4 though. This one changed shape all the time while the one I got on day 4 was solid. Type spent visualization Changes Her hair style. Other things I can’t visualize her face whatsoever, all I can see is her hair and body. When looking down on her I see her completely but her hair is covering her face. Bad headache lasting all day long. 1 October – Day 7 Time spent 1– 1.5 hour Sign’s Response to one of my self-asking questions. It was my voice but it felt full of confidence as she knew what she was talking about. That couldn’t have been me. Type spent visualization Changes None Other things Still very hard to visualize her face. I cut the session before going to bed short because I was getting stressed a little. I felt kind of stupid about it the next morning. No headache. You like my kitten? come on over for a closer inspection! Newbie tulpamancer on the loose. Check out my progress report: http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Another-Lyra-tulpa Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Road October 2, 2012 Share October 2, 2012 You shouldn't worry about walls of text for your first post in your progress report (personally I love reading all the cool details!) Sounds like you are coming a long very well! You shouldn't worry too much about seeing her face,visualization just takes a bit of practice. Let things come naturally. Eventually you will have an epiphany moment just like when you were given the rings and the response to your question. It wasn't you, it was her! She is already sentient! Try to be as relaxed as possible, regardless of frustration. Congratz on Lyra and hope to see you around more! Yuki Human Female Vocalization Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frostwolf October 3, 2012 Author Share October 3, 2012 2 October – Day 8 Time spent 1– 1.5 hour Sign’s Response to one of my self-asking questions. The way it felt didn’t feel like me at all. Type spent visualization Changes None Other things Still very hard to visualize her face. I cut the session before going to bed short because I was getting stressed a little again. I tried to explain in to her at least and I didn’t feel that bad about it as the day before. You like my kitten? come on over for a closer inspection! Newbie tulpamancer on the loose. Check out my progress report: http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Another-Lyra-tulpa Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frostwolf October 4, 2012 Author Share October 4, 2012 3 October – Day 9 Time spent 1– 1.5 hour Sign’s A hug when wanting to get out of bed. Type spent visualization Changes None Other things Still very hard to visualize her face. Head a pretty bad headache during the evening but after I woke up 1 hour after falling asleep it was completely gone. Too bad I woke up in my own sweat… I hate when that happens. You like my kitten? come on over for a closer inspection! Newbie tulpamancer on the loose. Check out my progress report: http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Another-Lyra-tulpa Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frostwolf October 5, 2012 Author Share October 5, 2012 4 October – Day 10 Time spent 1– 1.5 hour Sign’s None Type spent Visualization – Wonder world Changes None Other things It’s still hard to visualize her face. I’m not finding a lot of progress in this so I decided to take a small break from this and move onto something she probably would like more right now. A wonder world. You like my kitten? come on over for a closer inspection! Newbie tulpamancer on the loose. Check out my progress report: http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Another-Lyra-tulpa Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frostwolf October 8, 2012 Author Share October 8, 2012 5 October – Day 11 Time spent 1 hour Sign’s She said “Heya” Type spent Visualization – Wonder world Changes None Other things Still trying to work on her wonder world. I still enjoy visualizing her more than I would working on her wonder world but I think she needs this. So far she’s still looking at the sunset most of the times I enter the wonder world myself 6 October – Day 12 Time spent 1 – 1.5 hours Sign’s No obvious ones. Type spent Visualization – Wonder world Changes None Other things Increased parroting? Or is it her? 7 October – Day 13 Time spent 1 hour Sign’s No obvious ones. Type spent Visualization – Wonder world - Talking Changes None Other things None Btw, I'm trying to as vage as possible here to make you read the entire story xD You like my kitten? come on over for a closer inspection! Newbie tulpamancer on the loose. Check out my progress report: http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Another-Lyra-tulpa Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frostwolf October 9, 2012 Author Share October 9, 2012 8 October – Day 14 Time spent 1 – 1.5 hours Sign’s Omg she’s talking… A LOT Type spent Visualization – Wonder world – Talking (Mostly talking) Changes None Other things It took me a while to realize that it wasn’t me talking. But it was really surprising that today she didn’t do anything but talk. It was really noticeable and every time she talks I get a feeling in my stomach. It’s hard to describe but you could compare the feeling with the feeling you get when you get a chill down your spine. It’s not the same feeling but it is the same type of feeling. You like my kitten? come on over for a closer inspection! Newbie tulpamancer on the loose. Check out my progress report: http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Another-Lyra-tulpa Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frostwolf October 10, 2012 Author Share October 10, 2012 9 October – Day 15 Time spent 1 hour Sign’s More talking Type spent Wonder world – Talking (Mostly talking) Changes None Other things Just kept talking to her through the day and tried to ask her a question every now and then. Questions I personally don’t know the answer to seem very hard for her to answer. One more thing, time spent is the time I spend forcing, not including talking. You like my kitten? come on over for a closer inspection! Newbie tulpamancer on the loose. Check out my progress report: http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Another-Lyra-tulpa Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frostwolf October 11, 2012 Author Share October 11, 2012 10 October – Day 16 Time spent 1 hour Sign’s None Type spent Wonder world – Talking – Going insane Changes None Other things I felt like going insane and felt really depressed. Never have I felt like this in my life. The thought of me talking to myself for the past 2 weeks got stuck in my mind and it infected me with negativity. After reading KindOfAJerk’s reply to my question I felt the exact opposite and I tried to put all my feelings in the reply I gave him and the progress report I wrote. You like my kitten? come on over for a closer inspection! Newbie tulpamancer on the loose. Check out my progress report: http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Another-Lyra-tulpa Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frostwolf October 12, 2012 Author Share October 12, 2012 11 October – Day 17 Time spent 0.5 hours Sign’s Second tulpa out of nowhere, has her own voice and doesn’t even come close to the the way I speak. An exact replica of pinkie pie. I tried to avoid a fleshed out character but I didn’t think I would end up with one the way I did. Type spent Talking (ALL DAY)– visualizing – wonder world Changes I don’t even know. Haven’t had a good view of their bodies. It’s still very confusing but I’m glad it happened the way it did. Other things Nothing You like my kitten? come on over for a closer inspection! Newbie tulpamancer on the loose. Check out my progress report: http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Another-Lyra-tulpa Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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