synsta and Rylai June 21, 2013 Share June 21, 2013 I've been working on my tulpa for a month and a half now and I used to be able to visualize incredibly well, like I could go on amazing adventures with her in my mind with dreamlike quality. It took a few minutes to "transport" myself into our wonderland and we could do whatever there. I'd start off with counting from 1-50 to 100 or so, and go from there. But as of 6 or 7 days ago I've lost any ability to see anything at all in my mind. I can still see weak things like when I read a book, but to transport myself into the wonderland it has been impossible. Nothing has changed in any of our methods or routine when I force with her, although I have been under a bit of stress recently. I'm pretty sure I know the cause of it too: When I try to see anything in my head and I get an image, my eyes move. I thought it was any sort of caffeine, so I completely stopped any sort of caffeine or other drugs, but no matter HOW hard I try it's impossible to get my eyes to stay still. I'm really upset over this, and so is she. We changed her form a few days before I lost my ability and I really want to see it. I miss going on adventures with her too :( Please....anything you guys can suggest will help immensely. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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