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Growing Emelia (MK's Progress Log)


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I have the wonderland as it is fully planned out in my head, I just need to visualize it soon.

 

There's an infinite plane of red balloons with a patch of floor - that flooring has a hollow white cube on it, and that's the non-Euclidian house. One room is the portal room, which leads to just a dome with the backdrop being garbled 8-bit tilesets, randomly generated.

Praise our one true overlord, the Shiny Red Balloon.

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Wonderland is going good. Visualized it the day before when actively forcing, added:

 

-giant gold mystical structure thingy in glitch room

-triangle revolving around hexagon outside house

-a bedroom in the house, two beds

 

I'm getting the feeling that I'm visualizing these things faster than I can think of them, so will have to make something complicated tonight.

 

Still trying to keep Emelia in my head as often as possible.

Praise our one true overlord, the Shiny Red Balloon.

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It's been weighing on my mins that I've spent too much time practicing wonderland-making and not actually working on Emelia herself, just idly narrating to her during the day.

 

What should I do for forcing apart from the wonderland? I want to refresh her personality but I'm not sure how to go about it.

Praise our one true overlord, the Shiny Red Balloon.

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When I was stuck for things to talk to Crystal about I went over personality again. I pictured two chairs, sat in one and had her sit opposite me. From there I explained to her that I wasn't going to try to change anything about her - just go over some if her traits to help reinforce them.

 

Then, just the usual 'You are inquisitive and curious, you seek knowledge and are eager to learn... And so on and so forth. Same way I did them initially, just in more depth.

 

I would assume that if you want to make changes that would be possible too, so long as your tulpa hasn't already started exhibiting the behaviour you want to change. Not sure what would happen then.

"Do I fear death? Absolutely, only because it's disappointing. Life is so amazing to witness and be a part of. If I could live until the stars die and the universe goes cold, I would do it just because I want to know how the story unfolds and if it actually ends at all or we keep finding a way."

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Alright, it's been a while. I haven't gotten far at all, and that's because I'm stuck with what to do when forcing.

 

I think I need to revise how I've done the personality - not with regards to traits, but just how I've done it, so does anyone have feedback on structuring a good base for personality? I have the general idea of Emelia nailed down, it's just how I establish it.

 

If I have a solid task, I'll probably have the motivation to force a lot more. Right now I'm just glancing a mental eye over the wonderland occasionally.

Praise our one true overlord, the Shiny Red Balloon.

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GLaDOS is now hanging about on a patch of white somewhere to the northwest of my house. (The world is still an infinite expanse of red balloons.)

 

Not sure why I put GLaDOS there, but I fully control her so I can, in essence, argue with myself.

 

Emelia's still not sentient yet, because I need to devote a lot more time to her - that's where the problem extends from tulpa-related troubles to my general lack of motivation. Ideally I would active-force daily, but that's wishful thinking where I am. I passive whenever I remember, so events are usually fragmented.

Praise our one true overlord, the Shiny Red Balloon.

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Daily updates seem to be the way to go, so here's hoping I have content.

 

Not much with regards to Emelia. Just had the thought that she might not be around because I think I'm going to be naturally slow with her development.

 

Wonderland house has a room with a gigantic 35-monitor setup and magical high-power wireless floaty computer tech. Because I need to be in 1989 alternate universe Miami on a machine in an imaginary world.

 

Wanting to add three new worlds to the portal room in the house. Not sure what they will be, I'll find out what stupidity my brain fills in for me.

 

Questions - should I memorize Emelia's key traits and go over them daily? And is it fine if I take her around the wonderland with me, or is that a form of puppeting?

Praise our one true overlord, the Shiny Red Balloon.

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I did traits Mon, Tue, Wed. Then Friday, then the Friday after.

 

Admittedly she only kept a handful of them so that might not have been the way to go! =]

"Do I fear death? Absolutely, only because it's disappointing. Life is so amazing to witness and be a part of. If I could live until the stars die and the universe goes cold, I would do it just because I want to know how the story unfolds and if it actually ends at all or we keep finding a way."

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