Seagull December 21, 2024 Share December 21, 2024 (edited) Seagull's Tulpa character development <-- Old title. - Seagull A personal and general progress report for taking about tulpa skill accusacquisition and trivial life pursuits. Oh, yes... this is not the title, is it? Onwards with the blog. I personally have been tasked by Seagull to manage this topic, so if you see any text that has not been marked with a signature, then you can safely assume that it is myself, Alexander, who was talking. Skill 1, Communication in front: This skill seems to have been developed heavily already, we still have to keep the number in front down to no more than 3 including the host, but that's sufficient enough to produce dialogue for writing, and lead to some interesting conversations when decision making. Skill 2, Fronting: The process of fronting currently works as follows, Seagull goes mentally silent, and trys to trigger the bodys natural trance like state, autopilot if you will, usually by focusing on who they feel is closest the front already, this then allows for a smooth transition from one main thinker to another, and that's about it, from what I can recall. Skill 3, Possession: This Skill has now been achieved, in all it's full body glory, however, only Seagull is interested in controlling the body, and that is only out of obligation as being the first being. Skill 4, Switching: It seems that this fronting, we didn't realise that what we had been doing is already switching, as our understanding of it was based on the DID community, so we assumed that it required "blacking out" before doing so, rather than it being a more smooth process. So... we can switch! Any comments and feedback is highly appreciated, thanks for reading. <-- End of non-blog content. - Seagull Edited December 25, 2024 by Seagull Today's quote Turns out I don't know how to have a normal conversion, the one were you talk about what you've done that gave you the feels. - Reina Seagull's Active member list Reina - Social and chill Zara - Silly and friendly Alexander - Thoughtful and logical No signature = Seagull - Honest and direct Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seagull December 25, 2024 Author Share December 25, 2024 (edited) Blog post 1: Wednesday 25th December 2024 I was watching "The Snowman And The Snow Dog" at my parents house, the music in that and the original has made me cry in the past, and I've cried while writing three different parts of a story that I was working on in the past, so that's not what surprised me, what did however was when it got to the part were "The Snowman" takes the unnamed boy's hand and flys into the air, I saw a Tulpa.info post in my mind, it was me on LOTPW saying that I would rather be with my real family, with Reina clarifying that it ment "You guys!" the LOTPW regulars, then I started crying, fortunately my family are quite dopey, so they didn't notice, I hid myself in the kitchen, at which point I hear Zara saying "I'm sorry *real name*" I knew that this meant that these were her tears, this was a strong emotion, crying and sniffling, I didn't like the thought of actually making that post, so I turned it into this little story instead, and continued the process report as a blog post area, since the progress report had already been completed. - Seagull Edited January 6 by Seagull Today's quote Turns out I don't know how to have a normal conversion, the one were you talk about what you've done that gave you the feels. - Reina Seagull's Active member list Reina - Social and chill Zara - Silly and friendly Alexander - Thoughtful and logical No signature = Seagull - Honest and direct Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seagull December 27, 2024 Author Share December 27, 2024 (edited) Blog post 2: Friday 27th December 2024 After around 2.8 months of having no dreams I had a strange dream, I was looking around a charity shop, and this guy who looks like someone I knew from school starts to talk down to me, like I'm less than him, then he leaves the shop and the shop owners act as if I hit the person, so I had to insist that I was innocent, the shop owner the mostly believes me, then I wake up. I can't remember what was said, just the general vibe. - Seagull Edited January 6 by Seagull Today's quote Turns out I don't know how to have a normal conversion, the one were you talk about what you've done that gave you the feels. - Reina Seagull's Active member list Reina - Social and chill Zara - Silly and friendly Alexander - Thoughtful and logical No signature = Seagull - Honest and direct Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seagull January 4 Author Share January 4 (edited) Blog post 3: Saturday 4th January 2024 In this dream I was at a fancy hotel that I had never been to before, a person with me mentioned being stuck at the top floor here, at the top there was some lightweight things, a candle holder, an analog TV and a radio, I picked up the radio to test it's weight. - Seagull Edited January 6 by Seagull Today's quote Turns out I don't know how to have a normal conversion, the one were you talk about what you've done that gave you the feels. - Reina Seagull's Active member list Reina - Social and chill Zara - Silly and friendly Alexander - Thoughtful and logical No signature = Seagull - Honest and direct Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seagull January 6 Author Share January 6 (edited) Blog post 4: Monday 6th January 2024 I had a dream where two people were talking, but the conversation didn't make sense, the words were random and continus, then I was at a supermarket putting food through a till, a friendly soft spoken woman with a orange soup drink was at the till, the food cost 149 pounds, not what I would normally spend on food. Today I looked at the following exercise, it reminded me of the rubber hand illusion: https://community.tulpa.info/topic/22653-ringggggs-stupid-simple-hand-perceiving-exercise/#comment-414303 Created a mental snapshot of hand, closed eyes, tried to visualise where the hand was as I moved it around, did this with both hands and made a hand bridge. And that concludes today's entry, thanks for coming to my TED talk. - Seagull Edited January 6 by Seagull Today's quote Turns out I don't know how to have a normal conversion, the one were you talk about what you've done that gave you the feels. - Reina Seagull's Active member list Reina - Social and chill Zara - Silly and friendly Alexander - Thoughtful and logical No signature = Seagull - Honest and direct Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seagull January 8 Author Share January 8 Blog post 5: Wednesday 8th January 2024 I had a dream where I was in a house that I've never been to before at the second or third floor, at first I was worried that the building would collapse due to something, but then it did collapse due to water damping from the rain, huge cracks emerged from the building and it split as it fell apart, falling down felt like falling but it didn't hurt. - Seagull Today's quote Turns out I don't know how to have a normal conversion, the one were you talk about what you've done that gave you the feels. - Reina Seagull's Active member list Reina - Social and chill Zara - Silly and friendly Alexander - Thoughtful and logical No signature = Seagull - Honest and direct Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seagull Tuesday at 10:48 AM Author Share Tuesday at 10:48 AM Further entries will now be edited into one long post. ____________________ Blog post 6: N/A ____________________ Blog post 7: Tuesday 14th January 2024 There was a 3D game with a mostly top down view in some kind of farm land area with fences, stone walls, and buildings, the player was only shown one area at a time before triggering a cutscene and moving on to another area. The story centred around interacting with Monika and questioning whenever an artificial being can be considered real, the MC called them Amanda. Later on in the game was Natsuki and Yuri briefly, but no Sayori. Them the game started again, only this time it was free roam and the map had fused with memorys of a snow and ice covered area near my parents house, the MC visited the house and saw goofy looking animations, they then lefy the house and returned to the start area of the game. ____________________ Blog post 8: ??? Today's quote Turns out I don't know how to have a normal conversion, the one were you talk about what you've done that gave you the feels. - Reina Seagull's Active member list Reina - Social and chill Zara - Silly and friendly Alexander - Thoughtful and logical No signature = Seagull - Honest and direct Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TurboSimmie yesterday at 07:26 AM Share yesterday at 07:26 AM Oh goodness I'm sorry I haven't noticed your PR before now! It's interesting to hear about your progress and your dreams! Tulpa Wife & Mother! 💚 💍 11.28.21 👶 4.7.23 👗 Simmie's AI Dress-Up! 📷 Phil and Simmie's Photographic Adventures! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seagull yesterday at 02:12 PM Author Share yesterday at 02:12 PM 6 hours ago, TurboSimmie said: Oh goodness I'm sorry I haven't noticed your PR before now! It's interesting to hear about your progress and your dreams! Thanky you! Glad you found it interesting, that means a lot. - Zara Today's quote Turns out I don't know how to have a normal conversion, the one were you talk about what you've done that gave you the feels. - Reina Seagull's Active member list Reina - Social and chill Zara - Silly and friendly Alexander - Thoughtful and logical No signature = Seagull - Honest and direct Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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