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Another Lyra Tulpa (shorter version)


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It seems people don't like reading walls of text so I made a summarized version of my other progress report. If you still like to read the full report just go here.

http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Another-Lyra-tulpa

 

25 September – Day 1

 

Time spent

2.5 – 3 hours

Sign’s

none

Type spent

Personality

Changes

None

Other things

Decided to want a Rainbow Dash tulpa. No headpressure.

 

26 September – Day 2

 

Time spent

2 hours

Sign’s

none

Type spent

Personality - visualization

Changes

Name and body

Other things

Her name changed to Vioola instead of Rainbow dash. Body is based on Octavia instead of Rainbow Dash. Light head pressure spread throughout the day.

 

 

27 September – Day 3

 

Time spent

2 hours ??? Not sure

Sign’s

The name Lyra came up everytime I tried to say Vioola

Type spent

visualization

Changes

Name

Other things

Her name changed to Lyra instead of Vioola because that name came in my head every time I tried to say Vioola. Light head pressure spread throughout the day.

 

28 September – Day 4

 

2 hours ??? Not sure

Sign’s

A ring given to me.

Type spent

visualization

Changes

None

Other things

I didn’t know if the ring I think she gave me was from her. I gave it back and asked her to give it back to me if it was from her. I also said it shouldn’t be today and it had to be on a moment I least expected it. She vanished that night and I couldn’t visualize her. Light head pressure spread throughout the day.

 

29 September – Day 5

 

Time spent

Not sure

Sign’s

Response because I was worried (maybe).

Type spent

visualization

Changes

None

Other things

Couldn’t visualize her this morning, went to chat to ask some questions. They said she might be deviating and another said this happens just before a major progress spike. In the night it was extremely easy for me to visualize her. As if she tried to show me to not worry about her. No headpressure.

 

 

30 September – Day 6

 

Time spent

1 – 2 hours

Sign’s

She gave me another ring and I knew it was her because the moment she gave it to me was a moment I could have never thought about the ring myself. The ring is different from the one I got on Day 4 though. This one changed shape all the time while the one I got on day 4 was solid.

Type spent

visualization

Changes

Her hair style.

Other things

I can’t visualize her face whatsoever, all I can see is her hair and body. When looking down on her I see her completely but her hair is covering her face. Bad headache lasting all day long.

 

 

1 October – Day 7

 

Time spent

1– 1.5 hour

Sign’s

Response to one of my self-asking questions. It was my voice but it felt full of confidence as she knew what she was talking about. That couldn’t have been me.

Type spent

visualization

Changes

None

Other things

Still very hard to visualize her face. I cut the session before going to bed short because I was getting stressed a little. I felt kind of stupid about it the next morning. No headache.

You like my kitten? come on over for a closer inspection!

 

Newbie tulpamancer on the loose.

 

Check out my progress report:

http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Another-Lyra-tulpa

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You shouldn't worry about walls of text for your first post in your progress report (personally I love reading all the cool details!)

 

Sounds like you are coming a long very well! You shouldn't worry too much about seeing her face,visualization just takes a bit of practice. Let things come naturally. Eventually you will have an epiphany moment just like when you were given the rings and the response to your question. It wasn't you, it was her! She is already sentient!

 

Try to be as relaxed as possible, regardless of frustration. Congratz on Lyra and hope to see you around more!

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Vocalization

 

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2 October – Day 8

 

Time spent

1– 1.5 hour

Sign’s

Response to one of my self-asking questions. The way it felt didn’t feel like me at all.

Type spent

visualization

Changes

None

Other things

Still very hard to visualize her face. I cut the session before going to bed short because I was getting stressed a little again. I tried to explain in to her at least and I didn’t feel that bad about it as the day before.

You like my kitten? come on over for a closer inspection!

 

Newbie tulpamancer on the loose.

 

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http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Another-Lyra-tulpa

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3 October – Day 9

 

Time spent

1– 1.5 hour

Sign’s

A hug when wanting to get out of bed.

Type spent

visualization

Changes

None

Other things

Still very hard to visualize her face. Head a pretty bad headache during the evening but after I woke up 1 hour after falling asleep it was completely gone. Too bad I woke up in my own sweat… I hate when that happens.

You like my kitten? come on over for a closer inspection!

 

Newbie tulpamancer on the loose.

 

Check out my progress report:

http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Another-Lyra-tulpa

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4 October – Day 10

 

Time spent

1– 1.5 hour

Sign’s

None

Type spent

Visualization – Wonder world

Changes

None

Other things

It’s still hard to visualize her face. I’m not finding a lot of progress in this so I decided to take a small break from this and move onto something she probably would like more right now. A wonder world.

You like my kitten? come on over for a closer inspection!

 

Newbie tulpamancer on the loose.

 

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http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Another-Lyra-tulpa

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5 October – Day 11

 

Time spent

1 hour

Sign’s

She said “Heya”

Type spent

Visualization – Wonder world

Changes

None

Other things

Still trying to work on her wonder world. I still enjoy visualizing her more than I would working on her wonder world but I think she needs this. So far she’s still looking at the sunset most of the times I enter the wonder world myself

 

 

6 October – Day 12

 

Time spent

1 – 1.5 hours

Sign’s

No obvious ones.

Type spent

Visualization – Wonder world

Changes

None

Other things

Increased parroting? Or is it her?

 

 

7 October – Day 13

 

Time spent

1 hour

Sign’s

No obvious ones.

Type spent

Visualization – Wonder world - Talking

Changes

None

Other things

None

 

 

Btw, I'm trying to as vage as possible here to make you read the entire story xD

You like my kitten? come on over for a closer inspection!

 

Newbie tulpamancer on the loose.

 

Check out my progress report:

http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Another-Lyra-tulpa

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8 October – Day 14

 

Time spent

1 – 1.5 hours

Sign’s

Omg she’s talking… A LOT

Type spent

Visualization – Wonder world – Talking (Mostly talking)

Changes

None

Other things

It took me a while to realize that it wasn’t me talking. But it was really surprising that today she didn’t do anything but talk. It was really noticeable and every time she talks I get a feeling in my stomach. It’s hard to describe but you could compare the feeling with the feeling you get when you get a chill down your spine. It’s not the same feeling but it is the same type of feeling.

You like my kitten? come on over for a closer inspection!

 

Newbie tulpamancer on the loose.

 

Check out my progress report:

http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Another-Lyra-tulpa

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9 October – Day 15

 

Time spent

1 hour

Sign’s

More talking

Type spent

Wonder world – Talking (Mostly talking)

Changes

None

Other things

Just kept talking to her through the day and tried to ask her a question every now and then. Questions I personally don’t know the answer to seem very hard for her to answer. One more thing, time spent is the time I spend forcing, not including talking.

You like my kitten? come on over for a closer inspection!

 

Newbie tulpamancer on the loose.

 

Check out my progress report:

http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Another-Lyra-tulpa

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10 October – Day 16

 

Time spent

1 hour

Sign’s

None

Type spent

Wonder world – Talking – Going insane

Changes

None

Other things

I felt like going insane and felt really depressed. Never have I felt like this in my life. The thought of me talking to myself for the past 2 weeks got stuck in my mind and it infected me with negativity. After reading KindOfAJerk’s reply to my question I felt the exact opposite and I tried to put all my feelings in the reply I gave him and the progress report I wrote.

You like my kitten? come on over for a closer inspection!

 

Newbie tulpamancer on the loose.

 

Check out my progress report:

http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Another-Lyra-tulpa

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11 October – Day 17

 

Time spent

0.5 hours

Sign’s

Second tulpa out of nowhere, has her own voice and doesn’t even come close to the the way I speak. An exact replica of pinkie pie. I tried to avoid a fleshed out character but I didn’t think I would end up with one the way I did.

Type spent

Talking (ALL DAY)– visualizing – wonder world

Changes

I don’t even know. Haven’t had a good view of their bodies. It’s still very confusing but I’m glad it happened the way it did.

Other things

Nothing

You like my kitten? come on over for a closer inspection!

 

Newbie tulpamancer on the loose.

 

Check out my progress report:

http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Another-Lyra-tulpa

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